Shen Lingfeng returned to the east room, and the room was filled with the breath of Tong Xinya. Almost every corner of the palace has her smell, and in this mood, he can only numb himself with alcohol.

Although Hong Tao was worried, he could only stand at the door and close the door for Shen Lingfeng, if he didn't have personal experience, he shouldn't understand, Shen Lingfeng was like this, he had never seen Shen Lingfeng like this for that woman before, it seemed that Tong Xinya really lived in Shen Lingfeng's heart.

I don't know how much wine he drank, Shen Lingfeng felt that his vision was blurred, and the surrounding environment began to turn around, it turned out that being drunk was like this, and he was lying on the table like Tong Xinya before. After a while, I felt that someone had come in, but after a while, I walked out, needless to say, Shen Lingfeng also knew that it was Hong Tao. It's just that he doesn't want to pay attention to anyone now.

"Shen Lingfeng?"

Hallucination! Shen Lingfeng, who was lying on the table, didn't look up, he knew that it was all an illusion, and this hallucination would appear every time he drank, and he would disappoint himself every time.

"Hey! Shen Lingfeng! ”

Maybe he didn't respond, he didn't raise his head, and the voice that appeared was also raised a little, this time Shen Lingfeng raised his head a little shaky, and saw Tong Xinya standing in front of him wearing the clothes she usually liked to wear, looking at herself with a smile on her face.

"You're back?" Shen Lingfeng's tone didn't hear his emotions, just seeing her smiling, Shen Lingfeng was also smiling, just like the day before she left, her smile was bitter.

"I miss you! Xin'er, I miss you so much! The hallucinations in front of him were calling themselves every time, and they didn't speak every time, Shen Lingfeng wanted to say a lot about this hallucination every time, but the real person was not there.

Tong Xinya still didn't move, but looked at herself with a smile, Shen Lingfeng stretched out his hand and wanted to pull her over, but when his hand touched her, there was nothing. Despite this, Shen Lingfeng still didn't take his hand back. "Where are you? Are you all well? Will it be cold? ”

But the person in front of him didn't speak, and he looked at him with the same expression. Knowing that he couldn't catch it, Shen Lingfeng still wanted to take her hand, but her body was like air and couldn't touch it. Just a shadowless.

"Didn't you say you'd forget me?" The person in front of him smiled, and his tone was a little questioning.

This was the first time he had said anything other than calling his own name every time, and Shen Lingfeng stood up with his support on the table. "You tell me, how I should have forgotten you, how could I have forgotten you. I said to remember all we have, and why should I forget you. ”

Tong Xinya's smile in front of her stopped on her face, and she stretched out her hand to touch Shen Lingfeng's face, but Shen Lingfeng could only see her things, and couldn't feel the slightest temperature at all. He didn't dare to stretch out his hand, it was really an illusion, he couldn't catch it, he couldn't touch it, this kind of hallucination, he wished it would last longer.

"Forget me, don't think of me, this time, I'm afraid I'll never come back. Shen Lingfeng, I don't ask you to think about me next, don't be like this, I can see you, you know I don't want you to be like this. ”

Tong Xinya's tone was very slow, very similar to her usual speech. But even if she wanted it, how could he forget?

"I can go to you, Xu Feng said I can also go over, you wait for me! Just like when I send troops, don't run around, I'm afraid you'll get lost, just there, waiting for me. Shen Lingfeng didn't notice that when he said these words, his eyes were full of tears that couldn't fall.

The illusion on the other side didn't speak, kept his movements, and finally smiled at Shen Lingfeng.

The hallucinations became more and more blurred, and this time Shen Lingfeng stretched out his hand to grab her, but it was only air that was caught. "Don't go!"

Tong Xinya didn't leave, but slowly disappeared, just like the day she left. The reason why Shen Lingfeng didn't want to raise his head just now was that he didn't want to see Tong Xinya disappear in front of him again like this, even if it was an illusion, he didn't want it.

"Shen Lingfeng ......"

Tong Xinya, who was asleep, opened her eyes with tears in her eyes and heard the vibration sound from the mobile phone. When she saw the surroundings, she couldn't help laughing at herself, it turned out to be a dream. She rolled over and was silent for a while before she sat up and picked up the phone next to her. There are already many messages. Many of them are asking themselves if they are better.

"Go and travel the nations, go to the seas, go to places you haven't been before. See different people, different landscapes, with different moods. Jiang Haoran's voice came from the mobile phone, Tong Xinya just smiled and put the mobile phone aside, lifted the quilt on her body and got out of bed and walked to the window.

Go and travel the world, go to the seas, go to places you haven't been to before. See different people, different landscapes, with different moods. That's a good thing to say, but she has traveled all over the world, and she can't go back to where she wants to go or where she wants to go.

Tong Xinya lives on a very high floor, and you can see far away, busy people, and turbulent traffic. She watched quietly for a long time, and finally she regained her mentality.

Lying on the hospital bed for eighty-two days proves that there has been no bath for eighty-two days, it should be eighty-four days! After Tong Xinya found clothes in the closet, she went to the bathroom. By the time I came out of it, it had been more than an hour.

Her long hair was wrapped in a towel, and she sat in front of the mirror and watched her tired face washed away. Tong Xinya almost didn't know if the person in the mirror was still herself.

I don't know if it's because of the nutrient solution, and my originally thin face is a little puffy. However, this puffiness also did not stay on his face for a few days. After a quick blow-dry of her hair, Tong Xinya put on a modern outfit that she had not seen for a long time.

It may be where the ancient clothes have been worn for a long time, and the basic clothes with a hood, Tong Xinya was stunned for a while before she realized that it was a hooded clothes. Since the weather is not very cold now, Tong Xinya rarely quit her stockings and put on her long-lost sportswear. Dressed in a refreshing dress, it is impossible to run at noon, she hasn't been running recently, and she can't run in one breath.

Tong Xinya chose to go out in a decent way, as Jiang Haoran said, she doesn't go to travel around the world, but she can eat seas. As long as you don't deliberately suppress your mood, Shen Lingfeng's shadow will no longer appear in your mind.

She didn't dare to take all the memories of being in Kyoto City as if nothing had happened, after all, the heartache she had had. Even if it's unrealistic, it's a pain in the ass for yourself. I can only try to bury this memory little by little.

Tong Xinya walked aimlessly on the street, stopping for a while when she saw something beautiful, here, in fact, it was just a small part of the earth, not too noisy. In some places, there are also village-like places. But it's far more fashionable than in the countryside, so there are all kinds of sounds of selling things on the streets.

In the end, Tong Xinya stopped at a place where the candy seller was a middle-aged uncle, and it seemed that he really made a different sugar man in his hands.

"Girl, which do you want?" When the middle-aged uncle saw people parked on the stall, he looked up, and the smile on his face expanded.

Tong Xinya remembered that when Song Duan took herself out, she bought herself a candy man. "Uncle, can you write a name on the sugar man?"

"Yes! Say, what to write? Write here! The middle-aged uncle replied briskly, after all, using sugar as a name to save sugar, the price is still the same. So when Tong Xinya finished asking, the middle-aged uncle quickly agreed.

Tong Xinya watched the middle-aged uncle point to her side, and saw that there were a few post-it notes next to him. It seems that a lot of people want to make names. Tong Xinya took the paper and wrote eight types on it.

The middle-aged uncle looked at it and frowned! "Girl, is that your name?"

"Three names, you make three for me." Tong Xinya wrote down Shen Lingfeng and Song Duan, as well as her own name. Just like them, Tong Xinya wanted to keep the sweetness everywhere.

"Okay!" When the middle-aged uncle heard her words, he moved his hand, and the three names were quickly presented in front of Tong Xinya. Tong Xinya took out her mobile phone, slapped her name, and then sent it to Jiang Haoran. "What you said was a nonsense to eat Hesse!"

Tong Xinya sent it out for less than a minute, and before Song Duan's words were even ready, Jiang Haoran's voice was sent,

"Childish! Ask the boss if he can make a real person. I'm going to have ten too! ”

Tong Xinya was eating her name, and when she heard his words, she laughed, and looked at the middle-aged uncle who sold the candy with some embarrassment, and the middle-aged uncle also heard Jiang Haoran's voice. Hehe laughed, "It costs a thousand yuan to make a real person, and you ask him if he wants it." I can do it, it's just not good-looking. ”

And Tong Xinya also came back according to the middle-aged uncle's words, and sure enough, Jiang Haoran sent a message after a minute, this time it was not a voice, but a faint paragraph. "I don't eat sugar, I'll let it be for you."

Tong Xinya didn't eat much candy, but she still insisted on eating the two names of Shen Lingfeng and Song Duan. Along the way, Tong Xinya stopped and stopped, not wanting Jiang Haoran to worry, so all the way down, Tong Xinya posted some photos. Finally she stopped at the foot of a tall building. The shadow of the whole tall building is very long. Tong Xinya sat downstairs and found a place to sit down, quietly watching the traffic.

This kind of place is hectic and not seen in ancient times.

Just when Tong Xinya was stunned, a person dressed like a clown walked up to his noodles, and his makeup technique made his mouth very long. He took out a small ball from his pocket and threw it into the air, and when it fell, the clown quickly caught it with his hand, and then quickly turned his hand and took out a flower behind his ear and put it in front of her.

Tong Xinya just smiled and looked at all this, the clown probably thought that she was not satisfied with her little trick, and took out a ball from her hand, and the next thing that appeared in front of Tong Xinya was the mobile phone she put on the table.

After several performances in a row, the clown walked away from her and walked over to a child, performing the same magic trick.

It's not that he didn't perform well, it's just that Tong Xinya didn't want to speak, and she didn't know what else to say. It wasn't until sitting in the sun that Tong Xinya sat up. I put it down at my house, and I didn't drink a sip of the coffee I put in front of me.

The sunset pulled his own shadow for a long time, and the road was also very long, Tong Xinya began to silently recite the signboards on both sides of the road while walking. In my heart, I silently recited the name of a person I couldn't see.