Chapter 372: Decision
But the master didn't look back and didn't pay attention to me. I stood there for a long time, and I didn't know what I should do.
After a long time, I slowly walked to the door of the master's house and said, "Master, since the day you saved me, I thought we were just one side. But I never imagined that with the passage of time, you would become my master. And from the day I worshipped you as a teacher, I regarded you as my father and my only relative.
Today, we're going through so much more together. Now I'm going to face the ghost king, but you want me to get out of here. I still remember that you kept telling me that we are Taoist priests, and there are some things that we must face and wait.
But now, you're asking me to get out of here. If that's the case, what do you think the ones I told you earlier are still useful? I...... Forget it, master, I'll go back first. ”
With that, I slowly turned around and walked towards the courtyard where I was.
When I went back, Qing Yao was sitting in the courtyard.
As soon as Qing Yao saw me appear, she hurriedly got up and asked, "What's wrong?" Look at you a little wrong, what did the master tell you? ”
I shook my head and smiled and said, "What else can I tell you, just let us get out of here as soon as we get married." ”
"Isn't that a good thing, then we can leave together." Qing Yao frowned and said.
I slowly turned my head to look at Qing Yao and said, "Master, they are not leaving, only a few of us are leaving." In other words, the master and the master still have to stay to fight against the ghost king. ”
Qing Yao wanted to say something after hearing this, but she didn't open her mouth when she saw me like this.
After a long time, I looked at Qing Yao and said, "It's almost time, you go back to sleep first, and I'll be quiet by myself." ”
Qing Yao nodded, then got up and walked towards the house. I sat quietly in the courtyard alone, and all I could think about was the words of the master who told me to leave.
"What's wrong with you kid, are you thinking about something?" Hisashi's voice suddenly sounded from outside the courtyard.
I looked in the direction where the voice sounded, and I saw Hisashi walking in with a flask and a plate of dishes.
I looked at Jiusheng and smiled and said, "You kid still knows me so well, how do you know that I want wine?" ”
"Hehe, because Lao Tzu also wants to make peace, so I came to you." Hisashi said with a smile.
After sitting down across from me, I got up and went inside the house to find two bowls. I put the bowl on the table, and Hisashi poured the wine into it.
I took a sip of the wine bowl and said, "Did your master also talk to you about something?" ”
"How do you know?" Hisashi looked at me and asked.
"You forget, when we left, my master left me behind, saying that he had something to tell me. I think they should have discussed it, and if I'm not mistaken, the master should have also talked to Huafeng. As I spoke, I took a bite of the dish and put it in my mouth.
Jiusheng took a sip of wine and said, "Is it possible, we really have to leave?" And then let the master them stay here? ”
"Do you want to go?" I looked at Hisashi and asked.
Hisashi didn't speak, just shook his head. Afterwards, Hisashi picked up the flask and filled it again.
"I don't know what they think, but I really don't want to go. I'm going to stay here after I'm done with my family, and I'll take the rest one step at a time. I said helplessly.
To be honest, I really can't think of a better way. If I could, I'd rather take it away. But with the master's temper, I knew that it would be impossible.
This night, I talked a lot with Hisashi. There were a lot of things that followed the master when I was a child, and Jiusheng was the most comfortable at that time.
I remember that when I was in Guanzhong, Jiusheng slept every day in addition to eating. Only a very small amount of time did he come out to practice Dao Techniques. What's even more comfortable is that Fat Eight never talks about him, this kid often goes to make trouble for us every day when he watches us practice Taoism there.
And in addition to reading books, I practice Taoism, and apart from these two things, all I can think of is eating. And sometimes, I will be scolded by the master, basically because the charm is not drawn correctly. However, I never hated my master, and I even thought that life was really good like that. If I could, I would really like to go back to that time. It's a pity that time is always in a hurry, and we can't go back at that time.
As for the wind, it's a slate face. From childhood to adulthood, there are very few expressions that have changed, and even words are very rare. In my impression, Huayue has always been a chatterbox, and her character is very similar to that of Jiusheng. I just didn't expect him to leave me so early. If I could, I'd rather the one who got topped up be me.
And the last thing I wanted to do at that time was when it snowed every year. When it snows, Huayue likes to do it at a time, and he'll knock on our door early in the morning. Then they shouted us up one by one and went out together to see the snow outside. Or, to play together.
Now that I think about it, I was really happy at that time, but I didn't expect time to pass so quickly. In the blink of an eye, the departed departed. And those of us who are alive are busy with our own things. Actually, I want to be the same as I was at the beginning, but we have really changed, we are not the same person we used to be.
"Hey, what do you want to think of a stinky boy? Why didn't you hear me talking to you? Hisashi patted me on the shoulder and shouted.
I woke up from my memories in an instant, and I hurriedly looked at Jiusheng and asked, "Huh? What did you say? ”
"You kid, you'll never be able to listen to me. What were you thinking? It's all out of your mind. Hisashi looked at me and said.
I smiled and said, "What else could it be, it's the one we just talked about." It's all something we used to watch, and I was really happy when I think about it. ”
After listening to it for a long time, it seems that I am also infected.
Jiuchang sighed and said, "Alas...... Yes, it's just that now things are wrong, and we are no longer what we used to be. And quite a few people have already left. ”
I nodded, and I knew that Jiusheng was talking about Huayue.
I don't know why, I suddenly remembered the white mandarin duck. I remember that in the past, Jiusheng also liked white ducks.
I looked at Jiusheng and asked, "By the way, have you been in contact with Bai Yuan again for so long?" I used to remember that you liked her very much. ”
Jiusheng shook his head and said, "It's a pity that the white mandarin doesn't like me, but Huayue." ”
"Are you stupid, now Huayue has been here for a long time. There are no more people to take care of the white mandarin ducks, so why don't you give it a try again? And I don't think the white duck will necessarily reject you. I said as I looked at Hisashi.
Jiusheng hesitated after hearing this, but I could tell that Jiusheng actually wanted to be with Bai Yuan. It's just that now, he still has some resistance in his heart.
"You're the same kid. In front of us people, I am always like a fool, laughing every day except laughing. But in front of your beloved, you will never dare to say what is in your heart. There is a chance, but you don't want to express what you want. I patted Hisashi on the shoulder as I spoke.
After a while, I saw that Jiusheng didn't speak, so I said again: "This time I stayed here with my master to fight against the ghost king, and we didn't know if we had a future." To put it mildly, maybe we could all die here, and we probably can't make it out alive.
Since they are all about to die, why don't you say what is in your heart to the white mandarin duck? If you want me to say, take this opportunity to write her a letter. In this case, even if you die, you will have no regrets, right? ”
After hearing this, he glanced at me, was silent for a moment, and then said, "Do you think I can really do that?" ”
I smiled and said, "What's not to do?" Life is in the world, and when it is time to go, no regrets is the real satisfaction. I have no regrets in my life, the people I love, and the people I care about are now by my side, even if I die, there is nothing. ”
Hisashi looked at me and smiled and said, "yes, maybe I should say what I want to say." ”
After a few moments, Jiusheng stood up abruptly, turned around and ran out of the courtyard.
I was stunned for a moment, then stood up and looked at Jiusheng's back and shouted, "What's wrong?" Why are you going? ”
Jiu Sheng replied without looking back: "I think you are right, I will do something I should do now." ”
After listening to Jiusheng's words, I smiled helplessly. I thought to myself, Jiusheng really thought of what was what. Then I sat down at the table again.
I filled my bowl with wine, and I drank it down. That feeling really made my whole body feel very comfortable.
In this way, I drank here for a long time, until I had drunk all the wine in the jug, and then I slowly got up and looked at the night sky.
Just as I was about to turn around and go back to the house, I suddenly saw a carrier pigeon fly out of the yard of Jiusheng. There is no need to think about it, the letter carried by the carrier pigeon must be full of long-lived heartfelt words. Seeing this result, I smiled.
When I got back, I fell asleep. Or rather, drinking this meal made me understand something. Before, I had been struggling with what I should do, but now I know that I am not leaving, I am here to face the ghost king with my master. There is something we have to carry together.
Perhaps, this is what makes my heart really relaxed.
This night, I slept very soundly and sweetly. I also sat in a dream, a dream back to my childhood.
In my dream, I was reading a book in the study of Guanzhong. Suddenly, a familiar voice came.
"Senior Brother Chu Yan, come out quickly. It's snowing, and it's really beautiful. We went to see the snow together, and instantly called the dead fat man, and of course, the wind. ”
When I heard this voice, I was stunned for a moment. How could I forget this voice, isn't this the voice of Huayue?
"I ...... I'm coming......" I shouted as I ran out of the study.
The moment I ran out, I saw snowflakes falling from the sky. Those snowflakes, especially white. Not far away, there was a figure, and behind that figure was a series of footprints.
"Senior Brother Huayue." I looked at Huayue and couldn't help but shout.
Huayue looked at me and frowned and said, "What are you doing?" Hurry up, why are you starting to grind. ”
I nodded, and tears flowed out of my eyes at this moment. I wiped it with my hands as I ran in the direction of the moon.
At some point, I opened my eyes. I found that it was already dawn, and the figure of the moon and the snow had disappeared.