Chapter 15: Suffocating the Fawn
It was the first time to have such an intimate act with a guy, which was completely beyond my imagination. Although I have watched a lot, not only in TV dramas, but even classmates in school often have similar behaviors. Every time I feel like this way of sitting, it seems that nothing is normal. What's the difference between sitting on a person's lap and sitting on a soft couch?
But when I really sat on Liu Wei's lap, I felt that this was not only on my legs, but also in his arms, leaning against him, such closeness really made me blush......
My heart was suffocating, and the deer in my heart was probably suffocating, and I felt my breathing so nervous that it was about to stop. There was nowhere to put his hands, and he clenched his small fists unnaturally, ready to be in front of him. He put his arm around me, soft and strong, and I couldn't break free. Actually, I don't dare to break free, or I don't want to.
Who says I don't have a little thought in my heart? Looking at others all day long, sweet and sweet, don't I want to? I want to too! I'm in the prime of my youth, and I'm focused on studying, but in fact, I'm going to be distracted, but I don't dare! I'm not a good student, a good child, the difference between me and the so-called bad students, bad students, it's just that I don't have the courage to try.
Now I am holding it, but the school grass bully, what am I afraid of? Even if something happens, it's with a handsome guy with excellent grades, and it's not bad to learn!
Liu Wei stared at me like this for a long time, and I just looked at him like that. Looking at each other is a dangerous thing. Sometimes it is really possible to pull two separate hearts together. He has me in his eyes, and I have him in my eyes.
At this moment, I forgot the gap between us, I forgot the unbridgeable gap between us. I felt that he was beckoning to me, and I was getting closer and closer to him.
The reason, which used to remind himself not to like him, is gradually crumbling.
Liu Wei looked at me movingly, as if he wanted to say something, but he was afraid to tell me.
My heart trembled, he was sincere to me. Isn't it time for me to let down my guard and embrace the baptism of youth.
Liu Wei finally let go of the panicked me, I thought I would be the only one who would be so nervous, but in his eyes, I saw the wetness that was almost tearful.
"Xiaoxiao, I'm sorry, I ......"
"Well, it's okay, let's eat, I'm hungry." I smiled at him, no matter what kind of mentality he had towards me, but the tears in his eyes were definitely worthy of my forgiveness.
"Xiaoxiao, thank you for your tolerance of me, I can't promise you the future, but you can forgive me for my selfishness like this, thank you."
"Don't say that again, I'm voluntary, and if I don't want to, I'll definitely resist. Let's eat, my school-grass brother, if the meal is cold and your stomach hurts again, what can I do? "Actually, I want to change the topic quickly, the first (wen) matter, I have not reacted so far, it is gone, this is an embarrassing question for me.
Halfway through the meal, Zou Honggang suddenly opened the door and came in, looked at us meaningfully and said, "Huh? Such a regular person sits on one side? I rushed in at this time to see if you guys were doing anything, hehe. So honest? Liu Wei, you are blind and my brother has created the opportunity for you. ”
"You think everyone is like you!"
"Yes, yes, big guy, I thought that your 10,000-year-old glacier could finally melt under the influence of Xiaoxiao's little pot friend, but it turned out to be like this? Do you have any psychological problems? Still is...... Do you have a physical problem at all? ”
"Get out of the way, disturb me for dinner again and I'll let you feel if there's something wrong with me."
"Your sister, I don't have such bad habits."
"Brother cultivates you."
"No wonder a little beauty sits next to you and you don't mess up, it turns out that you have this perverted hobby, it's amazing!"
"Die!"
Watching Liu Wei and Zou Honggang scolding each other there, I thought it was funny. Liu Wei is no different from ordinary boys in private. will also play with his friends, and will also say the same nonsense as other boys.
Such Liu Wei is the real him. The disguise on weekdays is just his armor against life. Such a disguise is more or less present in everyone, but some people will take off their masks when it is safe to do so, and some people have become one with the mask.
Fortunately, Liu Wei belongs to the former. That's why he will sell cute and cute in front of me, and he will also play and laugh when he gets along with Zou Honggang. And me? Am I inferior to him? My mask is so deep in my bone marrow that I can't even tell it myself. Maybe there will be an occasional moment when the one in my heart will burst out.
At this moment, I want to analyze myself deeply, but I am afraid that the real me does not even dare to admit myself.
I smiled, actually, I wasn't as innocent as they thought I was......
"Xiaoxiao, the porridge is a little cold, you haven't finished eating it yet, eat it quickly, don't pay attention to Honggang." Liu Wei stopped arguing with Zou Honggang and looked at me and said affectionately.
In his eyes, there is more content than before, and I call this kind of content affectionate vein. Could it be that we're in touch with each other?
I smiled in response to him, picked up the spoon and continued to eat my porridge. This meal, I ate very slowly, and my mind kept looping the plot just now.
After eating, Zou Honggang said to me: "Xiaoxiao, I'm going to sleep, I didn't sleep all night with your brother for an infusion last night." Your brother didn't sleep either, he had a pain all night, and it was almost dawn in the morning to get better. ”
"Uh-huh, okay, then you guys go to sleep, I'll go back."
"Xiaoxiao, tell Xiaorong for me that I won't eat with her at noon, and I'll see you in the afternoon."
I agreed, exited the room, and let these two people, who had been tossing all night, have a good rest.
Passing by the door of my room and Yuan Xiaorong, I hesitated and didn't go in. A person who wants to walk around and calm this restless heart.
The hotel's garden is not very big, more of a private beach. Today's weather is still not good, dark clouds are gathering, and the area of black pressure is getting bigger and bigger.
Walking on the beach, looking at the tourists who are not too many, calculating the time, it is almost the New Year.
It's a strange thing to have regional differences, not only in terms of local customs, but also in terms of climate change. At this time, if you are in the north, it should still be cold and windy, and the snow will be flying. But now, in the subtropical climate, I am wearing a skirt, basking in dark clouds, and feeling the humid subtropical depression. The same time, different experience, at this moment, I don't know what Xiao Ranzi is doing?
I haven't been in touch with Xiao Ranzi for the past few days, I just told him before I left that I was going out, and I would give him my winter vacation homework when I went back, Xiao Ranzi didn't ask more details, so he only replied: Okay! It's as simple and straightforward as that.
When I think about it, I still seem to feel a little indebted. Ever since I learned about Xiao Ranzi's intentions, I feel that his intentions are also very hidden. He was afraid of me and wanted me to know...... His personality made him choose to be by my side silently.
Suddenly, a gust of cold wind blew wildly. The dark clouds in the sky are also the waves of the sea of clouds, and the sea water on the ground reflect each other.
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