Chapter 925、They're getting more and more alike.
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Her head was aching more and more, and she felt like she was going crazy if she continued to struggle.
She looked at herself in the mirror and kept repeating the same sentence.
"What I love is Wen Yan, what I love is Wen Yan, and what I love has always been Wen Yan."
Wen Yan is Wen Yan, and Ah Yan is Ah Yan.
Two souls, two personalities, cannot be confused, she cannot be deviated, and she will not be confused.
"No, it's just a dream, I must be too eager for Wen Yan to come back, that's why I have such a strange dream." She picked up a handful of cold water and threw it on her face to clear her mind. "Dream, it's just a dream, don't scare yourself."
"What are you afraid of?"
At this moment, she heard Wen Yan's voice.
In the mirror, a Sven man with golden eyes clearly appeared.
She was suddenly afraid to see this fantasy, she closed her eyes stiffly, afraid that his next second action would be to hook the corners of his mouth, revealing Ah Yan's unique evil smile.
"I didn't miss you...... Why did you show up. ”
"You're clearly thinking about me, Huanhuan. Don't you really want to see me? Why don't you dare to open your eyes to me? ”
These words are as if they were ringing in the cochlea, so true.
It's just that there's no heat.
People who come out of fantasy have no real temperature.
A normal person's breath is spurted in the cochlea, and it is felt.
And fantasy, there are only cold and cold words.
Before, she used this as a consolation, but now she ...... I was so scared.
Is this Wen Yan, or is it yourself in the bottom of your heart?
"I do miss you, but...... I can't accept that you are myself. Are you gentle, or are you ...... My inner self. ”
"When you open your eyes, don't you know?"
"I ......," she trembled, unable to utter a complete sentence.
"You don't dare."
Wen Yan chuckled, this laughter was so gentle.
But, with a little mockery.
"Who says I wouldn't dare?"
Bai Huanhuan was ruthless, clenched his fists, and opened his eyes.
In the mirror, there is nothing.
The illusion is gone, only the pale self.
Myself......
Only yourself?
Is this his answer?
She looked at herself in the mirror in a daze, flesh and blood, with real temperature.
She smiled bitterly, she was really sick, hysteria was also sick.
Just as she was thinking, there was a knock on the door outside.
"Huanhuan, are you okay? Gu Gu is still waiting for us? ”
"Oh, right now."
She hurriedly responded, then cleaned up and came out.
Ah Yan saw that her face was pale and frightened, and she couldn't help frowning: "What's wrong with you?" The face is so ugly? ”
"I ...... I saw Wen Yan. ”
"You see him again?"
"Well, maybe you're right, what I see is false, he's me, the self in my heart. All the problems I dare not face are presented through him. ”
"Can't you accept his death?"
When Bai Huanhuan heard this, he opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but when the words came to his mouth, he couldn't say a word.
She also thought that she couldn't accept Wen Yan's death, so she made up a fake fantasy to accompany her.
But now...... She even faintly believed in the dream.
She was afraid that she would not be able to distinguish between the two people, and gradually confused Ah Yan and Wen Yan, and would give all her feelings for Wen Yan to Ah Yan.
Originally...... That's what fantasy is all about.
She looked at Ah Yan and suddenly became blurred.
Such an affectionate look at his eyes, once upon a time, so familiar, engraved to the bones, unforgettable.
Wen Yan's eyes, his gaze, were exactly the same.
Who is the person standing in front of you?
Whether it is Ah Yan or Wen Yan, or a combination of the two.
Her lips were pale, and she trembled and said, "Ah...... Ah Yan, sometimes can you tell the difference between you and Wen Yan? ”
"It used to be very clear, I was straight, and he was cowardly and timid. I admired force, but he didn't dare to swing his fist. I was violent and impulsive, and he was overly cautious. I'm rough and have a poor life, and he likes to tidy up the house, and I'm ...... in the kitchen."
"I can clearly tell that he is him and I am me, I disdain to be like him, I always feel that I am better than him, and I am the most suitable person to protect you."
"But now ......"
He said back, his brows furrowed, and he actually ...... Bite one's tongue.
"How's it going?"
When she asked, her voice trembled, carefully spilling out of her lips.
He pursed his lips, his eyes falling on her body darkly, and shook his head slightly.
"I don't know either."
"How can you not know, who you are, don't you know yourself?"
Bai Huanhuan was anxious, she couldn't find the answer in herself, she hoped that Ah Yan could give her a reassurance.
"I don't want to be like Wen Yan, but I learn from him to love you like that and be a normal person. I don't have a teacher, my appearance was achieved overnight, and everything I know about this world is known through Wen Yan. His eyes were my books, first to myself, then to ...... I was pulled by him. ”
"I'm like an experiment, an experiment that has failed, and Wen Yan is complete. I can't tell if I influenced him or if he influenced me. ”
"No, you are you, Wen Yan is Wen Yan......"
She was a little emotional.
"What's wrong with you? Something seems wrong with you, isn't there something wrong with you? ”
Seeing her like this, Ah Yan frowned tightly, worried about her body.
She also realized that she had lost her temper, let out a breath of turbidity, and said, "It's okay...... I, I'm probably overly nervous. ”
Her eyes twinkled, and it took several breaths of fresh air to calm her restless heart.
"It may be that Wen Yan is coming back, you are a little emotional, you didn't sleep well last night, and the dark circles under your eyes are so heavy. Don't be nervous, relax your nerves, and leave everything to me. ”
He touched her head, and his voice was so gentle that he seemed to be coaxing a child.
He was so tender and patient that she was delirious, and she really thought that Wen Yan was coming back.
Her heart trembled, and she subconsciously took a step back, avoiding his hand.
Ah Yan's hand hung in the air, and the air slipped through his fingers, with a clammy and cold breath.
It was already summer, and the weather was getting hot, but he felt cold.
She never shies away from herself.
His body was like falling into an ice cellar, and the temperature of his body was withdrawn little by little.
His fingers stiffened, retracted weakly, and said, "Let's go, Gu Gu is still waiting for us." ”
Between the words, there is a touch of bitterness.
Bai Huanhuan pursed his lips, knowing that his action just now hurt him.
But she couldn't help it.
She followed him downstairs, Gu Gu had already finished breakfast and was ready to go.
She couldn't swallow it, she really didn't have much appetite, so she ate a piece of bread and didn't want to eat it.
"You have to finish eating, or you won't be allowed to go out."
Ah Yan sank his face and said unhappily.
"I'm full!"
Ah Yan didn't seem to hear it, unmoved.
And Gu Gu looked at her expectantly, if she didn't finish eating, then they wouldn't be able to set off, and they would be late if they tossed it again.
"Aunt, just listen to your uncle and eat well. You see that Gu Gu has finished eating, this is what my uncle made early in the morning, ham, poached eggs, jam bread, and milk......"
When Bai Huanhuan heard this, his heart trembled slightly.
I don't know when Ah Yan's cooking skills have passed, and he is no longer the kitchen killer he was at the beginning.
Don't...... Can they really be mixed up?