Chapter 100: "Cheese Trap (6)"
Lin Zi's mood gradually declined.
"Xiaozi, I don't understand, what are you hesitating about?"
"He is going to return to the stage after all, he can't just be me, what he needs is fans, and I am also a fan, so I know that my presence will only make his fans sad and block his future, he has been hidden by the company, how can I be so selfish?"
"Wait, Snow Hide? What kind of snow is hidden? ”
"Didn't you see it before, didn't their company issue a statement saying that Yi Zhen would go abroad for a period of study, and what did they say, in order not to affect his studies, they would stop all his acting activities and endorsement notices in China. But in fact, their company is hiding him in disguise. ”
"But why? What did Yi Zhen do, and the company wanted to hide him? As far as I know, there are no artists in their company who can do it, and the only cash cow has to be hidden, are they crazy? ”
"Actually, when it comes to this matter, it's all my fault."
"Why do I blame you again? What does it have to do with you? Could it be because of that photo? However, don't you listen to their company and post on Weibo, what else should you do? ”
"Actually, Yi Zhen had a big quarrel with their boss because of me, and because I wanted to terminate the contract, so their boss was afraid that he would do some irrational things for me, so he locked up his social platform account, ostensibly saying that he was going abroad to study, but in fact he wanted to hide temporarily, after all, no company is willing to continue to support a disobedient artist."
"No wonder."
"What's the wonder?"
"Actually, I only found out in the past two days, I knew a friend who just joined Sky Entertainment this year, she told me that their boss is ready to praise the newcomer, if Yi Zhen continues to be so disobedient, their company is really likely to give up on him, didn't you tell me a few days ago that you don't want to care about his affairs anymore, and I didn't tell you."
"How so?"
Lin Zi's expression immediately dimmed.
Orange heard Lin Zi's lost voice and comforted: "Don't worry too much, my friend just said that it is possible, and it has not been officially determined, after all, Yi Zhen's popularity and strength are there, and their company should not really give up a good seedling, so don't be too pessimistic." ”
"Orange, do you think I'm in conflict with Yi Zhentian in my life, why is he so unlucky when he meets me, nothing goes well, am I really the broom star of his life?"
"Xiaozi, don't think so, if he hadn't met you, maybe he would still be a trainee now, you were his first fan, have you forgotten?"
"So what do I do now? Orange, you tell me what the hell am I supposed to do, I really feel like I'm going crazy. ”
"From the standpoint of a friend, I want you to do things that make you feel happy, let me ask you a word, since you have known Yi Zhen, do you feel happy with him?"
Hearing the orange question, Lin Zi recalled the bits and pieces of He Yi Zhen seriously and carefully for the first time.
The first time they met, the first time he sent himself to a hot pot restaurant, the first time he met in the community, the first time they watched a movie together, the first time he held his hand, the first time he hugged himself, and the first time he kissed himself......
Bits and pieces are constantly playing in Lin Zi's mind like a movie.
Lin Zi is very sure, very confirmed, she is happy when she is with Yi Zhen.
"Well, when I'm with him, I'm relaxed, and I'm happy."
Lin Zi said into the phone.
"In that case, why do you have to do something that makes you feel uncomfortable? Why do you have to force yourself to give up? Although I can't put myself in your shoes for Yi Zhen, I know that you like it very much, like Yi Zhen very much, I can see it, so if you give up on him, you will be very unhappy, and besides, you will never be happy again, as your friend, I only hope you can be happy. ”
"However, if my happiness is based on Yi Zhen's future and development, I would rather not have this kind of happiness, it's not worth it, he is not worth it."
"How can you be sure, you only think that you will hinder his future, but have you ever thought about what Yi Zhen wants, and if you sentence him to death without asking him, is it unfair to him? If he had chosen his own career, then he would have distanced himself from you a long time ago, how could he come to see you again and again, and even be willing to terminate the contract with the company for you? This time, you try to listen to Yi Zhen's thoughts, if he doesn't like you, he doesn't need you to stay away, he will be far away from you a long time ago, so don't rush to make a decision, give the choice to the other party, and let him also have the right to choose once. ”
"Orange, maybe you're right, I'm really selfish, throwing everything I think, what I want to give him, everything that I think is important to him, never asking his opinion, and thinking that I am a great person. Okay, this time, I'll give him the choice, let him choose, I won't push myself anymore, and I won't force him anymore. ”
"Xiaozi, it's still the same sentence, no matter what happens in the end, I will be by your side. You don't do anything now, do what you have to do, if he really cares about you, he will definitely come to you, and when that time comes, you stop deceiving yourself and try to follow your heart. But if he hasn't come to you, it means that this is his choice, then, such a man, I won't persuade you to fight for it, in short, this time, let time prove everything. ”
"Thank you Orange, it seems that every time I have a puzzle, you are by my side, and only you are willing to listen to me, I am really lucky to know you, thank you."
Orange, who was hiding under the tree behind the cafeteria, held the phone tightly, his eyes gradually reddened, and the corners of his lips turned slightly, and he said into the phone: "Hey, it's disgusting, don't confess to me, leave your confession to the person you like." ”
"No matter what, I want to thank you, we must be good friends for life, okay?"
Orange looked up at the clear blue sky, the sun was warm today, the sun was shining through the leaves on the ground, revealing mottled reflections, and the breeze rustled the leaves.
I remember a TV series once said.
Because the weather is good, because the weather is bad. Because the weather was just right.
"Okay."
Orange said into the phone.
Lin Zi got up from the chair and released all the things, including the emotions that had been suppressed for a long time in his heart, and suddenly felt very relaxed in his heart.
Lin Zi leaned on the railing on the balcony, closed his eyes, and felt the baptism of the sun.
"Today, the weather is so nice."
Lin Zi said into the phone.
"yes, that's nice."
Orange's eyes narrowed slightly, and he replied.
……
in the hospital.
After Lin Zi ran away, Yi Zhen squatted in place and didn't get up for a long time.
Sunlight shines through the windows in the hallway.
The empty corridor is very quiet, and the sunlight stretches Yi Zhen's figure for a long time.
Yi Zhen slowly raised his head, saw the very delicate starry sky wrapped on the ground, stretched out his hand, and held it in his arms, as if grasping something he had been waiting for for a long time.
After a long time, Yi Zhen slowly got up, took the starry sky, and walked out of the hospital step by step.
Unexpectedly, the patient has been pretending to be a patient for a long time, and now, I feel as if I have really become a patient.
When Yi Zhen returned home, his mother was washing dishes in the kitchen.
"Mom, I'm back."
"Xiao Zhen, are you back? How about traveling? ”
Qin Yun's eyes were full of surprise when she saw her son coming home.
Travel?
Yi Zhen suddenly remembered that when he went to the hospital to pack up his things in order to pretend to be sick, he told his mother that he was traveling with friends.
In order not to let his mother see the clues, Yi Zhen pretended to be relaxed and said: "Very good, the process is very beautiful, but the ending is a little unexpected." ”
"Huh? What's wrong? What happened? ”
As soon as she heard the accident, Qin Yun thought that something bad had happened, so she quickly wiped her hands and ran out of the kitchen.
"It's okay, Mom, I'm messing around with you."
Seeing his mother's worried look, Yi Zhen had no choice but to pretend to be very happy.
"Scared me to death, I thought you had an accident, outside, you must pay attention to safety, don't get hurt."
As he spoke, Qin Yun suddenly found the wound on his son's lips, so he stretched out his hand, picked up Yi Zhen's face and said, "Xiao Zhen, what's the matter with the wound on your lips, why is it still broken, it's all bleeding." ”
Yi Zhen remembered that Lin Zi bit his lip at that time, took two steps back in a bit of a panic, and then said to his mother with a smile: "It's okay, it's just that I accidentally got on fire, I ate too much greasy things outside, no, if I was not careful, I got on fire, Mom, I'm fine." ”
"You, pay special attention to eating and drinking out, Mom will go out to buy you some watermelon cream now, you wait."
As he spoke, Qin Yun was about to take off his apron and go out.
"Mom, it's okay, it's just a little broken, it's okay, I'll be fine in a few days, I don't need to spray watermelon cream, you can rest at home."
"No, I see you're a little swollen here, besides, you're a big star, how important your face is, how can you break a little skin, wait, mom will come back when she goes, good."
After saying this, Qin Yun still went out, leaving Yi Zhen alone at home.
Looking at the door closed by his mother, the smile that appeared on Yi Zhen's face gradually dissipated.
"Big star? I don't want to do it, I'm so tired. ”
Yi Zhen muttered to himself.
Yi Zhen returned to the room and touched his slightly swollen lips.
Even Yi Zhen himself didn't expect why he kissed Lin Zi directly at that time.
She must hate herself now, Yi Zhen is very annoyed, is there really no way for him to redeem it?