Chapter 190: Since the reality is cruel, strive to live better
But she seems to have forgotten that these are her own choices, and people can have many ways to live, but she chose the one that despises herself the most.
Xiang Bingzhi seemed to be stimulated, her eyes were full of red bloodshots, and seeing her indifferent expression, she directly grabbed Xi He's arm.
"Why do you put on such a look, do you think you're a superior to me? If you don't have the support of your family, what difference can you make to me? ā
"I'm sorry, but I never asked my family to help me."
Until now, the identity of her family has not been exposed, although sometimes Lu Jing can't help but want to make a move, but she stopped her.
Therefore, what she got today was basically spelled out by herself.
"Funny, do you think they won't do it if you don't let them help?
The water in the entertainment industry is so deep, can you protect yourself as a little girl?
It's funny, if you were from my side, I'm afraid you would have to make the same choice as me, right? ā
In the face of money and status, everything seems pale and powerless, she just wants to make herself and her family live a better life, is it wrong?
"Well, what you say makes a lot of sense, but what I want to say is that life is your own choice, and you can choose the way you live that is comfortable for you, or you can choose the way you don't want to live that can make your life better.
But these are all chosen by yourself, and no one forces you, so when you see that others are better off than yourself, don't complain, because what you choose by yourself, then you have to bear it yourself. ā
She finished word by word, firmly speaking, broke away Xiang Bingzhi's fingers, and rubbed the reddened arm that was pinched by her.
Xiang Bingzhi listened to her words and fell to the ground as if he had lost his center of gravity.
"Yes, I chose it myself, so why should I blame others? Obviously, you don't know anything, but why, seeing that you still maintain the innocence you had at the beginning, I am jealous in my heart, and I am about to go crazy with jealousy. ā
She roared loudly, as if she wanted to shout out all the grievances she had suffered in the past two years.
"Maybe you have your own troubles, whether it's for your sister or your family, but these are not reasons for you to hurt me."
In the accident two years ago, she didn't pursue it, just because the first time we met, she said that she was very much like her sister, and that's it.
But this doesn't mean that she doesn't hold grudges, and she still has to ask for the debt.
Xiang Bingzhi, who was roaring, was stunned because of her words that were not light or heavy.
"What, forgot? Do you want me to help you recall? I can still see the scars on my hands, look, remember? ā
She lifted her sleeve, and a not-so-obvious scar caught Bingzhi's eye.
At that time, the wound was very deep, and although it was treated in time, it still left a scar.
Later, Lu Jing found a lot of top beauty doctors to help her remove her scars, and she came and went to get the current effect.
But she still has some concerns in her heart, and she basically wears long sleeves or half sleeves to attend events.
"Miss Xiang, you are not the only one who is unlucky, but it is a bit too much for you to impose your misfortune on others, right?"
She sympathizes with her, but that doesn't mean she can tolerate her recklessness.
Xiang Bingzhi suddenly lost his mind and muttered, "No, I didn't mean it back then, I really didn't mean it." ā
"I don't care who threatened or gave you any benefits, but I didn't pursue it back then, just because you said that I was like your sister.
I think your sister is also a cute little girl. But when we met again, Miss Xiang surprised me! ā
"No, they used my sister to threaten me that if I didn't do it, they would let my sister leave school and enter the entertainment industry.
No, I can't let my sister go the same way as me, she has to study hard and then go to university, only then will she not be looked down upon.
I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, because my selfishness hurt you, and I didn't dare to apologize to you afterwards, even if I was worried about you, I could only look at it from afar, because you were very smart, and I was afraid, afraid that you would see that it was me. ā
She said word by word, tears like pearls with broken threads.
In the past two years, every nightmare she has has been the scene of the year.
She was afraid, afraid that one day her deliberate hurting would be exposed, and then she would be left with nothing, and even worse, everyone would shout and beat her.
Xi He's brows were tightly locked, and his face was a little gloomy.
"Who did it?"
She thought she had only done it because the man had given her enough money, but she didn't expect to threaten her with her family.
"IāI can't say."
Xiang Bingzhi was obviously a little afraid, even frightened.
"Are they threatening you not to speak out, and if you are discovered, you will be left alone?"
She didn't speak, but Xi He guessed that it should be like this.
"Okay, let her go over the past, I don't want you to be responsible for it now.
I just want you to know that life is your own choice, and I don't want you to make a wrong step. My sister once said something to me:
Happy people are all the same, but unhappy people have their own misfortunes. ā
"But what I want to say is, in that case, try to make yourself happy, so that you can be like all happy people."
After she finished speaking, she didn't care what kind of reaction Xiang Bingzhi had, and left directly.
It's been a lot of time, and Lu Jing should be in a hurry if he waits any longer.
Not long after walking, Lu Jing's call came.
"Hey! I'm coming over right away, I've just met an acquaintance, we've had a couple of chats, I've been delayed for a while, well, don't worry, I'll be there soon. ā
She spoke in a very gentle tone, and Xiang Bingzhi thought that the person on the other end of the phone should be her boyfriend.
She loves her boyfriend a lot because she is gentle when she speaks.
Wiped away tears and stumbled to get up.
looked at the direction in which Xi He left, and said firmly.
"I'll try to make myself happy, thank you!"
I owe this thank you for a long time, but she has never had the courage to say it in front of her.
She thought that when she became the person she dreamed of becoming, she would say this thank you to her face.
Xi He saw Lu Jing's car, and as soon as he approached, the car door suddenly opened, and a strong big hand dragged her in.
"What are you doing, scaring me."
"Where have you been? So long to come? ā
Lu Jing leaned on her shoulder, her breath was low, and her breath sprayed on her neck, she couldn't stand it and moved to the side.
"It's okay, I just met an acquaintance, and I chatted a few more words, which makes you worried."
"What acquaintance? Do I know men and women? ā
He asked casually, and Xi He's heart was full of alarm bells.
She is jealous, and if she doesn't answer well, she will suffer.
"Why don't you speak? Is your heart weak? ā
After he finished speaking, he kissed her on the neck.
Xi Hexiao's heart trembled, and he felt like he was being targeted by a wolf.