Why save me

Maybe it was because Jinsheng stopped the deterioration of his condition in time and took advantage of the situation to relieve the poison on the Demon Venerable's body, but in just a few days, Lu Nianbai opened his eyes faintly.

Qianmei saw Lu Nianbai who woke up, and couldn't help but say happily:

"Nianbai, you finally woke up, I thought she lied to me? You're finally awake, thirsty or not, hungry or not, I'll get it for you."

Lu Nianbai looked at Qianmei, who was crying with joy, nodded and said:

"Drink porridge"

When Qianmei heard this, she hurriedly ran out, Jinsheng looked at Qianmei's happy appearance, raised her eyebrows, and then took Bai Yunsheng into the house, when she saw Lu Nianbai, who had already sat up, she couldn't help but say a little proudly:

"Look, I'm right, there's no disease in this world that I can't cure, didn't he wake up?"

Bai Yunsheng looked at Lu Nianbai, who was staring at Jin Sheng with a look of vigilance and then turned into shock, gave him a look, and then touched Jin Sheng's head and praised:

"Yes, yes, you're the best, so you say? When will he get all better? ”

"If you walk around, it will take two days, and it is estimated that it will take seven or eight days to be completely good, anyway, Jinling is fine, why don't you play here for a few more days? I also told the boy on the other side to catch fish together? ”

When Bai Yunsheng heard this, he said to her:

"Then you go and pack your things first, I'll be here in a moment"

When Jin Sheng heard this, he glanced at Bai Yunsheng in surprise and then said:

"Good"

After Jinsheng left, Lu Nianbai said to Bai Yunsheng:

"She's She"

The voice was very firm and did not say the obvious identity, but Bai Yunsheng understood what he meant, and said without the slightest concealment:

"Yes, she has amnesia and doesn't remember you, but I advise you not to make a move on her, after all, her life was saved by her"

"Why save me?"

Facing Lu Nianbai's question, Bai Yunsheng was a little stunned, but at this moment, Jinsheng walked in with porridge and said lightly:

"In this world, you need a reason to kill people, you don't need to save people, you can save if you want to, so what reason is there?"

After saying that, she put the porridge on the table and said:

"Qianmei fainted because I was worried that you hadn't slept for a few days, I brought this porridge for you, I don't care what you think, Qianmei gave up her life in order to save you, so your life is very precious, don't keep thinking about saving the world, save yourself, it's full of wounds, you think you are the One Piece and not afraid of death"

Bai Yunsheng looked at Jin Sheng and glared at Lu Nianbai with an annoyed face, then turned around and left, Lu Nianbai was stunned when he heard this, and then looked at the embarrassed Bai Yunsheng with some astonishment and said:

"How did she become like this?"

Bai Yunsheng picked up the teacup a little embarrassed and then said:

"Master said that the injury was too serious at the beginning, so it became what it is now, but the medical skills are very good."

Lu Nianbai seemed to remember something, was silent for a long time, and then said:

"I used to think they were innocent, but now it seems that I was wrong"

After saying that, he looked at the roof faintly, not knowing what he was thinking? Bai Yunsheng was also a little silent, and for a while the room was quiet and terrifying, Lu Nianbai was silent for a long time, and then said:

"Why didn't you stop her?"

Bai Yunsheng looked at him, and then said with a complicated expression:

"I stopped it, but she had to come, she said that Qianmei dared to work so hard, there must be no way? She's a doctor and can't be saved, so we're here."

Lu Nianbai was silent, and then laughed sarcastically, with a bit of coldness and anger in his tone:

"A good one can't see death without help? Then why didn't you save her in the first place? How did I beg them in the first place, but what they said, others don't know, will your Shangshufu not know? ”

When Bai Yunsheng heard this, he looked at Lu Nianbai, and then said word by word:

"Even so, then you can't do that, use a woman's feelings to fulfill your desires, don't you feel ashamed? If you don't commit a crime, you can kill one person, so why implicate the innocent? ”

When Lu Nianbai heard this, he couldn't help but sarcastically:

"They want to see it coldly, where is the innocent?"

"If that's the case, you should be dead now, not arguing with me here"

Lu Nianbai looked at Bai Yunsheng's clear but resolute gaze, wanted to refute, but couldn't find an excuse, he looked at Bai Yunsheng, and after a long time, he said sullenly:

"I don't admit I'm wrong"

Bai Yunsheng didn't say a word, just put the porridge bowl in his hand, and then said:

"Hello for yourself"

As soon as he went out, he was surprised to find Jinsheng squatting outside the door with a silent expression, writing and drawing on the ground with a branch, looking very irritable.

Bai Yunsheng looked at her appearance and said with some stunned:

"You hear it"

When Jin Sheng heard this, he sighed, and then said:

"Sort of, it was just a suspicion, but now it's just a certainty"

"Do you regret it?"

"No regrets"

After speaking, she laughed to herself, and then said:

"It is his fault to kill innocents indiscriminately, and it is my way to heal the sick and save people, so why should I destroy my way because of his fault? What's more, I learned to heal and save people, not kill people."

In the end, she silently looked at the words on the ground, her teeth clenched. Bai Yunsheng looked at her appearance and couldn't help but say with some distress:

"If you want to cry, cry out"

Hearing this, Jinsheng sniffed, looked at the handwriting on the ground with some grievances, and then burst into tears, she stubbornly refused to look up, but the tears flowed more and more, so that finally, when Bai Yunsheng reached out and held her in his arms, she finally couldn't help crying.

She doesn't like to kill, she didn't like it from the beginning, but she saved her enemy, and she couldn't help hating. She misses Xu Yao, she misses Bai Yunxiao, she misses them, if it weren't for him, they wouldn't have died, but the last thing in the world that can be bought is regret medicine. She can understand Lu Nianbai, but she can't forgive, because the damage he gave her is unprecedentedly huge, so much so that it has become a scar and forbidden place in her heart that she will never dare to touch.

She regretted it very much, she really regretted it, if she hadn't met Xu Yao in the first place, Bai Yunxiao wouldn't have died? Xu Yao hadn't met that person at the beginning, and she wouldn't have ended up watching someone close to her die, and then she herself would also die. And the culprit of all this, she can't forgive, she really can't forgive.

Silently holding Jinsheng in his arms, Bai Yunsheng comforted:

"It's not your fault, you're doing the right thing, really, they'll understand?"

"It's not"

Jin Sheng buried his head in Bai Yunsheng's chest, and then choked up aggrievedly:

"I don't want them to forgive me because it's not worth forgiving, I know I didn't do anything wrong, I just... I just miss them too? ”

Bai Yunsheng silently held Jinsheng in his arms, and then his eyes turned red, in fact, why didn't he want to be in the beginning?