Chapter 208: Maybe You Don't Understand How Painful I Was Back Then
What exactly do you ...... Do you value our relationship very much? Xu Jinsheng asked an irrelevant question.
Gu Yaqi said without hesitation: "Of course I have!" What do you think of me? ”
"Hmm. That's good. Xu Jinsheng finally found a reason to comfort herself. Remember to eat to your heart's content. Drink plenty of water. It's been a bit hot lately. ”
"Hmm. Got it. ”
Finally, at this moment, they returned to calm, without the-for-tat just now, and there was no quarrel just now. And Xu Jinsheng's tears also stopped at this time.
Although everything seems to be calm, only Xu Jinsheng knows in his heart how painful his heart is, and the pain is so clear.
"So, I'm leaving."
After Xu Jinsheng left, the irritability in Gu Yasheng's heart completely exploded. He swept the plates off the table with his bare hands, the sound of glass shattering in the quiet atmosphere at the moment.
He knew that he had been abnormal recently, and he also knew that he was very cold to Xu Jinsheng. It's just that he couldn't restrain his resentment, facing Xu Guofeng and her.
Since the actual confrontation with Xu Guofeng, almost every night he has had the nightmare of his father being killed, and the experience of his own kidnapping, which has been going back and forth, tormenting him deeply. The hatred for Xu Jinsheng is also stronger and clearer than any previous moment.
He couldn't disguise it anymore, he couldn't wear a gentle mask for her anymore.
remembered that when he asked her not long ago if she was the girl who killed him in the first place, she still denied it even now. Was she overestimating herself, or was she underestimating him?
What he hates the most is that someone lied to him in front of him.
Yes, the reason why he dated Xu Jinsheng was just part of his long-term plan. He wanted to use Xu Jinsheng's step to have any close contact with Xu Guofeng, and use her identity as his daughter to control him.
And in the implementation of this plan, it turned out to be very smooth. He didn't expect that he would be able to capture the hearts of the Yiren so quickly.
He couldn't help but sneer when he remembered that she had just said his painful words, with a sense of pain. "Pain? Maybe you, the daughter, will never understand what it feels like to be in pain. For me, that's something I don't dare to taste anymore. ”
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Back in his office, he lay blankly in his office chair, staring feebly at the lines of the ceiling.
The room was dark and stuffy.
In his mind, there were memories of being with Xu Jinsheng one after another, most of which were sweet and pink. As time passed, the picture regressed to its original appearance, and he and she did not know her at that time.
He still remembers that he was narcissistically accosting her.
After that, he told her coldly to stop pretending, she was clearly the girl who killed him back then. But he did everything, and he never thought that she would lie with her eyes wide open.
Of course he didn't believe it. Deeply trapped in darkness and pain, how could he easily trust her?
At the end, the scene stops in a darkly lit warehouse. The door of the warehouse opened slightly, and a ray of moonlight came in, shining on his expression of excitement and anticipation that longed for light.
A girl stood in his way, shattering his hopes. No matter how much he pleaded, she remained unmoved, allowing him to be dragged into the abyss of darkness.
It was a painful experience that was repeated over and over again in a nightmare, and he would never forget it for the rest of his life.