Text Chapter 195 Lovesickness is incomprehensible

Lime powder is in the eyes, but it can't be delayed. Xiao He pulled Mu Churan and ran to the shop next to him, ignoring the fact that Liu Zixin suddenly looked up and disappeared from behind, shouting loudly, "Childe!" Where are you going? ”

"Watch out for the steps!" Xiao He helped him into a shop, asked the shopkeeper for some rapeseed oil, and borrowed his inner courtyard.

"Don't move, bear with me." Xiao He gently wiped his eyes with a handkerchief dipped in oil, and couldn't help but sigh lightly, "Then there is obviously fraud, how can you stand in front of me regardless of it?" ”

Mu Churan held back the pain, but there was a faint smile on his lips, "Don't say it's lime powder, even if it's a sharp weapon, I won't retreat." Just like when you blocked the sword for me, if I could hurt you, I would be happy. ”

Xiao He was speechless for a while, so he could only stop the movements of his hands and continue to gently wipe his eyes for him.

The two sat in the porch, with a bowl of rapeseed oil on the side. In order to get closer and see the situation of his eyes, Xiao He changed his posture and knelt in front of him, and the distance became closer. He couldn't open his eyes, and his eyeballs rolled a little uncomfortably under the curtains. Xiao He almost held his breath, only occasionally breathing, and his breath was slightly longer, passing in front of him.

His lips moved slightly, but he didn't say anything.

Xiao He's eyes inadvertently noticed his subtle movements, which fell on his warm Danzhu lips, and he couldn't help but recall the past, his breath missed a beat, but it turned into an embarrassed swallow.

"Fool."

She didn't know what was wrong with her, so she muttered such an evaluation.

Mu Churan was really stupid, the smile on the corner of his lips turned from light to thick, as he said, he was as willing as he was, only he knew it.

"What if I am blind?" Xiao He asked him softly.

"Then you can only get used to perceiving your presence with your hands." He replied softly, reaching out and slowly stroking her cheek. When his fingers touched her fat skin, he was a little greedy, gently rubbing, but she didn't dodge, letting his palm caressed back and forth on her face.

This affection is within her reach, but she also knows clearly in her heart that she is going to lose him after all.

Only at this moment, she also has a little reluctance to give up the warmth of his palm.

Xu is afraid that her heart will become soft, so she is not allowed to enjoy the true feelings of the world. At the beginning, with Xiao Shi, it was just a promise, and he had to experience life and death, but now with him, he can't love each other, and he can't forget each other.

If the fate of the world is already doomed, then what kind of fate is she and him, which is only unmentionable, but can't let go.

"Why are you crying?" Mu Churan felt her tears slipping between her fingers, and there was a slight surprise in her voice.

She realized that she was crying, so she hurriedly turned her face away, quickly wiped it dry with her cuffs, adjusted her breathing, and then said to him gloomily: "You shouldn't be so good to me, it's not worth it." ”

"I've never thought about whether it's worth it or not, and I've already fallen, and my mind is full of you, and I can't go away. Moyu, I know that you have a knot in your heart, and if you can't let it go, it will be solved soon. You wait for me. Mu Churan told her about this again, and it was not the first time.

What the hell did he make her wait?

Xiao He never asked him, as far as she was concerned, it was just a dream. There is only one kind of ending for them, and it was already written on the day the Xiao family was destroyed.

Maybe at a certain moment, she also longed in her heart to be only Moyu in this life, but there were countless voices in her mind reminding her, reading her name, asking her to remember the blood feud of the Xiao family. She had to wake up that Moyu was just a phantom and had never really existed.

Even if he called the name tenderly over and over again, it was just an illusion she used to confuse him, just to hide her motive for revenge.

Compared with the life and death with Xiao Shi, the relationship with Mu Churan made her heartache even more.

Xiao Shi protects her, cherishes her, saves her, and everything she does for her, she can respond sincerely, and even throw herself into his arms desperately.

And no matter how Mu Churan dissected her heart, she couldn't cover her pretended cold heart, she couldn't control her tears, she could only contain all her thoughts, repeat her hatred over and over again, forget all his tenderness, and demonize all his goodness, so that she could deceive herself and make herself numb.

However, she could not bear to let him hurt herself.

"Do your eyes still hurt? Can you open your eyes? ”

Mu Churan tried to open his eyes, but there was still some pain, so he quickly closed them when he opened them. Fang had already wiped most of the lime powder with rapeseed oil, but he still couldn't open his eyes smoothly, so Xiao He pulled him to the well in the courtyard and washed his eyes repeatedly with well water.

After rinsing with running well water, the pain gradually disappeared, and I was barely able to open my eyes and see again.

It's just that his eyes are still a little red and swollen.

"After returning to the palace, let the imperial doctor take a good look." Xiao He said indifferently, and then he was leaving. Mu Churan stretched out his hand to hold her, "Where are you going?" Xiao He pulled his hand out of his hand, "I'll call your guards over." You're here to wait. ”

Xiao He stepped out in a few steps and exchanged with Liu Zixin.

Liu Zixin heard that Mu Churan was in the shop over there, so he hurriedly went over to look for someone without saying a word.

Xiao He took the old woman that Liu Zixin had been supporting, looked at her demeanor carefully, and confirmed that she was a little delirious because of a kind of incense, so he took the awakening medicine from the medicine bag he carried, put it in front of her nose, and let her sniff it.

Suddenly, she came to her senses, and looked at Xiao He carefully with a look of waking up from a big dream.

"This son is good-looking."

Her little maid came back with the things she had recovered, "Old lady, the things have been recovered!" The little guy came over and glanced at Xiao He, "Huh? Lord Xiao! Why are you with my old lady? ”

Xiao He took a closer look at this little guy, and he was indeed a little familiar, but suddenly he couldn't remember which one he belonged to.

"I just saw that the two liars were planning to cheat, and they also used some incense, so the official couldn't help but take action. Your old lady is fine now, how to go out without taking a few more people, now that the end of the year is approaching, there are more restless people. ”

The little servant thanked again and again, "My old lady doesn't like too many servants to follow, and she almost suffered a loss this time." When I look back, I must tell my general, this time it is really thanks to Lord Xiao. Thank you so much! ”

When Xiao He heard this, he remembered that this little guy was originally running errands in Ji Changge's front yard.

"Your general has been doing a lot lately, why doesn't the old lady accompany her when she comes out?"

The little guy grabbed the back of his head, and he couldn't say why for a long time.

Aunt Ji listened to it for a long time on the side, and then vaguely knew that Xiao He was her son's comrade, so she warmly beckoned to go to the house to sit down. Xiao He just planned to send her back in person, so he invited her into his carriage.

A moment later, Xiao He's carriage arrived outside Ji Changge's General's Mansion.

Aunt Ji pulled Xiao He in, and she couldn't stop chattering, "Lord Xiao and I are very close to each other, and I always feel like I've seen you somewhere." Stay here for a light meal in the evening. ”

Xiao He was also inconvenient to refuse, Ji Changge heard that Xiao He was coming, and hurried out to greet him.

Aunt Ji went to the backyard with the purchased things, saying that she wanted to prepare dinner for Xiao He and entertain her.

"Brother Ji, how can you let the old lady travel alone in the recent New Year's season?" Xiao He's tone was quite a bit blaming, also because she knew that there were no major events in the court recently, and Ji Changge should not be busy, and he who has always been known for his filial piety would let the old lady go out by herself, which was really a bit surprising.

Ji Changge's face was slightly embarrassed, and then he said, "What Brother Xiao taught me is that Changge was careless." He had listened to the little maid's simple report on what happened on the street, and he was also grateful to Xiao He.

Xiao He saved this part in which Mu Churan also participated, so that he would not be even more panicked when he saw Mu Churan in the future.

"Just be careful in the future, or send more people to follow, the old lady doesn't like too many servants, you can also secretly follow behind without letting her know." Xiao He gave him an idea. Ji Changge nodded again and again before he laughed, "Brother Xiao really still has the most ideas." Invite you to drink another day. ”

A cyan figure flashed outside the porch, Ji Changge seemed to notice something, and called loudly: "Lei Hao, why don't you serve tea yet?" The distinguished guest has arrived, but the tea has been waiting for so long, it is too unruly! ”

The attendant Lei Hao took the tea tray from the figure outside and hurriedly brought it in.

Xiao He also seemed to see that Ji Changge was hiding something, but since he was covering it up, it was inconvenient for him to break it.

Aunt Ji cooks herself, and Xiao He is embarrassed to leave early, so she has been staying in Ji's Mansion for dinner and dining with his family. After serving the table, I found that there was an extra pair of Xiao He's dishes and chopsticks on the table.

"You also invited someone else?" Xiao He asked. Ji Changge hurriedly asked people to put away the extra set of dishes and chopsticks, "No, it's because the people miscalculated." ”

Aunt Ji stared at Ji Changge's appearance, and stopped talking, "Lord Xiao is not an outsider, what is that girl twisting, don't you spoil her on weekdays?" In the future, if you really become it, how can you still be on the table like now, let her come out to eat together. ”

Aunt Ji said like this, but Xiao He heard a little meaning.

She turned her head and looked at Ji Changge with a smile, "Brother Ji, this is why you are not kind, who is hiding in the house and not asking your brother to see you?" ”

Ji Changge hesitated and asked people to invite the green pothos girl to come out.

"Pothos?" Xiao He repeated the name, and suddenly remembered that she had seen Ji Changge walking with a woman on the street a few months ago.

Sure enough, a young woman in a green shirt and pink jacket came in from outside, and Ying Ying bowed her knees to Xiao He. When she raised her face, Xiao He couldn't help but feel a sense of familiarity. Ji Changge explained beside him, "Miss Green Pothos can't make a sound, please don't mind Brother Xiao." ”

When the pothos entered the table and sat next to Ji Changge, Aunt Ji glanced back and forth between them, and suddenly clapped her hands, "My wife is not dazzled, how can you see that this pothos is somewhat similar to Lord Xiao?" Lord Xiao, do you have any lost sisters in your family? ”