Chapter 41, Yao Jiu's wish
Mu Rufeng really didn't want to touch that scar again, but ...... He doesn't want to touch it, but that doesn't mean that others don't want to touch it.
Yao Jiu smiled, smiling very desolately, very lonely: "Wish? My heart's desire, do you know what my heart's desire is? You say I've fulfilled my wish? ”
After Mu Rufeng heard his questioning, he couldn't help but wonder: "Aren't you yourself?" Isn't it to become the hegemon of one side? ”
It's just the reason he said to himself in the first place. Is there anything he doesn't know?
Yao Jiu smiled sadly after hearing what he said, laughing very loudly and heartbreakingly.
"No, not at all, you don't know what my wish is, why should I be myself, why should I become a hegemon, haven't you thought about the reason?"
Yao Jiu didn't expect that after so many years, he still didn't know the reason and why he did it.
Mu Rufeng was silent, he really didn't know the reason. But when he chose this path, didn't he already choose to leave himself? Does it still matter what the reason is?
"I'm doing it because of you." When Yao Jiu saw him like this, he knew that he didn't know anything, didn't understand anything.
Mu Rufeng was stunned, what does this have to do with him?
When Yao Jiu saw his confused appearance, he knew that he still didn't understand, or didn't know his mind.
"It's because I'm in love with someone I shouldn't love, so I have to find a way to change, I want to like someone honestly, but how can I like someone like that before, you don't understand at all."
Mu Rufeng didn't expect this to be the reason. "If you had made it clear to me in the first place, there wouldn't have been so many things."
Maybe he didn't understand what it was like at the time, but he definitely wouldn't have become what he was now.
"I can't tell at all because I'm in love with the least person I shouldn't love, because of my own gender, because of my previous special situation, there is no result at all."
Yao Jiu didn't expect that his eldest brother was extremely smart, but he just didn't understand who he liked, which made him very angry.
"The person I like is you, big brother, the person I like is you, it has always been you, I want to have a body of my own, so that the two of us can be independent, and then I am qualified to pursue you!"
Mu Rufeng didn't expect the truth of the matter to be like this, if he said that he liked someone, even if he didn't understand it, he would meet his request to go out alone, but if he said that he liked himself, it is estimated that he would not agree to his rude request.
It might even make him disappear.
Mu Rufeng didn't speak, but how could Yao Jiu, who loved him deeply, not understand his mind because he didn't speak.
"Now you know why I didn't tell you, now you know the reason......" Yao Jiu was a little broken.
Mu Rufeng looked at the weakest part in front of him, and he was still very unbearable in his heart.
"Jiu, what's wrong with you?" Why do you like yourself? They are all one person, in essence, how can he like himself?
Recall:
One day, Yao Jiu came to him with a twist, and it was the first time he had seen him like that at that time.
"What's wrong, what's wrong with my little Jiu? Why is your face still red? ”
Mu Rufeng looked at the awkward self in front of him with a slight smile. Because this is the weakest one, I have a little more patience with him.
Yao Jiu looked at the eldest brother in front of him who had always tolerated him and loved him, and said with a flushed face: "Big brother, I seem to be ...... It seems that something has not been right lately, especially in the heart of the place......"
After Yao Jiu finished speaking, his face turned red directly to the root of his ears, but he didn't dare to look at his eldest brother.
Mu Rufeng was stunned for a moment, and then asked with some worry: "What's wrong?" Is it sick? Is there a look for you to see? ”
Because he is the weakest one, he often gets sick, and he usually stays by Guan Jiusheng's side, also to take care of his body.
"I've found ......"
Yao Jiu still looked at his eldest brother secretly, not daring to look at it directly.
"So what did he say? Is there something wrong? ”
Mu Rufeng heard him say that he had already seen it, so he put his mind at ease. Since Guan didn't come to him, then his problem is not that incurable.
"It's okay...... He said my body was very healthy...... It is...... There may be someone you like......"
Yao Jiu turned around awkwardly as he spoke, a little afraid that the eldest brother would see the feelings in his eyes.
Mu Rufeng didn't react at first. But after a while, I reacted.
He smiled and said, "That's good, our Xiaojiu also has someone he likes, which shows that our Xiaojiu has grown up." ”
“……”
Yao Jiu secretly glanced at his eldest brother, and then quickly lowered his head.
"Then did you confess to her? When you came to me this time, did you want your eldest brother to help you be a matchmaker? ”
Mu Rufeng actually didn't have a deep understanding of feelings at that time, but since Xiao Jiu already had someone he liked, of course he would arrange everything for him as the eldest brother.
Yao Jiu glanced at his eldest brother embarrassedly: "Not ...... yet Not yet, I ...... I'm afraid he doesn't like me...... So I didn't ...... There is no ......"
Mu Rufeng looked at this weakest part of himself, probably because all the weakness was given to him, so he was embarrassed to even confess now.
Mu Rufeng took Yao Jiu's hand and walked slowly in the peach forest, and said as he walked: "Jiu, let me tell you, you have to know that women are generally used to be spoiled, if you really like that person, you have to become stronger."
You must protect that person, don't let her suffer any grievances, and when you encounter danger, you must also stand in front of her and give her enough security.
Therefore, you must double your cultivation now, so that you can protect the person you like in the future. ”
Yao Jiu was a little sad after hearing the eldest brother's words, could it be that the person that the eldest brother likes is such a person?
"Then what does the person the big brother like look like? Do you also need to protect your eldest brother? ”
Big brother is already very powerful, if you want to protect big brother, then who can do it?
"I, the man I like...... I don't need her to do anything, as long as I like it. ”
“……”
The screen turns-
"Xiao Jiu, I can help you be yourself today, but you have to hold on, if you miss this time, there will be no next time."
Because Xiao Jiu already has someone he likes, he can't be with him anymore, so Mu Rufeng plans to give him freedom.
"Well, big brother, don't worry, I will definitely hold on, I am no longer the weak little Jiu I was back then."
Yao Jiu's gaze did change a little.
"Fool, you will always be Xiao Jiu here with big brother, this will not change, hold on."
"Okay." I'm going to live and give you happiness, and I'll stick to it.
Immediately after that, a white light lit up the whole world, and no one knew what was going on inside, let alone that the two people inside were enduring great pain.
The screen turns again.
"Mu Rufeng, let's have a competition." The man stood in the sky with a sword, and at first glance he came to provoke.
"Xiao Jiu, do you really want to fight again?" The person standing below was Mu Rufeng. And the person holding the sword in the sky is Yao Jiu.
Mu Rufeng looked at his sister, a familiar and unfamiliar Xiao Jiu, and his heart was distressed like thousands of needles, he didn't understand why he became like this.
"Of course, if you win me, I'll leave, and if you lose, promise me one thing."
It was not easy for him to have the qualifications to pursue him, how could he stay here.
Mu Rufeng seemed to be Yao Jiu, who had fallen into the demon in front of him, was really very sad, why did he enter the demon path after he left.
"After winning against you, you will nullify your magic skills yourself, and you will never practice this evil practice again."
After all, he used to be the weakest part of himself, how could he watch him fall into the devil's path.
"Okay."
Yao Jiu was too confident in himself, so he agreed without thinking about it.
But the end result is obvious.
"I lost, hahaha~ I lost, Mu Rufeng, I really hate, hate, why, why have I cultivated for so long and done so many hurtful things, but why did I still fail, why, why ......"
Yao Jiu has done many hurtful things in order to win over his eldest brother one day, he can't count them, but he didn't expect that he still lost.
What Mu Rufeng didn't tell him was that he was silently cleaning up the mess behind his back, and after he found out once, in fact, he didn't succeed in the rest of the things.
Yao Jiu also did what he said and abolished his magic skills, but Mu Rufeng never saw him again.
Of course, he also looked for him, but he couldn't find him, and then slowly, he found that he was not in danger of life, so he didn't look for him again.
This is the end of the memories.
I thought there would be no more time to see each other, but I didn't expect to meet here again.
And looking at this, he should have come here specifically to find himself, what happened back then that made him fall into the devil's path, so that he did not hesitate to turn against him.
He had been fruitless until just now.