Chapter 4 Fault

There was a very delicious boiled fish in the canteen of Chen Yinzhu's house, and the two of us ate a large portion at noon. I touched my stomach with satisfaction, "Zhuzhu, your little life is so moisturizing!" ”

Chen Yinzhu smiled, "Hehe, if you like it, come over often, anyway, I'm also alone, and I'm happy for you to eat with me." ”

"Of course I'd love to, how can a foodie like me refuse an invitation to eat!" I was so immersed in the joy that I forgot that I had skipped class.

In the afternoon, the two of us were called to the office by the head teacher to inquire about the situation.

I didn't listen to Chen Yinzhu's reason, and my mind was all wildly imaginative.

The teacher asked her to leave first, leaving me alone, and the teacher said to me: "Long Xiaoxiao, you came to our class with the first grade in the class, now, look at it, what have you become?" How did you fall in the mock exam last week? It's almost out of the top 10! The teacher had high expectations for you, but now I am so disappointed. You can't compare with someone like Chen Yinzhu, she didn't study well in the first place, and she didn't plan to go to university. And you're different, the last time your dad came over and said that he was pointing out that you were going to get into a good university! How disappointed are you saying that you are now absent from school for no reason?

You tell the teacher, did you suffer a blow from your position as class leader the last time you embezzled the class fee, so you gave up a little bit on yourself? ”

I shook my head, and the teacher continued, "Xiaoxiao, is that really unwilling to serve as a class committee member?" If that's why you're going to do that, then at today's class meeting, the teacher announced that you would be a class representative, okay? ”

I nodded, and the teacher continued: "Xiaoxiao, the class represents a relaxed class, there is no influence of class affairs, the teacher hopes that you can devote your mind to learning wholeheartedly, you have to understand the teacher's hard work, okay?" This time, I won't tell your father, I hope you can also understand the teacher's intentions and don't happen like this again. ”

I nodded, and when I walked out of the office, I felt bad.

Yes, I only care about having fun with myself and forget about my father's expectations. I was just unintentionally forgetting to be late, and I made it a deliberate truancy. It's all my fault, I'm too easy to be led by, too little to stand for myself. In the future, I will change this problem and collect this loose heart.

In the afternoon class, I want to take it seriously, hoping to make up for the mistakes I made in the morning. I can't imagine that my dad would be furious when he found out about my absence, or he would be disappointed and sad. Either way, I don't want to do it again.

At that time, I was in the sixth grade of primary school. Every weekend afternoon, I go to English class, which my dad specially signed up for me. Dad said that he used to learn English very well, but unfortunately he couldn't use it at work later, so he slowly forgot about it. However, my English is very poor. My father has always been very worried, and from his small salary, he squeezed out some of the money and enrolled me in an English class.

Since then, I have started weekly tutoring, and after a semester of hard work, my English scores have really improved.

It was a normal weekend in the second semester of Year 6, and it was very intense. However, what is unusual about this weekend is that it is the birthday of classmate Xiaoyun.

She warmly invited me to play at home, but I kept thinking about the English class, so I didn't agree. I couldn't stand a group of people talking, so I had to follow them to Xiaoyun's house to attend her birthday party.

This afternoon, I had a lot of fun, I got a little carried away, I forgot the time, and it wasn't until it got dark that I hurried home.

At the gate of the courtyard, I saw my father's eager eyes. The moment he saw me, he came to me and asked me what I was doing. I lied to my dad and said to go to class. Dad asked me why I came back so late? I said that I had been reading English with my classmates for a while after class.

Dad's face became gloomy like the sky before a rainstorm, and the black pressure was overwhelming.

"Go home first." He tugged at my sleeve and walked home.

I was so scared that I regretted not going to class.

As soon as I entered the door, my father kicked me to the ground.

"You've learned to lie to me? I deliberately got off work early today and rushed to the door of the cram school from the unit to wait to pick you up, but I waited until the cram school was empty and didn't see you, and the teacher said that you didn't come at all. Honestly, what the hell are you doing! ”

Dad's words were like five thunderbolts, and in an instant, all my courage was gone, and I told my father the truth with tears. Dad was very angry and pulled out his belt and waved it at me.

Although I have been beaten by my father a lot since I was a child, this time it was the most ruthless.

The belt pumped down on me, and I saw my dad burst into tears.

My heart was broken all of a sudden, and I didn't hold any grudge against my father for beating me, only self-blame.

I went back to my room on the second floor, covered in bruises, and during this time, I lived in a room where the teacher was free, and it was the best place I lived, a space that was completely my own.

In order to get rid of my guilt, I kept doing my homework, I was hungry, and my father didn't come to call me for dinner. It wasn't until two hours later that my stepmom came to me.

As soon as I entered the house, my stepmother asked me what was wrong with my father? I didn't know what she meant by asking, but she saw that I didn't talk and told me that my dad was drinking alone at home and was very drunk.

I was stunned, my dad is a person who doesn't drink a lot, but today he is drunk, it's all because of me! I broke my father's heart!

I told my stepmother about skipping class in the afternoon, and my stepmother scolded me severely. This time, it was the only time I felt that my stepmother was right.

I hurried downstairs with my stepmother, and I saw my father sitting on the couch, with the bottle crooked on the ground, like a child, crying, "Look, it's bleeding, it's bleeding here." ”

My stepmother and I craned our necks and turned out to be my father's foot, which looked like something had broken his skin.

The stepmother went over to comfort Dad, saying that it was okay, and at the same time helping Dad wrap the wound with a band-aid, and Dad just cried vigorously.

At this moment, I hated myself.

I ran out crying, stood in an open field, and gave myself a few slaps so that I could always remember this mistake and never do it again!

Time has passed, but now, I have forgotten this lesson!

Today and Chen Yinzhu skipped class again, and the teacher's words reminded me of my father's sad appearance. I've already let my dad down once, and I can't let him down again because of my skipping class.

I thank my teacher for giving me this opportunity, and next time, no matter what the situation, I will make it clear to my teacher. Even if you are scolded, it is better than making your father sad.

When I returned to class, Chen Yinzhu asked me what the teacher had said to me again, and I shook my head and just told her that I would never dare to skip class again.

Xiao Ranzi looked at me with an unhappy face, and told me a few jokes in a row, trying to make me laugh, but I really couldn't laugh. In my head, my father's heartbroken tears were all in my head.

I took out my book, asked for Wang Feng's notes, and made up for all the classes I missed in the morning.

In the third period, the class meeting was held, and the teacher announced that I would step down as a member of the study committee and become the representative of the mathematics class.

As for the reason, the teacher took care of my emotions very much, and naturally announced to the public that I strongly asked to resign from the class committee.

For this, I am very grateful to the teachers!