Maybe this is the feeling of being a mother, after all, I'm not that girl anymore.

Hanging up the phone, Qiao Wan waved it down the street, and a taxi stopped in front of her.

"Go to the counseling room." Qiao Wan closed the car door and paused suddenly.

"Master, it's okay to drive a little slower, you don't have to be in such a hurry on the road."

The taxi drove slowly through the streets, and Qiao Wan leaned his head slightly on the glass bed, looking a little tired.

Perhaps even she herself has realized that since she became pregnant, there has been something obviously wrong with her emotions lately.

Linda may just be a fuse for herself to release the negative emotions in her heart under the guise of it.

Qiao Wan thought to herself, lowered her head and buried her body weakly.

In the intimate relationship with Gu Jingzhao, perhaps because they have been together for too long, she seems to be a little tired.

"Why did you suddenly remember to call me?" Song Yi listened to Qiao Wan's voice on the other side of the phone, and was a little surprised, "I thought it was Gu Jingzhao." What's wrong, what's going on? ”

"Nothing." After being silent for a long time, Qiao Wan's voice rang out, "Do you have any patients on hand now?" I'll go to you later, if there's time after the consultation, I'll go to you later. ”

"Not today." Listening to Qiao Wan's voice, which didn't seem to have any spirits, Song Yi thought for a while, "If you come now, I'll wait for you here." ”

The call on the other end was cut off, Song Yi put down the phone and looked at the scale crossed by the clock on his wrist, a little hesitant.

Qiao came to visit him later, should he tell Gu Jingzhao about it?

Standing in front of the door of the psychological counseling room, Qiao Wan's heart was also quite entangled.

Song Yi and Gu Jingzhao are too close, so if he comes here, Gu Jingzhao will probably know.

So if you want to solve the conflict with Gu Jingzhao independently, but is it the right choice to find him?

After hesitating for a moment, Qiao Wan paused but still mustered up the courage to gently knock on the door of the psychological counseling room.

"Come in." A voice came from the other side of the door, prompting Qiao Wan to push the door open.

After all, they are all stepping on the line, and I am afraid that there is no room for me to stop now.

"It's been a long time." Qiao Wan smiled politely and sat down on the sofa. "I'm sorry to bother you all of a sudden."

"It's okay, you should have something on your mind when you came to me, right?"

poured a glass of water for Qiao Wan, and Song Yi continued, "And it should be related to Gu Jingzhao, right?" ”

"Maybe." Qiao Wan said, "I don't know how to talk to you. ”

"I can see that you are very entangled. I guess I care about my relationship with him, and I'm thinking about whether to come to me. ”

"What do you think?" Qiao Wan replied: "After all, you have to talk about it, you have been with him longer." ”

"Well, I did think about telling him before you came. But.."

Song Yi showed a hint of a smile, and continued: "But I still gave up directly." After all, I still have a work ethic. You don't have to worry, if you have anything to say, just convey it to me directly, there is no need to hide it. I treat patients the same. ”

"Thank you. I knew you'd keep it a secret for me."

met Song Yi's gaze, Qiao Wan also smiled back, and then hung her head a little listlessly.

"Do you think it's better for me to be separated from him for a while?"

"Why do you say that? At the moment, I think your relationship is relatively healthy. And aren't you all pregnant with his child? Song Yi frowned and asked.

"That's true, but I think I've changed. Recently, his self-control has been getting worse and worse, and he will lose his temper at him from time to time. I can't bear even the slightest thing. I seem to be suffering from depression. ”

"Do you think your condition is sick?" Song Yi asked.

"Isn't it, I guess that person won't be able to stand me if it goes on like this? You know, that person used to be quite withdrawn, maybe he couldn't go on with me now. ”

"You're thinking too much, and with what I know about him, I'm sure he won't do that."

Song Yi looked into Qiao Wan's eyes and said comfortingly in a calm tone.

"The way you look now is just a typical pre-pregnancy syndrome, and anxiety is inevitable, and it will be fine after a while."

"I know, but... If we continue like this, we will both be very hurt. ”

Qiao Wan stroked her abdomen and smiled as if she was self-deprecating, "I'm quite selfish, and sometimes I think it's better not to have this child, so that I may not have so much estrangement with him." ”

"I think it's a benign way of thinking. Before and after having children, the charm of women is different. Song Yi smiled and said: "But if you think like this, it means that your relationship really hasn't faded, and you still care about him very much, that's enough." The marriage relationship is inherently complementary, and I think he will try to understand you now. ”

"yes, I don't think he will." Qiao Wan shook his head and said, "He still seems to be the little boy who hasn't grown up, just like me now." Maybe we're all too young to be adults. Not to mention the qualifications to be parents. ”

"You just haven't noticed it yet." Song Yi smiled and said, "Do you know, he is actually not the person I knew before."

After returning from Song Yi, Qiao Wan saw a lot.

Even she didn't expect that after revealing these complicated thoughts, her mood would be so much lighter.

However, to Qiao Wan's surprise, Gu Jingzhao was waiting for her at home after work early in the morning.

I even cooked for the first time in a long time.

Qiao Wan didn't say anything politely, and sat directly on the seat and stuffed up.

"I want to apologize to you for today's incident."

Gu Jingzhao's expression was mixed with a little guilt, and he slowly spoke: "I didn't mean to say those words, you know, I've been too busy recently, and I may be a little anxious." I didn't take into account your mood, I'm sorry. ”

Joe paused and put down the oily food in his hand.

In Gu Jingzhao's somewhat inquiring gaze, he slammed the food in his hand into Gu Jingzhao's mouth.

"I don't need your apology... But I'll write it down first."

Facing Gu Jingzhao's surprised expression, Qiao Wan seemed to have become the naïve little girl she was at the beginning, and said with a bit of a girlish smile.

"When our children come out, I'll work with that little guy to clean up after you, the bad guy."

"That's it. . . I know, then I'll pick him up in a while, hang up first. ”

Picking up the chicken blanket in his hand and flicking the dust on the desk, Qiao Wan turned his head sideways to look at Gu Jingzhao and put away his mobile phone.