I looked at him sitting there blaming himself, and my heart was distressed, but my face was still smiling. How ironic is that...... It didn't take long for me to fall asleep in such a daze.

When I woke up, the curtains in the room were closed. The wine bottles that were littered everywhere before are also gone. The smell of wine seems to be lighter, and the air is mixed with the perfume smell that is unique to Liu Wei. The table lamp in the room was in the distance, lit, bringing light to the whole room.

I looked up and felt a little pain in my head. Reaching out and taking out the phone from his pocket, it was already more than ten o'clock in the evening. Liu Wei didn't know what he was doing, so I dialed his mobile phone, a familiar and unfamiliar number that I hadn't dialed for too long.

Soon, Liu Wei came over, holding a bowl of white porridge and a plate of side dishes in his hand.

His face was white and clean, and there was nothing, what about the cute mustache? nowhere to be seen. His hair was back in good spirits, and although his eyes were still tired, he was no longer empty.

"Xiaoxiao, wake up. Come, I'll help you to sit down. His tone returned to the warmth it used to be, but his voice was still a little hoarse, but I think this voice added a little different charm.

"You're so bad, you can't drink and you have to drink so much, you'll have a headache. Come, eat some porridge. As he spoke, he scooped a spoonful of porridge into my mouth with a spoonful.

I'm so happy, that brave Liu Wei is back.

This time, the smile on my face was from the heart, and I kept smiling, laughing, while eating the porridge he fed me. Although, the headache, but it is worth it. Though...... I lost ...... But it's worth it! Although, he is in a daze, maybe he can't tell the truth from the fake, but I think it's worth it!

The confident and brave, calm and profound Liu Wei, this is what he should be. He is no ordinary person, and he has too much courage on his shoulders for him to bear.

"Xiaoxiao, it's so late, you...... Do you want to go back? When he asked, he seemed a little embarrassed.

I shook my head and said hello to my stepmother in the morning and went straight back to the dorm, so I didn't have to go home to say hello. Moreover, I don't want to leave, I want to stay, I want to accompany this person who has just come to his senses. I was afraid that I was gone, and he indulged in wine again.

Liu Wei saw that I couldn't go back, and a slight smile appeared on his face. He happily took down the bowl he had eaten, and after a while, came up with two more cups of coffee.

"Do you want it?"

"Yes, yes!" I took the coffee he handed me and put it under my nose and smoked it, it was so mellow. After getting drunk, smelling such a pure smell made me feel a lot more comfortable in an instant.

I moved inside the bed, making way for him: "Come, lean together." ”

He was rarely shy, looked at it, and leaned against the head of the bed beside me.

I wondered, at this time, should I ask him what happened to him to make him the way he was before? I want to ask but don't dare to ask.

When I was entangled, Liu Wei opened his mouth and said to me: "Xiaoxiao, I'...... I'm sorry I didn't do anything offensive to you. I, I don't remember. When I'm drunk, I ......"

Without waiting for him to finish, I said firmly, "No, you didn't, you didn't do anything." ”

Liu Wei was a little unconvinced, "Xiaoxiao, but, in my memory, it seems to have been, but, I'm not sure, whether it's real." I can't believe you're here. ”

"You're wrong, didn't you suddenly push me away before? So nothing happened to us, you and I, are innocent. ”

"I'm talking about before, when I was still asleep."

"That's even more, don't guess, no! Just no! ”

Although Liu Wei didn't seem to believe it that much, he finally believed it despite my strong resistance. Since he doesn't know, then don't know. It won't be long before he leaves. I don't want this to be a burden on any of us.

"Xiaoxiao, if it really doesn't, I'm very relieved, I'm really afraid that I'm sorry for you." A relieved smile appeared on his face. I know that he genuinely feels sorry for me and protects me, and that's probably how he expresses his love. I don't dwell on what I had with him anymore, all I care about is that he can pull himself together. His future is different from ours, his future will be ten times more difficult than ours, and I don't want to be a burden to him. So be it, so that he himself will not blame himself guiltily for this, he is already bitter......

"Xiaoxiao, you know what? This time, I'm decadent, really. I feel like my sky is falling, and there is no one to shelter me from the wind and rain anymore. Xiaoxiao, in fact, at that moment, I was also scared. Ever since I was a child, my father has been my role model, and he has been in my heart for so many years like an untouchable god. ”

Liu Wei looked at the dim lamp at a slow pace of speech, and his eyes were dim and desolate.

I thought that the life of a wealthy family must be full of fairy tales, just like in the TV series, but what Liu Wei told me is that in addition to luxury, it is a different world.

Liu Wei's father was busy starting a business in his early years, and the care of the family fell on the shoulders of Liu Wei's mother. It's hard to take care of the whole family alone. However, when his career began to turn around, Liu Wei's father was socializing more and more. He began to change, his life was no longer simple, and he sang every day.

At that time, Liu Wei, who was still very young, saw his parents arguing and fighting all day long. At home, chickens and dogs are jumping all day long, and there is no day of peace. But for the sake of their own interests, needs, and the image of the fledgling company, two people cannot divorce. This kind of noisy situation has been going on for several years.

Later, the two of them simply discussed a solution, that is, no one cares about anyone, and each is happy. But if you don't get divorced, you still pretend to be affectionate to the outside world. Liu Wei's father occasionally lives at home, and his mother becomes a false bedfellow. How can such a family be happy?

Liu Wei's disappointment in his family and his disappointment in family affection made him very rebellious since he was a child, disobedient, and doing all kinds of bad things, which was completely different from his brother. He can study well, but he doesn't! He caused trouble at school, bullied his classmates, and was criticized by the whole school in elementary school. In junior high school, even more!

So, at that time, his parents only loved his brother and did not love him. Although it was also fine clothes and food for him, no one ever cared about his feelings. Only the elder brother will accompany him to cry and laugh together, and only the elder brother will ask him if it hurts after his fight. Only the elder brother will put his arm around his shoulders to comfort him after he was scolded by the teacher. And his parents will only blame him even harder.

But his heart was very sad. He said he lacked nothing but love.

Since then, in Liu Wei's small heart, his understanding of marriage and happiness has been distorted. He doesn't believe in love, he doesn't believe in marriage, he doesn't believe that there will be true love between two people. He is also indifferent to getting along with people.

When he said this, I was a little confused. In my opinion, he is obviously a very serious person, and he is completely different from what he says about himself. But why did he belittle himself in such a vain way?