I love winter, it's cold, but it's refreshing.

The first snow not long ago made me fall into the mud and also broke out of my inner fear. I finally mustered up the courage to tell Chen Yingjie that I have always liked someone silently, but he did not explicitly like me.

Chen Yingjie didn't even think about it, so he directly said Wang Feng's name. So, I told him unreservedly about everything about me and Wang Feng, as well as the changes between me and Li Jie.

He told me not to expect this feeling, Wang Feng is not worth my effort.

I asked him why? He said: Actually, the first time Wang Feng asked him to come to me for Li Jie's matter, he knew that Wang Feng really liked me at that time. It's a pity that at that time, I didn't know Wang Feng's intentions.

Later, Li Jie paid so much to him, and he gradually began to pity her, so he couldn't bear to really refuse her. Although they say no, in fact, their relationship is getting closer and closer.

As for me, Wang Feng later knew that I was careful, and he was not a fool. But in order not to make Li Jie sad, he didn't respond to me. He was between me and Li Jie, hesitating.

Chen Yingjie said that he couldn't accept such an indecisive boy. is so ambiguous, it seems that he doesn't want to hurt anyone, but in fact, he hurts them all in the end.

It can't be said that Wang Feng is bad, maybe it's because of his experience since he was a child, he cherishes the people who stay by his side too much, and he is afraid of losing any of them, so he is like this.

It's a pity that he won't promise me much.

Therefore, Chen Yingjie advised me to give up.

I have always believed what Chen Yingjie said, and the choice he made must be the best choice for me.

So, on a winter night, I hid alone in the flower beds and bushes in the depths of the compound, and cried fiercely.

For his first love without waves, a sad farewell was held.

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Since I let go of my careful thinking about Wang Feng, the relationship between me and him has become much more natural. In the past, I was always careful to care about his feelings in everything I did. And now, let go of yourself and return to your true colors.

I no longer care if what I do affects the image in his heart, and I no longer care if what I do affects his mood. In short, now I, in front of him, is like the natural and comfortable at the beginning of our acquaintance.

If life is only as first seen, it is clear that we know each other.

As for Li Jie, Chen Yingjie asked me not to worry about whether she told the teacher last time, it doesn't matter anymore. If not, what can it be? I can't change the fact that it's a thing of the past.

And Li Jie must have already noticed my liking for Wang Feng, so he will be jealous of me later.

I, who once promised to help her get Wang Feng, have now become a competitor, so how can she still be indifferent?

I think about it, and I'm right. Li Jie paid so much for Wang Feng, but I didn't pay anything, and I had to rob her of her love when she was lost and sad. Whoever I am, everyone will hate me!

I suddenly felt that after being analyzed by Chen Yingjie like this, I turned out to be a very scummy best friend? I should reflect on myself. Since I have let go of Wang Feng, then, in the future, there will be no disagreement between me and Li Jie. I should be good to her, I should confess all this to her, get her forgiveness, and be good friends who we used to talk about everything.

In this way, while I confessed to Li Jie, she also told me that she already knew that I liked Wang Feng, so she was very angry, she was jealous, she was jealous, and it was difficult to control her emotions in her attitude towards me. Since you are honest with each other, there is no unsolvable knot. Our relationship has improved. It's just that Li Jie never admitted that she told the teacher about the class fee. Well, forget it.

Not all things in the world have answers and results.

As long as our friendship lasts, I don't care about anything else!

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This is probably the first time I have grown up to be young. No, not probably, but definitely!

I don't know why I like Wang Feng, a boy who looks ordinary, maybe it's his carefulness, maybe it's his thoughtfulness, in short, he must have his shining point to make my heart move.

But like that's it, you have to ask me why? But I couldn't answer. I'm afraid I don't even know the reason for this.

Such a process is sour and sweet, bitter and astringent. It's a pity that I was the only one who felt the whole process.

People say that first love is beautiful and worth remembering for a lifetime. But now that I think about it, the relationship between me and Wang Feng may not be the first love. First love always needs the cooperation of both parties and likes each other, and Wang Feng and I both imagine the existence of this relationship in our respective worlds.

There are many times when I clearly feel that Wang Feng knows, but between us, it is like a veil separating us. Each can see each other, but it is insurmountable.

I heard that if love is one-sided, it will be very painful.

My experience is not bad, except for frequent loss and occasional discomfort, it is not any pain. This is probably because I like someone for the first time, and I don't know how to adapt to it, and the inner worries and waves have stopped before the beginning of the sail.

Well...... That's it, whether it's my first love or not, let my first heart be buried in this snowy winter.

Beneath the ice and snow lies an immature seed. I wonder if next spring, as the snow melts and the ice disappears, the spring grass grows and slowly sprouts......

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It was another snowy day, Chen Yingjie came to the door of my dormitory early to wait for me, he said that he was afraid that I would fall again, and it would be difficult to see and not be able to look directly!

During that time, he was busy competing and was not around me, and sometimes, I did get bored.

Habits, once formed, are hard to change. And this habit always sneaks into life silently.

Chen Yingjie is my habit.

"Yingjie, you say, will I still like someone again?"

"What kind of spring do you send in the winter? Let's talk about it in the spring, I really can't stand it. It's like an iron tree that doesn't bloom, and it doesn't end as soon as it opens!! ”

"What do you mean?"

"Idiot, I don't know how to fall in love with others! Are you going to be angry brother? Chen Yingjie gave me a roll of the eyes.

"By the way, Yingjie, the last time I hit the tree, it was Yang Yang who said it, I was really angry."

"I said Xiaoxiao, when will your jumping thinking come according to normal logic!"

"What's wrong?" I asked him puzzled.

"We're not talking about ...... Hey, forget it, it's all my fault, I should have been used to you for a long time. Okay, even if he doesn't say anything about hitting a tree, aren't you also hitting a tree? Wouldn't he say you wouldn't hit it? ”

"yes, you're right, so why am I angry? I shouldn't, hee-hee, okay, I don't want him to talk about me hitting a tree anymore, let's go! "I happily dragged Chen Yingjie to school.

"Xiaoxiao, but which one is Yang Yang?"

"Well, it's the one sitting behind Ran Xinxing, repeater, you know?"

"Hmm. Be careful, you don't step on those shiny places, try to step on the snow, it's not easy to walk so big, really. As soon as my feet slipped, Chen Yingjie hurriedly helped me and began his old mother-like nagging again.

I smiled and walked through.