I think the last time I saw Jun Xuanji was in that so-called original sin nightmare.

Jun Xuanji said that there is a lot of blood of original sin between heaven and earth, and there are also many people with original sin.

She herself is one of them, not only the one who is originally sinned, but also fused with the blood of original sin.

The only difference is.

Jun Xuanji said that the blood of original sin that he fused was the only drop of original sin blood that had undergone mutation, and it was also the only drop of original sin blood that was alive.

At that time, Gu Qingfeng asked what the difference was between the two.

Jun Xuanji said that only the blood of living original sin is the blood of original sin in the true sense, and only the blood of living original sin has life.

Jun Xuanji also said that if he awakened this living drop of original sin blood, he would awaken the spiritual will of original sin, and he might become the embodiment of original sin and the source of the second original sin.

Jun Xuanji also said.

I don't have a past life, and all the people who are unenlightened have no past life, and they are cursed by cause and effect.

She also said that let yourself not believe in cause and effect, cause and effect are false.

Someone wants to be the embodiment of original sin, she said.

Whether it was cause and effect, or fate, or original sin, she didn't know...... She had forgotten that everything had already begun, and that when Gu Qingfeng fused that drop of the blood of original sin, when she embarked on the path of seeking cause and effect, it had already begun.

She also told Gu Qingfeng not to get lost, especially not to get lost on the path of cause and effect, once lost, he will become the embodiment of original sin.

What Jun Xuanji said, Gu Qingfeng didn't understand at the time.

But since he had awakened the blood of original sin in his body, he seemed to understand.

Because he can feel it.

Although it was vague and faint, Gu Qingfeng could really feel it.

And this feeling, along with the blood of original sin constantly eroding one's body and soul, is becoming clearer and clearer.

Perhaps, as Jun Xuanji said, when he awakens the blood of original sin, this drop of blood of original sin will come to life, and when this drop of blood of original sin is resurrected, he may really become the embodiment of original sin.

"You can feel it, right? You can feel it, you can. ”

Jun Xuanji looked at Gu Qingfeng and whispered, "Doomed, everything is doomed." ”

Gu Qingfeng also looked at her and said, "If you want to kill me, you can do it now, you don't need to wait for the arrival of Wudao Mountain." ”

"Kill you?" Jun Xuanji shook her head slightly, as if she was very hesitant, and said: "I don't know if I want to kill you, I don't know if I should kill you, I don't know if I want to kill you, I don't even know if it will end all this, I want to end, but I don't want to end...... I know why I want to end this, but I don't know why I don't want to end it all. ”

"I forgot...... also lost......" Jun Xuanji's eyes were very empty, she looked at Gu Qingfeng so faintly, and said softly: "Maybe it is precisely because of such confusion and hesitation that I will choose to forget, and I will choose to be lost......"

"You're at a loss, you're confused, aren't you? You don't know what to do, do you?"

Faced with Jun Xuanji's inquiry, Gu Qingfeng was silent.

Truly.

Today's Gu Qingfeng is indeed very dazed, and he is indeed very hesitant, and the fact is just as Jun Xuanji said, he doesn't know how to choose.

He asked himself more than once in his heart.

If when the Daoless Mountain comes, one's own existence will really cause the black hole of cause and effect to open, it will really cause the curse of cause and effect to shroud, and it will really incarnate the original sin, what should I do? Let it happen, or what?

Let's be honest.

Gu Qingfeng didn't care about cutting down these three thousand avenues, nor did he care about destroying this heaven and earth.

He only cares about the people he cares about.

If you cut off these 3,000 avenues and destroy the heavens and the earth, where will the people you care about go?

and will not be affected by causal black holes and causal curses?

I don't know.

Gu Qingfeng really doesn't know.

"Will you grant me a request?"

Jun Xuanji suddenly asked.

Gu Qingfeng was puzzled and said, "What requirements?"

"When Wudao Mountain comes, no matter what you choose, you must kill me first, okay?"

Hear the words.

Gu Qingfeng's heart was stunned.

This sentence was so familiar to him, but it was so unfamiliar.

He still clearly remembered that Yun Nishang once said such things to himself.

Feng Zhuyue also said such things to himself.

Tang Jijiao also said.

Even the remnant sun is gone.

Now Jun Xuanji also said such a sentence.

"Why?"

"I want to be free......"

"If I kill you, will I be free?"

"Perhaps. ”

"Perhaps?"

"Perhaps. ”

"Even you can't be sure, what if I kill you and you can't get rid of it?"

Jun Xuanji didn't answer this question, still looking at Gu Qingfeng, his eyes became more and more complicated, and he became more and more dazed and hesitant, shook his head, and said I don't know three words.

"If I die, will you be free? Will it all be over?"

"I don't know ......"

After that, Jun Xuanji said again: "I don't allow you to die, I said, I will wait for you in the Void Mountain, I will always wait for you, I know and firmly believe that one day you will come back." ”

This sentence is also familiar and unfamiliar to Gu Qingfeng, because in the Nightmare of Original Sin, there is such a voice that has been repeating this sentence, who that person is, Gu Qingfeng still doesn't know.

She said this, just looked at it, and said, "My self, tell myself, I want to wait for you, wait for you to come back, but my ego tells me that I don't want you to come back...... I want to end it all, I don't know which one is the real me, I'm lost...... Really lost ......."

"You...... ...... will get lost too."

"You'll be ...... too"

Jun Xuanji's words are always so inexplicable, the gods chatter, Gu Qingfeng has never understood, and this time is no exception.

"Kill me before you get lost, okay? Just take it as me, okay?"

Jun Xuanji pleaded again.

Gu Qingfeng shook his head and said, "I won't." ”

"Why?"

Gu Qingfeng stared at her and said solemnly: "I can't do it." ”

"Why can't you do it?"

"Reluctantly. ”

"Why not?"

This time, Gu Qingfeng did not respond again.

After a long time, she closed her eyes gently, turned around, as if she was leaving, and said, "Do you know? If you are not willing to kill me, then it means that you have bowed to fate." ”

"You are a variable, a variable, heaven and earth are unknowable, fate is uncertain, cause and effect cannot be followed, the only thing that can be known, determined, and followed is only yourself. ”

"And as a variable, you value love and righteousness more than anyone else, and fate may have seen through this a long time ago, so you and I will meet in this ancient world. ”

(End of chapter)