Chapter 515: Helplessness and loneliness
Because Li Luochen knew very well in his heart that among the group of people around him, Xue Lang was the only one who dared to speak openly and secretly in front of him. From beginning to end, Jin Yuxuan is regarded as a person who leaves his young grandmother.
Xue Lang analyzed and analyzed, and finally shook his head, indicating that there was nothing he could do.
"Leave the president, if your subordinates say, it's better for you to go to the warm faction. Stick to it, Jin Cheng goes, Jin Shi is open. ”
"The sixth sense tells me that today's troubles are because of an incompetent assistant like you."
Li Luochen felt that looking for Xue Lang was definitely a mistake to delay time.
"Leaving the total, it seems that men don't have a sixth sense......"
"Get out." Li Luochen was afraid that if he stayed any longer, he would accidentally strangle him to death.
Xue Lang hurriedly turned around and fled. Today, I put such a set for my own president, I really don't know if I will be relegated to a wild place in the future?
wiped the thin sweat on his forehead, and felt uneasy, and felt sorry for the current young grandmother who had left home. Miss Qin is not bad, but for some reason, her return again is just that he can't see through her.
If he could, he hoped that Miss Jin would eventually marry his own president regardless of her name. At the same time, I also hope that Miss Qin can open one eye, close one eye, and sit in the backyard steadily......
Li Luochen learned that Jin Yuxuan had left the company, so he sent Angel to follow.
And Jin Yuxuan seems to be born with a transcendent self-healing ability, but Jue Si calls her heartless.
The two of them went crazy for a while, and returned to Jues's residence. As night fell, Jue Si overheard Jin Yuxuan's confiding in the flowers.
finally knew why she made a big fuss today.
In a fit of rage, Jue Si didn't even say hello, and went to Huaxi. I didn't see anyone, so I went to the old house where I left home, but I still didn't see half of him.
Going round and round, he entered the night sky.
Maybe it's because the road is narrow, and as soon as he enters the gate, he bumps into Liluochen. His pull off Luochen's tie was a head-on punch.
Liluochen's side face, his non-punch hit Liluochen's face. If he wanted to punch a second time, he had already intervened, and the two bodyguards who ran out of nowhere fought with him.
The fight on this occasion is not much of a surprise to the regulars here. Basically, it's all numb doing what I've been doing before.
"Stop." Li Luochen lightly touched the sore spot with the back of his hand. "Don't tell me, you're here to talk to my bodyguards."
"I'm here to fight for people."
Jues clenched his fists and squeaked, moving his neck from side to side, as if he hadn't been ready to attack yet.
"I can't do it!" Li Luochen casually dropped a sentence, and walked out.
Jues chased him out, but every time he got close to Liluochen, he was blocked by the bodyguards.
"Liluochen, you sacrifice a woman to keep your woman safe, you are really not a man!" Jues began to shout on the main road, attracting the attention of people who did not return home at night on the side of the road.
Li Luochen heard what he said, and raised his hand to signal the bodyguard not to stop him.
Jue Si finally arrived in front of Liluochen, and before he could speak, he reached out to fight again. Li Luochen was helpless, fought with him a few times, and finally subdued him and pushed him out.
"Who have I sacrificed? Who are you going to protect? ”
"You knowingly asked! You weren't true all the time
The heart has treated her, and all your approaches have only one purpose, that is, to make your enemies think that you like her. So as to effectively let Qin Yanran avoid the edge. Give up one of her, on the cusp of the storm, and hide from the sword and arrow for your woman......"
Jues seemed to scold him a lot. But now that he thinks about it, he can't remember it anymore. Perhaps, the moment he understood the reason for her fuss, he was no longer in a state to listen.
It turns out that she is because of this? But this is true, even he can't figure it out. Obviously, he gave up her for Qin Yanran, and obviously among those who don't know, they all think that he abandoned his wife and children for Qin Yanran......
But why, all the spearheads are pointed at, the woman who has fallen out of favor in the gossip?
Unbelievable, I don't know what went wrong? Suddenly, he returned to his old house again.
Qin Yanran smiled indifferently, she was still so gentle and lovely. "Chen, you're back."
In her eyes, Liluochen saw the scorching heat of loving herself. "Hmm."
"You've been drinking?" Qin Yanran thoughtfully put the quilt on him, "Do you want to take a shower before going to sleep?" ”
"Hmm." Li Luochen walked into the bathroom tiredly, but forgot to lock it.
The sound of "whooshing" water made him sober up a lot, and the two women, in his mind, kept appearing alternately.
Liluochen, shouldn't you scold? The two most important women in your life have suffered a lot of grievances because of yourself, what qualifications do you have to hurt any of them?
Guilt, shame, helplessness, sadness...... Let him just want to drench himself in the water like this, as if only in this way will he wash away some complicated unhappiness.
The door, unconsciously, was opened from the outside with a thin slit, and then, a graceful and delicate body, in the mist, walked in with a bathrobe. "Tatsu."
Liluochen was instantly shocked out of twelve points of soberness. He hurriedly raised his hand and pulled down a bath towel on the horizontal shelf, turned around in a panic, and quickly wrapped it around his waist.
Although he was a hundred times unhappy in his heart, he still tried not to say it angrily.
"Get out."
"Okay." Although Qin Yanran knew that he was unhappy, not only did she not turn her head to leave, but continued to walk towards him with her bathrobe.
"Get out." Li Luochen suppressed his emotions, but the volume was much heavier than before.
"Taking a shower for too long is not good for your health. I've put my bathrobe here, you come out quickly. Qin Yanran's gentle voice made Li Luochen sound even more arrogant.
"Thank you." He turned his back to her, his anger suppressed, hoping that she would leave soon.
"Tatsu, I'm ......"
Just when Liluochen heard her turn around to leave, she returned without warning, stretched out her arms, and hugged him in her arms from behind and sneered.
Under the flower umbrella of the bath, the two are like a pair of distressed mandarin ducks in the rain curtain.
It's okay to be in Luochen.
But the woman in the nightgown was also stuck to her body because of the wetness. The graceful body, any man who sees it, can't help but get carried away.
And Liluochen, which is close at hand, is helpless and endlessly guilty and painful.
"Chen, I love you." Qin Yanran cried so much that she whimpered, her tears blended, and she couldn't tell how much sadness and pain it contained.
The day of departure and sunset has already been lost half of his life by Jin Yuxuan's crying. At this time, Qin Yanran's pear blossoms brought rain, which undoubtedly made him fall apart faster.
He finally had to turn around and hold her in his arms, "Ranran, I'm sorry, I'm ...... I ...... "choked between saying and not talking."
Qin Yanran was like a woman made of water, crying in a low voice, and the tears that couldn't be stopped were constantly corroding Liluochen's heart like numbness.
He jerked away the weeping woman and put his bathrobe on his body with his back to her. Then he carefully carried her out of the bathroom......
"What's wrong?" He laid her down softly on the double bed, and saw that her face was not as pale as before. "Is there something uncomfortable?"
"Hmm." Qin Yanran nodded honestly, lowered her eyelids slightly, and pointed to her chest. "It's not comfortable here."
However, heart disease still requires heart medicine.
Li Luochen was silent, and then as if he had made a big decision, he bravely met her tear-stained face, "How can I make it comfortable there?" ”
"I just want a baby. Will you give me a baby? Her eyes were full of anticipation. Good no good? ”
Heartbreak is accompanied by crying, helplessness is accompanied by loneliness.
Li Luochen felt that today seemed to be his day of disaster. One seems to be vexatious, and the other is like asking for a reward.
He knew he didn't like hugging left and right. It's a last resort, and it's hard to choose......
On the one hand, he doesn't want to live up to his first love, which is also very affectionate to him. On the other hand, he really can't let go, and he is reluctant to leave the love of his life. He felt that if he endured that feeling any longer, he would go crazy.
"Yet, didn't we say yes?"
"Yes, I said it, but I regretted it again, I can't live without you." Qin Yanran unloaded all her pride and still cried. "And, I just want a baby. Don't you even agree to this? ”
"......" Liluochen found that no matter how cultured a woman is, in the face of feelings, it is not easy to count.
Talking about emotional matters with women is simply beyond his means. It's better to give him a strong man with 18,000 enemy troops, and come simply and comfortably.
The woman in front of her kept praying, and the tears of sadness slipped like no money......
Liluochen is also becoming more and more uncertain. In the end, he chose one, and all men, would choose to escape.
Let's take one step at a time! I hope that one day, after the mountains and rivers are exhausted, there will be bright willows and flowers.
"Yanran, give me some time, let me think about it, okay?"
Seeing that she finally nodded, Liluochen gently patted her into a dream, but he felt that there were thousands of ants, in his heart, falling and climbing, climbing and falling......
Half a month later, the weather was a little warmer again.
Walking on the side of the road in the warm spring sun, Jin Yuxuan's heart still seemed to be wrapped in ice and snow, no matter how thick the cotton clothes were, there was no sign of melting.
"It's been a cold winter this year." This is the common phrase she has used in the past half a month to answer those who suspect that she has a fever.
"I'm colder, reward me with one." Jues simply pulled one off her and draped it over his shoulders nowhere.
"It's ugly." Jin Yuxuan glared at him, but inadvertently, he browsed into a car with the windows lowered, the figure that had not been seen for a long time. The car, caught in the traffic jam, crawled forward like a snail......
In the past half a month, Li Luochen has indeed never harassed her again, more as if he deliberately avoided her, and he never even stepped into the door of the Jin family.
It's not that I don't want to, it's not that I don't love, but I ...... Afraid. That's right! It's just fear. For the first time in my life, I was really timid.