It's a waste-like existence
Nan Wen is very clear about all this, but in fact, Nan Wen doesn't really want to make herself aware of all this, but it is a pity that all this has been deeply engraved in her mind.
And even if Nanwen wants to forget, he can't forget it, because there is never a way for human thoughts to be completely deleted.
And there is no way to memorize these things as completely as computers and programs, because humans and machines are never the same.
After all, whether it is thoughts, feelings, or memory, there is a very big gap, and all this cannot be changed by exhausting any means the day after tomorrow.
Nanwen had tried to change all this, but after thinking about it too much and doing too much, he realized that his idea was completely whimsical.
And there is no way to do this myself, so I might as well stop my hand as soon as possible.
Then stop doing these messy things, only in this way can you live more freely and make yourself happier.
"Then I apologize to you, I'll rub your hair again, so you don't get angry, and you don't feel this very unbelievable, okay?"
"I did it all wrong just now, I will never make such a joke on you next time, do you think I'm very good? Isn't it very impressive? ”
If Ji Qingxun's hippie smiling face is looked at by others, he must feel that he may have broken eyes, or his own brain is broken.
Otherwise, how could you see such a horrific picture? And to be able to pocket such a picture?
So the fact that those people aren't here now is the best outcome for them, because if they are, it's going to be a super big blow.
So sometimes God is very kind to everyone, but sometimes it is a little unfair to everyone.
South Vancouver has lived in this very unfair environment most of the time, but South Vancouver has been able to make this unfair environment more fair, and it is indeed good now.
"Don't rub it, don't rub it, I'm really going back to school, you hurry up and take a good rest for a while, I've always been fine here, and there's no need for you to waste time on me all the time."
The whole night that Nanwen was here was a waste of time, and his mind was still very confused.
But most of the things have been sorted out and put together, and the only way to do this is to find a free time to take them all out and think about them again, and if you can't think clearly, then there is no other way.
Nanwen had never felt such powerlessness even when he was in the orphanage, but today he really felt very powerless.
And suddenly I feel like I'm a waste, even if I think I'm good enough and really strong enough, but all this is just the narrowest bit of my own cognition.
Because my perception of myself is really very unfamiliar, and it is also very incomplete, because I am completely like a waste-like existence.