Text Chapter 270: Shen Lingfeng's inner thoughts

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Shen Lingfeng looked at the person in front of him without saying a word, and sighed secretly in his heart. Tong Xinya and Song Duan naturally heard the conversation inside, but Song Duan's meaning was clear enough. Is she still so stubborn?

"Lord Wang......" Hong Tao walked in from outside, it was still warm in the east room, for Tong Xinya, Shen Lingfeng asked people to burn a few charcoal basins in the east room. Compared to the outside, this east room is simply a summer look.

Shen Lingfeng glanced at Hong Tao and coldly issued a word from his mouth. "Say!"

Hong Tao lowered his head, the world of difference is like this. "The side concubine heard that the prince was in the east room, and wanted to invite the prince to come over and eat together."

Shen Lingfeng frowned, he hadn't gone to her since he scratched himself at noon, but she came to the door by herself. But now he doesn't care what Fang Qiao'er is. "Tell her that this king won't come tonight!"

When Hong Tao heard this, he didn't say anything as before, just nodded to show that he knew, and then withdrew. He also thought that the prince would naturally not go over, after all, the main lord had woken up.

Seeing Hong Tao go out, Shen Lingfeng walked behind Tong Xinya and stretched out his hands to hug her from behind, as soon as he touched someone, Shen Lingfeng obviously noticed that the person was shaking. "Hungry? Do you want me to have someone prepare something to eat? ”

Tong Xinya came back all the way and kept thinking about what Song Fu said to herself just now, and being hugged by Shen Lingfeng like this, Tong Xinya was scared at all. After hearing what Shen Lingfeng said, Tong Xinya had an illusion. "I'm not hungry!"

Shen Lingfeng rubbed Tong Xinya's neck with his chin, and felt a little relieved that Tong Xinya couldn't help but shrink her neck. "Can we not do this? I don't like to see you the way you are. ”

You can be good to anyone, but you are indifferent to yourself.

Tong Xinya didn't know what he was talking about? If you don't like yourself like this, then why don't you let yourself go?

"In your heart, it's good not to have a place for me, don't show me so obviously......" Shen Lingfeng's whole face was nestled on her shoulder. The sound can also become muffled.

Tong Xinya's eyes moved, she couldn't see Shen Lingfeng's face, and she didn't know what he would say.

"There are some things that you don't understand as a woman, and when everything passes, let's get married again, okay?" Shen Lingfeng's voice suddenly became a little cautious. When everything is settled, he won't let go, even if he knows that she is leaving, he is willing to accompany her and accompany her until the last moment.

Tong Xinya moved her body, left Shen Lingfeng's support, and looked up at him, why did Song Duan say that when the matter passed, Shen Lingfeng also said so? Is it true that they are plotting something that they can't let themselves know?

Shen Lingfeng also stood up straight and looked into Tong Xinya's eyes. Her gaze seemed to question herself. Don't believe him......

"I don't know what you're doing, I just want to know. Can't that tell me? Looking at his face, she just wanted to know why Song Duan was locked up for no reason, what were they doing? How long does it take for them to say something?

Shen Lingfeng stretched out his hand and pulled the person into his arms, looking at her, Shen Lingfeng didn't know how to answer, closed his eyes and was silent for a while. The head resting on her shoulder moved slightly, and whispered something in her ear.

Tong Xinya's eyes immediately widened when she heard this, and she turned her head to look at Shen Lingfeng in disbelief. "Just because of this, you put Song ......"

Before she finished speaking, Shen Lingfeng stretched out his hand to cover her lips. Don't let her say anything more, whisper in her ear. "Someone's out there!"

Tong Xinya's gaze measured Shen Lingfeng, and sure enough, there seemed to be a figure outside, which didn't look like Hong Tao's or Xiaoyun. The candlelight shone out, and even if the figure hid well, her shadow was reflected in the window.

"I know I can't live with you, and I can't live with Song Duan. Just this once, later...... There won't be any more. After speaking, Shen Lingfeng closed her eyes, she didn't run away, how good it would be like this forever. She's still really by her side.

Tong Xinya sniffed. "How? When? ”

"Song Duan leaves, you will be sad, that ...... If one day. Shall I leave too? He wasn't sure of the outcome of this rebellion, if they succeeded, he would still be the dignified Prince Rui of the Dirui Dynasty, and Song Duan would still be the imperial doctor, if they lost, where would he be then, and where Song Duan would be, he was not sure at all.

Tong Xinya was stunned for a moment and lowered her eyes. Song Duan will be sad if she leaves, and Shen Lingfeng will leave, what will happen to her? Is it the same sad? But why did Shen Lingfeng say that he was leaving, and suddenly a sense of suffocation came in his heart?

I can't wait for Tong Xinya's answer. Shen Lingfeng buried his head in her shoulder, and his face buried deeper. "In my heart, twelve years ago, and now, you! It's always been in my heart, and I've never had anyone! ”

"Shen ......"

"I was afraid of losing you, and I was the same twelve years ago! The moment you rescued me from the precipice, you were forever seared in my heart. At the moment when my father asked me to kill you with my own hands, I could not disobey. For I know that besides me, there are thousands of others who will put you to death. Shen Lingfeng's tone was very slow, and that painful memory would appear in his dreams every night.

He never wanted to mention it to others, and when he stabbed the sword at her, he wished he had stabbed the sword at him.

The first time Tong Xinya heard Shen Lingfeng talk about the events of the year, Song Duan was afraid that she would lose control of her recollection, so she never told herself. She had asked Song Duan many times about the past, and Song Duan just touched her head and told her not to think about things that didn't need to be remembered, but now, when Shen Lingfeng mentioned it like this, Tong Xinya was even a little short of breath.

"I used to hate myself, I hated that I was born in the royal family. Do what you don't want to do, when I heard Song Duan say you left. No one knows, how much I miss you! Because of this incident, I have no relationship with Song Duan except for the government. I knew that Song Duan hated me, but he didn't know the regret in my heart at all. I don't know, I wish he was false, you didn't leave at all. The person buried in Tong Xinya's neck took a deep breath.

"Later, my regret became everyone, and I went to find the one in Kyoto City who looked a little like you. Until Tang Yuyan, her Lian was very similar, I thought that Song Duan was deceiving me at that time, and you didn't die at all. You've reappeared. But the more Tang Yuyan met, the more I found out that it wasn't you at all. Although the face is very similar, it is not your character. But I'm blindly stubborn. That's why it didn't take long for him to meet so many women who looked like Tong Xinya in Kyoto City, and when he first met Tang Yuyan, he had a delusion.

Tong Xinya listened to Shen Lingfeng's words quietly, unconsciously. I didn't even feel the tears falling.

"Until you appeared, in order to stabilize the frontier and control dysentery, I asked me to marry the frontier princess Xie Qingwen, I don't know how you appeared in the sedan chair, but now these are no longer important." He clearly remembered the first time he saw her, that sound. "Your lord?!"

Looking back now, wasn't that the one twelve years ago when she knew she was the prince? The same sentence, but at that time her voice was immature, and her tone was indeed the same. With the same disbelief and surprise.

"The more I get in touch with you, the more I find that your personality has not changed at all from when I was a child, until Song Duan told me that I didn't know that Xin'er's full name was Tong Xinya. How stupid I am, I don't know until now. Shen Lingfeng let out a chuckle on her shoulder, laughing at herself for being stupid?

"But what about those? I originally wanted to give you to the thieves in exchange for Tang Yuyan, that's because I feel indebted to Tang Yuyan, after all, she has been by my side for a few years, as for you, I think even if I send you out, I can save you back. It's me who overestimates my abilities. "Overestimating yourself is the right of the prince.

So that's the case, Tong Xinya sniffed. Why didn't he say any of this? Is it just because he is the prince? It's so deep hidden, if he doesn't say it, who can know what he's thinking?

"Later, Song Duan left and saw that you were in Yaotang every day. The more guilt I feel about you. I really like you, whoever you are, from beginning to end, I find that there is no one to replace your place in my heart, but when I hear that if you don't leave, you will die. I'm afraid, I'm afraid you'll die in front of me. He Wenjian said to himself, he is now afraid.

"That's why I say that to you, and I want you to leave no emotion behind. I don't know if you have feelings for me, but because I'm scared, I want you to stay away from me...... I'm sorry, I was wrong, I never thought about it, and I never knew what you thought. Shen Lingfeng hugged her tighter, if it weren't for the words that Song Duan said to him that day, he wouldn't have known at all, it turned out that she had always had herself in her heart.

Tong Xinya didn't move, she didn't want to care about the rest, she only thought of what Shen Lingfeng just said, he was afraid of his death, so he would keep himself away from him, what did Tong Xinya taste? In order for him to forget about himself, he also said excessive things that time. "Shen Lingfeng ......"

When the words came to her mouth, Tong Xinya didn't know how to say the next words.

Hearing the choking in her voice, Shen Lingfeng's head left her shoulder. Seeing that her whole little face was full of tears, Shen Lingfeng let go of the hand around her waist and put it on her face. Although he knew that her face was small, every time he felt like she was getting thinner every day. Her face was not as big as a slap, and she wiped her tears with her hands.

Tong Xinya raised her head and looked at him, this was the first time she had seen the sadness on Shen Lingfeng's face. It turns out that they are all chasing after me. She thought that she had chased Shen Lingfeng before, but she didn't think that Shen Lingfeng had been stopping not far from her and waiting for her to catch up. Just as she was about to catch up, she turned around and saw Song Duan turn around, so she hesitated. None of them moved, her choice, Song Duan turned around, but she was still in the same place. Shen Lingfeng stopped, waiting for himself.

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