Song Qingnan was thinking about this, and Guan Yanhui also saw that she was absent-minded, not only did not let her go, but also said a few more words to it.

"I know that there are some things that you still don't know, so I'll tell you all about it today."

Guan Yanhui said unhurriedly, a woman who has always been very smug and heartless, her voice is full of vicissitudes, and people can't help but want to hug her well.

Song Qingnan panicked at that time, she did think about this matter just now, but he didn't want Guan Yanhui to say it personally, after all, she knew that this matter was a scar for Guan Yanhui that she couldn't fall off for the rest of her life, even if it had scabbed, it would still itch from time to time to prove its existence.

"You don't have to say no, sometimes you can understand your own situation by using other people's experiences."

Guan Yanhui smiled, squeezed Song Qingnan's hand, and signaled her not to refuse in a hurry.

"I was only nineteen years old at the time, and it was the time when the heavens and the earth were not afraid. Because he failed the college entrance examination, he was only admitted to a second-rate university, so he didn't attach so much importance to his studies. My boyfriend at that time, Lu Zecheng, you also know, we played together. ”

"That's good for me, a lot of the time it's good to take care of my feelings. But when he looked at me, his eyes did show love, but it was not the love of others, it was not the love of me, it was like looking at something else through me. ”

"Actually, I've always known about it, but I've never told you. At that time, I was always self-righteous, and I thought that even if he didn't love me now, he was still with me, not to mention, it was he who took the initiative to pursue me first. ”

"I've been hiding it from anyone. So I treated him better, and always took out the money I had saved from time to time to buy him what he liked, and he was always very happy, making me feel that those gifts were more important than me, and in fact they were. ”

"After half a year together, I'm pretty sure I'm really in love with him. I wanted to be with him all the time, and that night he told me that he was going out on some business and might not be back until later, and of course I said yes, and worried about him like a shabi. Oh, we've been together for so long, he hasn't touched me yet. Even if you sleep in the same bed, it is also distinct. ”

"At half past one in the morning, his friend suddenly called me, used his mobile phone, and told me that he had drunk too much in a KTV and was so dizzy that he couldn't find the north. When I saw that it was his mobile phone number, I got up and took a taxi without any suspicion. That KTV is indeed as rumored to be, very messy. ”

"I went to the private room as his so-called friend said, and I was stunned as soon as I opened the door. The table was full of wine bottles, everyone was drunk, and only two people were still sober. One is him, and another man with a fat head and a big ear cap tattoo. ”

"I was so surprised to see him that I didn't ask him why he knew such a seemingly unserious friend, nor did I ask him who the friend who said he was drunk. I threw myself on him, but to my surprise, he pushed me away, his eyes were full of alienation and indifference, and I was stupefied and asked him why he was looking at me like that. ”