Chapter 558 - Handled 2
Although he is very worried now, but he can't say it, but when Yu Lin comes back in the evening, he instinctively shows his smile, but he didn't expect that even if he showed a smile, Yu Lin still saw the unhappiness in his heart, originally Yu Ni wanted to ask the reason directly, but thinking that he was too busy recently, it was inevitable that he would ignore her, plus the things that had been given to him were no longer handed over to him to do, and he seemed to understand why? Mo is not happy all day long, but the messages circulating below, although he has not heard them, he can generally understand what they are saying, thinking of this, she can't help but press her eyes, so he understands in his heart, but he can't say it namely, otherwise the words will contain the hearts of those people, even if many of them don't really want to do things for him, but now after all, they still need to be used. In the final analysis, he still has to deal with these things well before he can continue his children's relationship, but after seeing Blackberry's sad face, he can't ignore anything, so after thinking about it, he decided to tell him these words in advance, so as not to let her think about it there and wash it up.
"I've wronged you these days. There are some things that I have handed over to others to say, mainly because I am afraid that you will be tired, I know that you may also be struggling with this matter these days, don't worry, I don't believe in you, but I believe in you very much. Those things don't mean that they have to be handed over to you, they were handed over to you before because you were the only person I trusted, and now I don't give them to you because you are about to become my wife, and I don't want you to work too hard. In fact, it's all about my personal feelings. If you have any knots in your heart because of this, it's not mine. So, no matter what, you must be calm. Now I don't trust them wholeheartedly when I ask them to do these things, it's just that I don't think there is any need to continue to hide some things, and you know my emotions now. And like before. In fact, there is already a big difference. It's just that you know me and I know why I'm doing it, but others don't necessarily know and don't necessarily know. So, I still have to trouble you during this time. Packed in one. Rest assured! We'll get out of here when the time has passed. I don't know all the things I used to think about. From now on, I am a man who wants to lead you to a good life. We will always be a family. Even if you don't believe it, I'll say it. You're so smart, you know what I mean? These things. I don't need to say more. I'm sure you know it all in your heart. Lose too much. It's not good anyway. I don't want others to understand me, as long as you understand what I'm thinking, I don't care much about them, even some of my relatives follow me, but they all want those benefits. And you never mentioned these things to me all the time. Actually, I'm very happy that you've been with me, that is, you know that I'm stupid and can't say much, but I'm sure you understand what I'm thinking. Do not say. I know in my heart that talking too much is a burdensome thing. You must know my heart, right? ”
Yu Lin looked at Blackberry, and his words were full of concern. He wasn't afraid that this woman wouldn't be able to think about it. Because after so many years of getting along, he still has some understanding of this woman's willfulness and his tolerance. In the past, when facing this situation, he did not have any intention of asking for death. So he wasn't afraid, because he couldn't think about it. He was just afraid that the last incident would cause some damage to the feelings of the two of them. I don't know when it started. Yu Lin has already begun to care about this relationship. It's just that he clearly knows in his heart that he cares about this relationship not because he loves this woman, but because they have been together for too many years, he just simply regards this woman as his family, which has gone beyond love is family affection. What's more, at such an age, I don't really care about who accompanies me through the last days. It's just that when he is usually fine, he still looks forward to his previous life, even if he knows that it is impossible to go back to the past, he still wants to look forward to it. This is not a contradiction and it is not a conflict.
The words have come to this, even if Blackberry has any other ideas, there is really no need to say it at this time, not to mention that it doesn't have too many ideas, just wants to simply ask why things are like this, now that the truth is revealed, he also knows that this man doesn't let him do those tasks, not because he has anything else, but because he feels embarrassed in his heart and makes him tired. Thinking of this, the emotion in his heart seemed to be active again. In fact, he also understands it in his heart. I just don't know why I just want to hear this man say it himself, didn't the things he guessed earlier also include this thing?
"What do you say? Of course, I know all these things in my heart, and I certainly won't bother with these things. You, just put your mind down and continue to busy yourself with your own affairs, everything is fine here, besides, you are always distracted by the things in the back, if there is really something in front of you that you can't take care of, then what can you do? You don't have to worry about me, I'm fine with everything. Besides, even if someone wants to embarrass me, then I have to see the time, and now at this time, we are all a family. Who would dare to embarrass me? Don't think about it so much, I know you're worried about me. But I'm really good right now. If you continue to worry like this, I will feel uncomfortable. As soon as I'm uncomfortable, there are a lot of things, and you don't have to think about it anymore if you want to hurt me, not to mention that I haven't doubted your sincerity in the first place, why are you like this now? You see, you can't help but want to cough when you talk too much. In the future, you don't have to tell me about things like this, I know in my heart that it's like a mirror. If you tell me like this a few more times, won't you treat me as an outsider, if I don't know anything, how can I fight side by side with you? Don't worry too much about me, I don't have anything to do, you just need to take care of your affairs, and when you come back in the evening, I will only be responsible for providing you with the warmth of a home. That's it! Don't think about it anymore, we're family. The family should not be divided between you and me. Lie down, I'll pinch your legs, you know it's been a busy day out there. Come back here and take a break and stop thinking about the things out there. ”
Blackberry's heart did have a hint of pantothenic acid at first, but when he heard the man tell her these things, he felt relieved again. After all, it's not because this man doesn't believe in her anymore that he doesn't let her do those things, it's just because he feels sorry for her. What's more, in this man's heart, he is still the person he believes in the most. Now that all the talk has come to this point. So what's the difference?
The two of them talked and laughed again, and it didn't take long for them to fall asleep in bed, after all, they were tired all day during the day, Blackberry was better, and they stayed in the room most of the time, and they didn't have to do anything, but Yu Lin was a man after all, and he was the owner of this base, so she talked about a lot of things on weekdays. What's more, some things still need to be done carefully, as long as there is a slight inappropriateness, it may cause dissatisfaction among others. Of course, he wasn't afraid that these people would be dissatisfied, he just felt that most of them had been training with him for so many years, and although the team was about to disband, he didn't want to have bad memories in their hearts because of anything, so he decided to leave a good impression on them in the end. And then to dissolve, the question of the distribution of property is also tormenting him every day, as it is now. What's more, there are many people who have been waiting for him like this, even if they want to say more things, it is not appropriate now, not to mention that in this matter, although he is not wrong, his relatives and those brothers who have followed him from birth to death for so many years are also not wrong, but it is actually a little unclear to say right and wrong in this matter. It can only be said that there are some things, after all, they are different from what they think now, not to mention that they are actually speaking bluntly, but they are all puppets under the domination of interests, and now it is not too late for him to wake up, at least he still has decades to squander, or maybe her body and bones are already poor now, and she can't last that long, but after all, he can still enjoy the joy of family. It is better to be able to live in peace for 10,000 years than to be blinded by power and interests in his life, but those people are still trapped in the whirlpool of interests and have not come out, which makes him very worried, and he doesn't know what to do to free them. After a long time, he thought about more things, and he became a little depressed. So as a result, his body is not as good as day by day, Blackberry is anxious in his eyes, even if he has some feelings of awe for this man now, but those that came out of his heart before are real feelings, and they are definitely not adulterated. If he is not in good health or something has happened to him now, it will really make him die of misery. It's just that it's hard to say about this matter now, and he can't make the decision, but the energy in his heart still can't go down. What's more, a few days ago, he had been following Yu Yan to the north and the west, so tossing and turning, plus his body was not good, how much trauma did it bring to the body, but Yu Lin didn't say that he didn't know it, but what happened happened was already happening, and now its body is not as good as day by day, and it has to deal with so many things. Even if Blackberry's heart is big, he has begun to be anxious now, and thinking about the previous things, he is all sighing that he did misunderstand many things about this man before, but now it is not that he misunderstood. Half a month has passed in the blink of an eye.
Song Qingnan's body is actually not in serious trouble, most of the people have been confined for two months, and some people have not done it for about a month, but now more than a month has passed, and the man still does not allow her to go out to blow the wind, nor does he allow him to open the window for daily bathing and the like, although he is a little reluctant, but after all, he is still allowed. In this way, he was very passive, he didn't know what to do, he was in a hurry at home all day long, he could only read books and newspapers, even mobile phones and computers with radiation things, Yu Yanbei had already arranged for people to hold them away from him. But in today's fast-living society, no matter what you do, the pace of daily life is also very fast, and the technology is so developed, the world in the mobile phone is even more colorful. Finally, under his repeated requests, Yu Yanbei finally allowed him to play with his mobile phone, but he had to wear a radiation protective suit when playing with his mobile phone, so that he could be satisfied. Although Song Qingnan felt that it was very troublesome, he agreed in order to stop being so anxious every day, but he just practiced the language and regretted it. He gave it to his wife. After arranging these electronic products such as mobile phones, he no longer has his husband in his eyes, and he holds his mobile phone all day long, ignoring him at all. After a week, he was depressed, and he finally understood that this woman didn't want to talk to her, it was clear that she was retaliating for not giving him a mobile phone before, and he had already known that there was a way to make it not hurt, but also to make him feel happy, but he was always reluctant to use it, and the more he thought about it, the more angry he felt, so until now he rarely talked to Yu Yanbei. Yu Yanbei is a smart person, even if he is eating in his feelings. This time can also be slowly figured out, why this woman is unwilling to pay attention to him? On the one hand, he laughed at the woman and was a little stupid, and on the other hand, he regretted that he hadn't thought of him like this before, but now it's okay, everyone is angry and unwilling to pay attention to him, no matter how he thinks about it, he feels that he has suffered a loss. You see, he sighed again, turned his head to look at his wife, who was playing happily on the sofa, turned his head and sighed again, and finally decided to open this mouth by himself, after all, it was because he restricted him from playing with his mobile phone that made her angry.