Chapter 248: Face your inner emotions

"Hitomi-chan, there are so many people guarding you, you have to be confident in your future. No matter what you think your future looks like, that doesn't mean it's the end for you. Buddha Sheng said seriously. So, think about it, who do you really like? Buddha asked with a smile. Yan Tong was a little flustered, and his face turned red unconsciously. "I, I, I don't know." Yan Tong said vaguely. Buddha Sheng gently touched Yan Tong's head: "Fool, don't be afraid, we are all by your side." Yan Tong buried his face in his knees and muttered, "I really don't know, since I had that dream, I haven't thought about my own feelings, feelings that are destined to be fruitless, I don't want to touch them." Buddha Sheng asked in a low voice, "Are you afraid that you will be hurt?" Or are you afraid that someone else will get hurt? Yan Tong raised his head and thought for a while: "It's all there." Buddha Sheng smiled: "Little Hitomi, you are so cute." ”

Yan Tong looked at Buddha Sheng with a puzzled expression: "What? Buddha Sheng smiled and said, "Don't be afraid of getting hurt, because some injuries, even if you suffer them, are worth it." Yan Tong still didn't understand, and a pair of bright eyes looked at Buddha Sheng seriously: "It's worth it to be injured?" Buddha Sheng scratched Yan Tong's nose: "Xiao Hitomi, the monkey and I like you very much, you should know this." I'll admit that at first, I was only nice to you because of my mission, but after getting along with you, I realized that I really liked you. However, I found that your liking for me suddenly stopped. I was wondering if you were afraid of something. I stay by your side quietly, just to not cause pressure to you, I don't want you to think that I stay by your side, just to force you to fall in love with me. Hitomi, you are an independent individual, you have the right to choose your love, not that you can only choose me. Do you understand? ”

Yan Tong looked at the serious Buddha Sheng, tears glistening in his eyes, and nodded weakly: "I know, I understand what you said." I know what you and the monkey like about me, it's just that I didn't think about what to choose. Monkey feelings, I refused. Buddha Sheng was slightly stunned: "You refused?" Yan Tong nodded: "When the monkey confessed to me, I refused, I am very grateful that he likes me, but I know clearly in my heart that I don't like him." "Do you like me, then?" Buddha Sheng asked seriously. Yan Tong glanced at Buddha Sheng and hesitated for a while: "I don't know, maybe I like it, it's just that I don't dare to admit it." The Buddha was puzzled: "Why don't you dare to admit it?" Yan Tong smiled bitterly: "Buddha Sheng, you are really good to me, you have waited for me for thousands of years, since you met me, you have always done a lot of things for me silently, I know it." I know very well your feelings for me, it's just that I'm afraid, I'm afraid that I will live up to your deep affection, and I'm afraid that you will be sad without me in the future. ”

"So, I choose to escape, I don't want you to pay too much to me, I don't want you to fall too deep, I think, this is the best reward for you." Yan Tong leaned on his knee and whispered. Buddha Sheng cautiously hugged Yan Tong into his arms: "Fool, even if you don't do anything, I will fall deeper and deeper, and I will give everything for you, because you have taken root in my heart, and no one can take you away from my heart." Hitomi-chan, even if you don't respond to my feelings, I'll always be by your side. Yan Tong leaned on the Buddha's shoulder, and felt incomparably peaceful in his heart. Thank you for liking me so much. Yan Tong whispered. Buddha Sheng smiled: "Because you are worth it." So, it's me who should thank you for letting me know that liking someone turns out to be such a beautiful thing. ”

Yan Tong leaned on the shoulder of the Buddha Sheng, did not say anything more, and gradually, fell asleep. Buddha Sheng looked down at the villain on his shoulder, slept soundly, and the corners of his mouth raised: "Fool, don't be afraid, I will always be with you." Sun Xingzhi at the end of the aisle leaned against the wall, and the corners of his mouth also raised: "Since she has made a choice, you have to treat her well." Buddha Sheng replied in a low voice: "I will." Sun Xingzhi smiled: "I won't give up, if one day, you give up on her, I will definitely snatch her desperately." Buddha Sheng looked in Sun Xingzhi's direction and said lightly: "Even if the whole world gives up on her, I won't give up on her, I'm afraid you won't have a chance." Sun Xingzhi turned to leave: "You have to do what you say." ”

The next morning, when Yan Tong woke up from the bedroom, Buddha Sheng was already sitting on the sofa looking at her. "Early." Buddha Sheng said with a smile. Yan Tong thought of yesterday's conversation and smiled a little awkwardly: "Hehe, good morning." Buddha Sheng got up and went to help Yan Tong pick out clothes: "Today we will go climbing the mountain." Yan Tong yawned: "Climbing the mountain?" Buddha Sheng nodded: "Well, the scenery on the mountain here is very good." Yan Tong stretched: "Okay." After picking out his clothes, Buddha Sheng went out: "After dressing, come out for breakfast." Yan Tong let out an "oh" and began to change clothes. Waiting for Yan Tong to walk to the restaurant with a chirp. Everyone had finished breakfast and was preparing for lunch. "Hitomi, your breakfast is on the table, hurry up and eat, I'll arrange it for you at noon." Liu Xiaoxiao was busy while taking care of him.

Yan Tong looked at the busy people: "What are you all busy with?" "Lunch at noon." Liu Xiaoxiao explained. Yan Tong was calmly eating breakfast while leisurely looking at a few busy people. After a while, the different pupils also came out of the bedroom and sat leisurely opposite Yan Tong to eat Yan Tong's breakfast. "You've just gotten up, huh?" Yan Tong asked with a smile. The different pupil nodded: "I was woken up, just got up and went to play with you." "What? Are you going too? Buddha Sheng, make one more sushi. Liu Xiaoxiao hurriedly ordered. Yan Tong looked at Liu Xiaoxiao, who was anxious, and couldn't help laughing: "Xiaoxiao, sometimes, I really feel that you are like our eldest parent, sometimes cold, sometimes warm, sometimes irritable, sometimes gentle. Liu Xiaoxiao glanced at Yan Tong: "It's not that you forced me, I feel like I'm going to become your mother." ”

"Don't, I have a mother, you can be my sister." Yan Tong teased. Liu Xiaoxiao sighed: "Yes, I have a lazy sister, I'm not the almighty king." Yan Tong smiled and said, "Others don't want such a cute sister as me." Liu Xiaoxiao was angry and funny, and glared at Yan Tong: "Eat your breakfast." Yan Tong was smiling, and the different pupils said coldly: "It seems that you have already made a decision." Yan Tong was confused: "What? The different pupils glanced at the Buddha Sheng: "It turns out that what you have always liked in your heart is the Buddha Sheng?" Yan Tong paused, then smiled: "Well, yes." I've always liked him, it's just that I don't dare to face it. The different pupil smiled: "So, are you going to face it now?" Yan Tong nodded seriously: "Well, I plan to face my feelings, my heart, and my life." The different pupils nodded: "Very good, this is what you should be." Yan Tong smiled and pushed the breakfast in front of the different pupils: "Thank you, different pupils." ”

The different pupil shrugged helplessly: "Don't thank me, all of this is what you have, it's just that you don't feel it." Yan Tong nodded: "In the past, I always felt that as long as I kept my distance from them and didn't invest too much emotion, they wouldn't be sad when I left." But I found out that I was wrong, even if I wasn't emotionally engaged, but they were invested, whether I responded or not, they were invested, and they were still sad when I left. The different pupils nodded: "Yes, Xiao Hitomi, if you don't pay, it doesn't mean that others don't pay, on the contrary, if you don't get a response, it will make them more sad, because they have given everything, but they haven't been able to get your response, do you understand what I mean?" Yan Tong nodded: "I understand, I'm really thankful for you, I was too negative before." ”