Yan Tong counted Wu Jincheng for a long time, and the more he thought about it, the more angry he became, and he couldn't stop. Seeing that Wu Jincheng was really unable to resist, Buddha Sheng took a glass of water and handed it to Yan Tong: "Little Hitomi, drink some water, after scolding for so long, you should be thirsty." Yan Tong took the water, glanced at Wu Jincheng, and drank a glass of water with a clatter. Liu Xiaoxiao smiled and beckoned to Wu Jincheng: "Come here, help me get something." "Wu Jincheng was amnesty, and he went in a hurry. Yan Tong sighed: "I'm really angry." Buddha Sheng smiled: "Don't blame him, isn't he in a hurry." Yan Tong shrugged: "I think he is too worried about Xiaoxiao, and if he cares, he will be chaotic." Buddha Sheng touched Yan Tong's head: "I see that you know him very well, why do you still scold him?" Yan Tong shook his head: "I don't know either." Maybe it's because there's something in this illusion that I care about, so I'm very afraid that something will happen to the illusion. ”

Guanyin walked up to Yan Tong and gently patted Yan Tong's shoulder: "Little Hitomi, don't worry, no one can destroy this clear state of mind." Yan Tong nodded: "Well, that's good, the most important thing now is still the matter of Rulai." Guanyin looked at the place where Liu Xiaoxiao left: "For me, the most important thing is Xiaoxiao's business. Yan Tong was slightly stunned, remembering that Liu Xiaoxiao seemed to have some misunderstanding of Guanyin in the Qing state of mind just now: "Well, indeed, you should have a good chat with Xiaoxiao, so as not to misunderstand deeply, and it will be troublesome in the future." Guanyin nodded: "Well, I know, I'm just afraid that she won't believe it." Yan Tong smiled: "If you show her your memory, she will believe it." Guanyin was a little surprised: "Show her my memories?" Yan Tong nodded: "En, you can let Xiao Xiao see your memory for herself, she will believe you, you believe me." ”

After Yan Tong and the others left, Guanyin came to the study to find Liu Xiaoxiao. "Can we talk?" Guanyin opened his mouth with some hesitation. Liu Xiaoxiao looked at Guanyin: "Sit down." Guanyin walked to the sofa and sat down, hesitating for a while: "Xiaoxiao, I think you have a misunderstanding of me." Liu Xiaoxiao looked up at Guanyin, and the corners of her mouth raised: "What misunderstanding?" Guanyin was silent for a while: "Xiaoxiao, I didn't look for you for Rulai. Liu Xiaoxiao was slightly stunned, put down the book in his hand, and said with a smile: "It's not for Rulai, is it for me?" "Xiaoxiao, in the past, I always thought that you were no longer there, and I didn't know that our blood could help Rulai survive the disaster." Guanyin said sincerely. Liu Xiaoxiao rubbed her temples: "What do I say to you." "Guanyin thought about it, and could only use Yan Tong's method." Xiaoxiao, maybe I said, you can't, my memory, you should always believe it. Guanyin said seriously.

Before Liu Xiaoxiao could react, Guanyin walked to Liu Xiaoxiao's side, stretched out his hand and held Liu Xiaoxiao's hand tightly: "You can go into my Yuan Shen by yourself." "Liu Xiaoxiao originally wanted to refuse, but Guanyin sucked her into the Yuan Shen." What is this place? Liu Xiaoxiao was a little puzzled. Guanyin walked from behind Liu Xiaoxiao: "This is my memory. Liu Xiaoxiao looked at the fast-beating picture in front of him, a little puzzled. Guanyin explained: "Back then, Rulai and I were an ordinary couple, and later we rescued a mythical beast in the mountains, and the mythical beast gave me and Nyolai a bead. The two of us relied on that bead to practice day by day before we entered the Buddha's path. As a result, as soon as I entered the Buddhist path, I found out that I was pregnant. Guanyin paused. I've been struggling for a long time, and every day I'm thinking about whether to give up on you. Guanyin had tears in her eyes. On that day, when he was cultivating, he suddenly vomited blood. When I asked him, I found out that he said that there seemed to be something blocking his chest that was hindering his practice, and the more he practiced, the more he felt that his chest was blocked. ”

"I thought of the child in my womb, and I thought that you were hindering his practice." Guanyin's face was full of sadness. "So, I quietly took you out myself, wrapped it, and discarded it at the junction of the heavenly realm and the human realm." Guanyin said this, his face full of self-blame. "But from the day I abandoned you, my heart was filled with guilt and self-reproach. I watched that Nyolai's cultivation was getting better and better, and that he would soon become a Buddha, so I thought, when he becomes a Buddha, I will bring you back, raise you again, and give you life. "However, for some reason, if I can't become a Buddha for a long time, I can't restrain my thoughts about you more and more. So I went back to you, but when I went, you were gone, and I thought you had dissipated. I have been in pain for a long time, created a lotus pond illusion, and retreated for tens of thousands of years, unwilling to face reality. ”

"That day, when I knew you might still be alive, the resurrection of the ashes inside me lit up my world. For Rulai, I did everything I could. I have a lot of regrets for you. So, from the day I found you, I thought about it, gave up everything, stayed by your side, and made up for those regrets that I missed. Guanyin wiped her tears and said with a smile. Even if you resent me all your life and don't forgive me, I will be with you until the end of my life. Liu Xiaoxiao frowned: "What about your cultivation?" Don't you want to become a Buddha? Guanyin smiled: "I never wanted to become a Buddha, I just got a chance and had to practice, in my life, the most regrettable thing is to lose my heart for a man." Now, I know exactly what I want. Liu Xiaoxiao asked curiously, "What do you want?" ”

Guanyin looked at Liu Xiaoxiao, and couldn't help but reach out and touch Liu Xiaoxiao's face, Liu Xiaoxiao felt the warmth in Guanyin's palm, and didn't dodge. Guanyin said gently: "I want to laugh with my daughter, watch her grow, and give her a hug when she needs me." I want to be a normal mother and do my best for my children. Liu Xiaoxiao was touched by Guanyin's words, and at this moment, in her mind, she fantasized about a picture of a happy life with Guanyin in the future. Xiaoxiao, my love for Rulai is real, and my love for you is also true. All I want is a harmonious and happy family. At the end of the day, I'm just a country woman, and what I want is really simple. Guanyin smiled bitterly. But what he asked for was different from me. After all, I am not a person all the way, I will try my best to help him become a Buddha now, and then, I will remain incognito, always by your side, whether it is a nanny, a servant, as long as I can accompany you, I am satisfied. ”

Liu Xiaoxiao and Guanyin returned to the study, Liu Xiaoxiao didn't react a little, and calmed down his mood. "For such a long time, what is your heart like?" Liu Xiaoxiao asked with a frown. Guanyin touched his chest: "Sadness." Endless sorrow. "Liu Xiaoxiao did feel full of sadness in the Yuan Shen of Guanyin." Since you are not happy with him, why don't you leave him early? Liu Xiaoxiao asked seriously. Guanyin looked out the window and said lightly: "Xiaoxiao, have you ever been cute?" If you've ever fallen in love with someone, you know that when you love them, you lose everything, including yourself. I lost myself in my relationship with Rulai, which is why I caused endless sadness in my heart. Liu Xiaoxiao was silent, she also knew the feeling of loving someone.

"You used to be all my hope, but I lost you, and now you have appeared, no matter what happened in the past, now I only have you in my heart." Guanyin looked at Liu Xiaoxiao seriously and said gently. "Give me a moment." Liu Xiaoxiao lowered his head and said. "You suddenly appeared and said it was my mother, and I really couldn't accept it. What's more, you abandoned me in the first place. Guanyin had tears in her eyes: "Xiaoxiao, I didn't mean to force you, I just wanted to tell you what I really thought in my heart, I hope you can understand." Liu Xiaoxiao nodded: "I know." Guanyin said tentatively, "If you can, I hope you can also talk to me about your own affairs." ”

Liu Xiaoxiao was a little surprised, she didn't know how to talk to Guanyin about herself. "I don't have much to say. I always thought that I was a child born from the forest, and I always regarded the forest as my parents, so I have lived happily for thousands of years. "Liu Xiaoxiao's words are concise and to the point." Since I was born, I have accepted that I have no parents. I never imagined that one day, someone would come out and tell me that she was my mother. So, I'm really, a little hard to accept. "For you, you miss me very much, you have deep feelings, but for me, you are a stranger. There is nothing between us except some blood ties. "That's why I said, please give me time, let me adapt, let me get used to it, let me think." Liu Xiaoxiao said seriously. Guanyin nodded: "Okay." ”

After Guanyin left, Liu Xiaoxiao sat alone in the study. Liu Xiaoxiao thought back to the conversation with Guanyin just now, this was the first time she and Guanyin had such an in-depth exchange. It turns out that Guanyin is just an infatuated woman with deep affection. Liu Xiaoxiao thought that he had split the Yuan Shen for Qin Zhe's sake, and it was no better than Guanyin. At the beginning, for Qin Zhe's sake, Liu Xiaoxiao even wanted to fight against Yan Luo. "It's really a mother and daughter, both of them are characters who abandon each other for the sake of their beloved." Liu Xiaoxiao laughed at herself. "It's a pity, it seems that Rulai doesn't love Guanyin so much." Liu Xiaoxiao analyzed. "Guanyin is unladylike after all, and it is not a person." Liu Xiaoxiao was a little emotional. Liu Xiaoxiao picked up the book on the table and saw a line of words: What you care about, what you pay for it, do you also pay everything for you? In Liu Xiaoxiao's mind, Qin Zhe's gentle face appeared, and the corners of Liu Xiaoxiao's mouth unconsciously raised.