The light in the room is a dim warm color, so that anyone who comes in can clearly feel the warmth and that inexplicable warm feeling, but Yu Yanbei felt that there was no popularity in this place, and the waiter behind thought that Yu Yanbei was dissatisfied with the room, although he was very scared, but he still wanted to ask, just when he mustered up the courage and was about to ask, he heard Yu Yanbei's deep voice: "You go first." The waiter was like a new life, symbolically said two words like "pay attention to pleasure" and fled, Yu Yanbei of course didn't have time to take care of the waiter, he only felt that the room was empty, there was no Song Qingnan, and there was no warm feeling of home that he wanted. turned to smile self-deprecatingly, yes, he pushed Song Qingnan out with his own hands, how could there be a shadow of Song Qingnan?

When Yu Yanbei left in a hurry, Song Qingnan happened to come to this bustling place, and he only felt that the situation in front of him was as if this situation had appeared before.

Yes, when I think of it, she used to live happily with Yu Yanbei, and they were happy together that day, but the truth is always unsatisfactory, God likes it when she always feels that her happiness comes, God will always give her a slap in the head, and then look at her with contemptuous eyes, her tone is full of mockery, and then he laughed: "This world is very realistic, don't dream. ”

Song Qingnan glanced at the bustling crowd outside through the glass of the car window, pretended to take his eyes back, and drove away from this place and returned to his apartment. She doesn't want to stay in this kind of crowded place for long, her character itself is very cold, not suitable for this kind of lively place, if she has been to impose it, she will only feel out of place with the surrounding environment, plus she has visited this kind of lively night market stall with Yu Yanbei before, and even she remembers some details of him at that time very clearly, and she really couldn't accept this kind of scene for a while, so she chose to leave, she chose to go home to rest, to empty herself, she thought, or don't go to work tomorrow, Otherwise, she is afraid that this state will affect her work all day. Song Qingnan lifted her glasses, to be honest, she is really satisfied with her current life, she has a job every day to live a very fulfilling life, even if she repeats what she did the day before every day, but she is with the person she loves, she feels that every day is happy. Life is inherently boring, and if you are a person who is full of hope, then your life is probably bright. Although Song Qingnan doesn't love life very much, she has never had any complaints about what life gives or takes, even if she doesn't love the world, but she loves all those who love her, and that's enough.

Song Qingnan drove very steadily, but even a calm person like her couldn't help but drive faster now, just because she missed the two little porcelain dolls at home.

The two of them passed by like this, if Yu Yanbei knew it, he would definitely regret it, even if he stood in this chilling autumn wind for a while, even if he only glanced at Song Qingnan from a distance, but because he left too early, so he couldn't see Song Qingnan in time, and he couldn't solve the pain of lovesickness, but no matter what, he now lives in the same place as Song Qingnan, thinking that there is his most beloved woman somewhere in this city, he feels that even the air has become gentle and sweet, The pores of the whole person were relaxed, as if the hard work of fighting wits and courage with the seventh brother these days had come to naught, and it became a curling green smoke, and it flew away to the sky, becoming a touch of cyan color in the sky. Song Qingnan arrived home soon, after all, there were still two small figures at home, and before she finished changing her shoes, two small things rushed over and pounced on her, with an uncontrollable admiration on her face.

The two of them passed by like this, if Yu Yanbei knew it, he would definitely regret it, even if he stood in this chilling autumn wind for a while, even if he only glanced at Song Qingnan from a distance, but because he left too early, so he couldn't see Song Qingnan in time, and he couldn't solve the pain of lovesickness, but no matter what, he now lives in the same place as Song Qingnan, thinking that there is his most beloved woman somewhere in this city, he feels that even the air has become gentle and sweet, The pores of the whole person were relaxed, as if the hard work of fighting wits and courage with the seventh brother these days had come to naught, and it became a curling green smoke, and it flew away to the sky, becoming a touch of cyan color in the sky. Song Qingnan arrived home soon, after all, there were still two small figures at home, and before she finished changing her shoes, two small things rushed over and pounced on her, with an uncontrollable admiration on her face.

She has already recovered, and there is no need to be hospitalized again, so she is willing to stay in that environment full of the smell of disinfectant water for a long time, but because she has not fully recovered, it stands to reason that she is still under probation, and if there is anything, she can be sent to the hospital in time, but even so, she may have to go to the hospital every month for a review within a year to make sure that her body is recovering well, otherwise Song Qinghe will definitely be angry again. She didn't want to go, but she couldn't bear Song Qinghe's insistence, and she really felt sorry for Song Qinghe's hard work in hitting such a big company every day, so she agreed to his wishes and agreed to him to go for a review.

The wind outside was so strong that it looked like a roaring lion, and it made people feel a little uneasy when they heard it. Even looking at the weather, it looks a bit like it's going to rain.

Yu Yanbei looked at the dark sky, his right eyelid jumped uncontrollably, and he suddenly had a bad premonition, he really couldn't tell where it happened, but he felt a little tightness in his chest, and even his mood was a little heavier.

Yu Yanbei looked at the dark sky, his right eyelid jumped uncontrollably, and he suddenly had a bad premonition, he really couldn't tell where it happened, but he felt a little tightness in his chest, and even his mood was a little heavier.

I'm afraid that Song Qingnan is determined to reject his precursor, Yu Yanbei smiled bitterly and didn't make any opinions, after all, this matter was fundamentally his fault, and he had no right to blame Song Qingnan.

Right.

Yu Yanbei looked at the dark sky, his right eyelid jumped uncontrollably, and he suddenly had a bad premonition, he really couldn't tell where it happened, but he felt a little tightness in his chest, and even his mood was a little heavier.

I'm afraid that Song Qingnan is determined to reject his precursor, Yu Yanbei smiled bitterly and didn't make any opinions, after all, this matter was fundamentally his fault, and he had no right to blame Song Qingnan.

Right.

Song Qingnan didn't go to work today, he came out and slipped away, wanting to relax, and didn't want to be accompanied. So no one went to that street with her, and her trance and struggle tonight was known only to her. Guan Yanhui breathed a sigh of relief while sitting on the sofa in the apartment, and her heart was relieved when she saw that Song Qingnan could come back safely. Although she knew that Song Qinghe had already arranged for Song Qingnan to follow her, or that even the bodyguards arranged by Yu Yanbei for Song Qingnan many years ago had not been withdrawn to protect her, she still couldn't help but be afraid, for fear that Song Qingnan would be abducted by others, and that if he felt a headache or felt unwell on the way, he couldn't go to the hospital in time, and something went wrong, but fortunately, Song Qingnan finally came back, and her high heart finally fell into her stomach.

The two women looked at each other at a glance to know what the other party wanted to say at this moment, Song Qingnan gently smiled at Guan Yanhui, who was sitting on the sofa and looking at her, and the warmth and smile in her eyes deeply infected Guan Yanhui. Song Qingnan's personality is relatively cold, so there are not many times when she can really laugh, except for the people closest to her, there are almost nothing that can make her laugh out loud, unless it is the person she wants that she finally gets, or the person she loves gets what she wants the most, she will feel happy, and she will feel happy from the bottom of her heart. She is like the saint who has no desires, as if nothing can get into her eyes, and nothing can make her feel happy, so many times, she does not like to laugh much, even in the face of guests, she is just a polite perfunctory smile. As far as she is concerned, she will always be able to see only the people closest to her who love her the most, and no one else.

It's not that no one in the world cares about her, so there's no need for her to always put all her energy into a man, so she gave up the idea that she wants to take leave and not go to work tomorrow, after all, no one can affect her attitude towards work, since no one can affect her, and she doesn't care much about some things, so there is no need to care too much, this situation should not occur. From the time she regained her memory to the present, she didn't know how much she had thought about Yu Yanbei, but the only thing she knew was that she couldn't indulge herself so much anymore, she couldn't continue like this, life was limited and short, she should use her life to do more things, instead of wasting her time and mind on a man who no longer meant anything to her.

The two little things fell asleep after Song Qingnan bathed them and told the story. With the delicate skin and the lovely sleeping face, Song Qingnan's heart couldn't help but feel soft. It was a piece of flesh that had fallen from her, a carrier of all her hopes, that they were the best and cutest elves in the world, and no one could compare to them. But at the same time, they are the continuation of Yu Yanbei's life, and they are another life of Yu Yanbei's life, so she thinks that she can't occupy the freedom of two little things alone, and she feels that she can't be so selfish. They also need their fathers, and maybe in their hearts, their mothers are not as good as their fathers? Perhaps they have a sense of attachment to their father himself. She didn't know any of this, and she didn't understand it. She has never inquired about how the two little things get along with Yu Yanbei, and naturally she doesn't know how Yu Yanbei treats these two little things, so in many, many times, Song Qingnan thinks about how these two little things get along with Yu Yanbei. In her heart, the environment in which the child grows up must be a complete and sound family, otherwise, the child is very likely to be influenced by the family and become a distorted and unhealthy child. But Song Qingnan can't give them a sound family and a complete growth environment at all, so in many cases, she is worried about what kind of person the two little things will become when they grow up, whether they will be a useful person to society, or whether they will become a pervert with a twisted heart. It's all for the future, and no one knows for sure, and we don't know what will happen.

But now she only felt guilty about these two little things. After all, they hadn't seen each other until now, and they had been three years later, and they were even about to be in their fourth year, and it wasn't long ago that she knew that these two little things were actually her own sons. Remembering that she used to think that there were some strange phenomena, such as the connection between mother and son, such as some inexplicable telepathy and the like, she felt a little ridiculous, but now, she doesn't think so, because they are her own sons, and it is not a strange thing to have such a phenomenon between mother and son. It's just that she didn't know it at the time, so she was surprised. Now that she knew, she would never leave two more little things behind like she had done before. It was indeed her fault, she was full of guilt for the two little things, and she only felt that she had not fulfilled the responsibilities of a mother. Indeed, in the past three years, she has never done anything for them, and even brought them some endless hurt and some thoughts. For them, it must be very sad to live without a mother. Song Qingnan thought about it, and always felt that there was a knot in her heart that could not be solved, probably because of the problem that the two little things had never seen much since childhood, anyway, all in all, no matter what, in Song Qingnan's heart, the two little things were her sons, and she should love them the same, but the things that happened before really made her unable to fulfill her responsibilities as a mother, that is, I don't know if Zhao Han has done anything to them over the years, whether he has abused them, or whether he has abused them harshly.

Song Qingnan felt a little dazed when she thought about it, but after a while, she returned to normal.