"Perhaps, through the diary, you can find out who your father is." Buddha Sheng looked at the contents of the diary and reminded. Yan Tong was completely immersed in the diary and couldn't extricate himself. Buddha Sheng felt a little strange, so he patted Yan Tong's shoulder, but found that he couldn't touch Yan Tong. "Damn it!" Buddha Sheng cursed in a low voice. Feng Yu's voice came from nothingness: "Hahahaha, how about it, it's better for me to be skilled, Xiao Hitomi really obediently came to the program I arranged for her." Buddha Sheng clenched his fists: "What do you want to do?" Feng Yu's voice gradually drifted away: "I just want her to be my companion." "Companion?" Buddha Sheng didn't understand Feng Yu's words, could it be that there were any bad memories in this diary?

"I finally got into my dream university, and it seemed like all the good things were just beginning. Tonight, I'm going to confess to him, and to be honest, I'm a little nervous." In the diary, it depicts the excitement and anxiety of a young girl who is pregnant with spring when she is ready to confess to the person she likes. Yan Tong looked at the words in the diary, imagining the scene at that time, and also became uneasy.

"It turns out that everything is just my own passion." Seeing this line of words, Yan Tong's heart also sank, and it seemed that the confession had failed.

"The life of the university is similar to what I imagined, everything in the past, let him go with the wind. I will meet better people, I will start a new life, I am still me, and I will definitely live well. After the start of school, Lin Jing's mood seemed to be much broader.

"I met a boy today, his smile is as warm as him, gentle to me, and like him, it makes my heart move, but I can't figure it out, do I like him or him? I'm asking myself too. Maybe, I still can't forget him. "This day was written about a new boy, and a lot of details were written about how the two of them got along. Yan Tong looked at it word by word, and was already completely immersed in the world of the diary. No matter how the Buddha shouted in the real world, Yan Tong didn't react.

"He confessed to me today, and I agreed, it's time to give myself a chance, I'm also an adult, and I'll take responsibility for my own feelings. Since my parents passed away, I have been responsible for my life with my younger brother, and the money left by my parents is enough for me and my younger brother to live. I will definitely take care of my brother and take care of myself. "Mom and Dad died? Yan Tong was a little puzzled, why didn't he feel like he had seen the diary about his grandparents' death? Yan Tong suddenly felt a little dizzy, and gradually couldn't see the diary in front of him clearly.

"I'm sad I didn't think he was that kind of person. I broke up with him decisively, I am not such a casual girl, I can't agree to his unreasonable demands. Perhaps, in his opinion, this is a very common thing, however, I can't accept it, I have to keep my own bottom line. "For some reason, the words in the diary crawled into Yan Tong's mind one by one like ants." Buddha, I'm so uncomfortable. Yan Tong whispered. Behind him, no one responded. Yan Tong wanted to look back at the Buddha, but found that he seemed to be frozen. Yan Tong wanted to struggle, wanted to put down the diary, but found that he couldn't do anything.

"After the breakup, he came to me many times, he wanted to get back together, but I didn't want to. I don't know what kind of girl I am in his heart, but I will keep my own bottom line, me and him are not destined to be people of the same world. "Even if Yan Tong closes his eyes, the words in the diary will still appear in Yan Tong's mind." Feng Yu, what do you want me to see? Yan Tong whispered. At this moment, Yan Tong already knew that all this was done by Feng Yu.

"What should I do? What am I going to do? I really didn't expect it to turn out like this. Who the hell told him where I lived? I shouldn't have put him in, I didn't expect him, he's such a person, he really makes me sick. I hate him, I hate him, I hope never to see him again in the future, I never want to see him again for the rest of my life! Yan Tong was attracted by this diary, and began to read it seriously, and Yan Tong, who read the diary seriously, would not feel uncomfortable.

"He still shows up at my door from time to time, but I haven't let him in after that day. Although he has been apologizing for what happened that day, the mistakes he made have caused irreparable damage to me, and I will not forgive him, but I don't hate him anymore because he is unworthy. "That day? Did something happen that day? Don't? Yan Tong continued to look at the diary seriously for the sake of the truth.

"This is the third time I've thrown up this week, and I haven't had my period this month, and I don't know why, I always have a bad premonition. No, no, I said to myself over and over again. I don't want to have anything to do with that man out there anymore, please God don't torture me, okay? Yan Tong frowned, almost certain that Lin Jing at this time should be pregnant.

"I went to the hospital for a check-up today, and when I got the list, I was devastated. It's just that time, why did you get pregnant with a child? He was still waiting for me at the door today, and when I saw him, I wanted to kill him. I'm not a ruthless person, but I decided to get rid of this kid. Don't blame me, child, you didn't come at the right time, I don't want you to come into this world and suffer with me. Yan Tong's hand tightened unconsciously, a little nervous.

"I can't do it, I really can't do it. The child is innocent. Even if he is a jerk, the child is innocent. I decided, give up everything, get out of here, give birth to this child, and raise her. Yan Tong's eyes moistened a little.

"Today I got everything done. Taking a break from school was really hard for me, and even the teachers felt sorry for me. But I had to leave, I didn't want anyone to know I was pregnant, especially him. I decided to leave quietly and not let anyone know. I have sold my old house, and I have bought a new house. No one was able to find me. Child, you can rest assured that even if you don't have a complete family, your mother will try her best to give you a good life. It turned out that Lin Jing gave up her studies and ran to a strange city alone to give birth to Yan Tong.

"It's really gratifying to watch my children grow day by day. I love my child and I don't hate him anymore. Maybe I was too stubborn at the beginning, or maybe I really didn't love him enough. I'm grateful to him for giving me this baby, but I still don't want to have anything to do with him, because the hurt he gave me will never forget. Yan Tong seemed to understand what Lin Jing said in the illusion.

"I will definitely do my best to protect my daughter, and I will definitely do my best to give her a good life, even if there are many difficulties, I will persevere." Lin Jing writes less and less in her diary, and the number of words is getting less and less. It should be a person who takes care of the children and has to work, so he can't be busy.

Yan Tong was finally able to put down the diary at this time. "Hitomi-chan, are you alright?" Buddha sensed that Yan Tong had returned to the real world. "I'm fine." Yan Tong shook his head and said lightly. Buddha Sheng frowned and looked at Yan Tong carefully: "Your face is not very good." Yan Tong nodded: "I know why my mother didn't tell me who my father is." Buddha Sheng looked at the diary: "Did you find the answer in the diary?" Yan Tong shook his head: "My mother didn't write her name, I just knew that there was an entanglement between them." Buddha Sheng patted Yan Tong on the shoulder: "If you want to find your father, we will have another way." Yan Tong shook his head: "I don't want to, my mother doesn't want me to go to my father." Buddha Sheng nodded: "I support you in whatever decision you make." Yan Tong looked at the diary in front of him: "Feng Yu has done something to these diaries, and I can't see many of the contents. Buddha Sheng took a copy casually and flipped it casually: "Now that the illusion is solved, let's take it back, and let's read it slowly later." Yan Tong nodded: "Feng Yu shouldn't let me go so easily, he will definitely find my father and do something." Buddha Sheng nodded: "It's okay, I'm here." ”