Once Gillian called Shuyu to introduce her to a boyfriend named Yunfei, who was in Zhejiang, not far from her school, and she wanted to try dating first. We didn't expect Mingyu to remember this incident, and it was really so close, he really had a heart.

Later, every time Gillian talked on the phone, she would unconsciously mention Yunfei, it seemed that she was really in love.

Suddenly, one day I received a message from Mingyu.

"Xiaoxiao, I can't live without you!"

I was a little dumbfounded when I received the message, but an inexplicable excitement struck me, and I finally waited for something like this.

Soon I calmed down and drank too much. Mo Han would definitely be angry when he found out. In fact, if it weren't for Mohan, I really didn't know that my feelings for Mingyu were actually so simple and so easy to let go.

I didn't reply to the message in time, but relayed the incident to Gillian, and I wanted to hear what she thought, because she was familiar with me and Mingyu.

Gillian analyzed, maybe Mingyu encountered something, or was unhappy with Mohan, and Mingyu and I have known each other for almost 20 years, and it is normal to think of me.

Shizuko reminded me that it was time to let go, and grabbing Du Shaocai in front of me was the way out, and I couldn't wander.

"Did something happen?"

"I'll come to you tomorrow, are you free?"

"Okay, let's have dinner together at noon, and I'll introduce my good friend Shizuko to you."

It turned out to be Friday, and the next day was Saturday, because I didn't want to go out, and the days seemed to be confused.

"Why did you come here so early, it's still a long time before lunch?"

"I'm not here for lunch."

Like last time, we tacitly circled the lake in front of the library.

"Brother Mingyu, that, when will Mo Han introduce ......" I said last time that I would see you.

"Actually, there is no tacit implication of this person!" Mingyu interrupted me, and he looked a little excited.

"Huh? You didn't mean ......" I stopped and looked at him.

"Xiaoxiao......" Mingyu pulled me into his arms.

"Be my girlfriend!"

My defenses almost collapsed, and it was only at this moment that I realized that it was not so easy to let go of someone I liked.

I tried to keep myself awake and restrained, reminding myself with Shizuko's words.

What is the situation! I drank too much yesterday, so I won't wake up today, right? I pushed him away right away.

Mo Han is his true love, I am just his past tense, and my destiny may soon appear.

"Brother Mingyu, do you know what you're talking about?" I exited him a meter away.

"Know! Xiaoxiao, you know, I've always liked you, and I know that you like me too. ”

"Did you quarrel with Mo Han, but you won't talk nonsense!" Looking at his serious look, my heart beat faster again.

Maybe he hasn't changed his mind yet?

"I'm not talking nonsense, I think very clearly, and now I'm also sober, there is something I must explain to you......"

"However, my liking for you is only between brother and sister, I can't be your girlfriend!" I interrupted him, though I didn't know how he was going to explain it, but anyway, since he had chosen to give up on me at the time, I could promise him again.

"That's it? …… It's me thinking too much, I'm sorry! Mingyu didn't seem to expect this situation at all.

"It's okay, let's not worry." I shrugged and pretended to look at the lake.

"I think I'd better go back today and contact you another day."

I nodded, and he turned and left, I knew he was embarrassed at the moment, and he didn't want anyone to see what he was.

Looking at Mingyu's distant back, I wanted to stop him, I wanted to tell him that I had him in my heart all along.

But I didn't.

I went to the supermarket that day and bought a diary, carefully recording my memories of Mingyu, I wanted to forget him and lock my feelings for him in the diary forever.

Du Shao still calls me often, he knows when I am free, and I can always receive the first call, in fact, there are two time periods after noon and evening self-study.

He always has endless topics, sometimes he will talk about some school things, sometimes he will talk about recording songs, and he will also talk about bits and pieces, who has a scandal, who is married, and when he goes to the street to buy things and is watched, but this kind of thing rarely happens.

There are also singer meet-and-greets, but he doesn't want to participate, but fortunately I'm not a fan of him, otherwise I would be sad to hear this.

Slowly, answering Du Shao's phone has become a habit of mine, if Du Shao doesn't call me for a few days, I will worry, when I receive the call again, I will lose my temper inexplicably, I will hang up when I call, even if I want to ask him the reason, I will hang up the phone until I want to answer, Du Shao is never angry, one phone after another, after the connection, I apologize, make all kinds of explanations, and then coax me to be happy.

It turns out that when some things become habits, some things may have slowly changed.

Du Shao will send me any fun little things when he sees them, and there are always two copies, one for Shizuko, which is what I requested. I will often send him some delicious snacks, although many things can be bought elsewhere, but the mood of receiving the package should be very different, the distance makes them add a lot of lovesickness.