Because in the future, maybe we will never be able to look at each other as quietly as we do now.

Soon after, Qing Yao and I finally got out of bed. After we got dressed, I personally combed Qing Yao's long hair. Every comb is so careful.

After some tidying up, Qingyao and I simply ate some things again. We took the things that Qing Yao had packed up yesterday and went on the road, and the direction we went to was the village where Susan's house was located, and naturally we were also going in the direction of asking the Daomen.

In the months that followed, Qingyao and I were on the road. And on the way, we also inquired about the news of the ghost king.

But we didn't hear anything, and it was as if the ghost king had evaporated from the world. It's normal to think about it, the current ghost king is still very weak, so he won't be easily discovered. Even if someone found out, I think that person would be dead.

Finally, after we were in a hurry, we finally arrived at Susan's village.

At noon that day, Qing Yao and I walked slowly into the courtyard of Susan's house.

There were two people sitting in the courtyard, and their faces were a little haggard at this time, but they were not very bad. I think it would be better than when Susan had just died, after all, no one would have had the only daughter in the family to die.

"Chu ...... Chu Yan? Susan's dad looked at me and said.

I walked over slowly, looked at Susan's father, nodded and said, "It's me, I'm passing by here to have a look." ”

Su Shanniang glanced at Qing Yao beside me and asked, "Is this ...... Who is this girl? ”

I turned my head to look at Qing Yao and said, "This is my wife, that is, Qing Yao." ”

"This girl is so good-looking, no wonder you don't want to be with my Susan, it turns out that you already like the person in your heart." Susan's father looked at Qing Yao and said.

I opened my mouth to ask where Susan's grave was, but I thought it was a bit inappropriate to ask directly.

I looked at Susan's father and asked, "What about Susan?" ”

After hearing this, Susan's father sighed helplessly and said, "Su...... Susan, ...... Already went. ”

I looked at Susan's father in disbelief and said, "How is that possible? Could it be that the robber is back again? ”

Susan shook her head and said, "No, Susan committed suicide." ”

Then Susan told us about Susan's suicide again, and I was silent after hearing it.

After a long time, Susan's father turned around and went into the house, took out a letter, and gave it to me, saying, "This is what Susan left for you, see for yourself." She left two letters, one for yours and one for us,"

I took the letter, looked at Susan's father and asked, "Where is Susan's grave?" I want to go and worship. ”

Susan's father nodded, and then led me and Qing Yao towards Susan's grave.

Actually, I already knew about Susan's death, but I can't say that I already knew, I can only pretend not to know.

Soon after, Susan led us up a hill. This hillside is the highest in the neighborhood and can be seen far, far away.

Susan's father looked at Susan's tombstone and said, "This place is mentioned by Susan in her letter to us, and she said that you can see far and far here, and when you pass by or come to pay your respects, she can know at the first time, so that she will not miss you." ”

Although I already knew about Susan's death, when I heard Susan's father say these words, my heart was still sour.

"You can talk to her here, and I'll go back first." After saying that, Susan's father slowly turned around and walked in the direction of the village.

After Susan's father left, I sat down in front of Susan's grave and gently stroked Susan's tombstone.

I looked at Susan's tombstone and slowly opened my mouth and said, "Susan, I've come to see you." This time I came with Qing Yao, you have been reincarnated for a while, I don't know if you are doing well now. ”

After a long time, I slowly opened the letter that Susan had left me.

"Prince Wang, when you read this letter, perhaps I have been out of this world for a long time. I don't know why, but every time I see you, I feel very comfortable in my heart, and I can say that I am satisfied.

But since you left, I've been thinking of you. When I think about the fact that we can't be together, I feel like I really don't have any meaning in this world. A few days, I dreamed in my sleep that you were coming back, and you came back and said you wanted to marry me. But when I woke up, you were gone. That's when I realized that it was just a dream.

Sometimes, I think about the night we met. You by the fire, that night was so beautiful. If I could, I'd really like to sit quietly not far from you on that night, and occasionally sneak a few sneaky glances at you.

When you left for the first time, I thought our fate was over. But I never thought that we would meet again. What I didn't expect was that when I met you again, you were a different person.

At that time, you were a heavy drinker every day, and I had to get you back to your room again and again. Then listen to you, while shouting Qing Yao's name over and over again. At that time, I suddenly wanted to meet Qing Yao, what kind of person she was, so that you even dreamed of calling her name.

During that time, it was also the longest time I spent with you, and the most memorable time of my life. But I always felt that you had left me before enough.

On the day you left, I stood in the snow at the entrance of the village and watched you for a long time, although I couldn't see you, but I still wanted to look in the direction you were going.

As I miss you more and more, I really can't bear it. Maybe you can stop thinking about it when you die, and that's a relief.

So I decided to write this letter to you to say goodbye. I don't know if you will feel sad when you read this letter, or if you will remember my appearance in your heart. If you think of me, I'm content. But I don't want you to be sad and sad, let alone shed tears.

Because then I'm going to be sad too, I don't want you to shed tears for me, I want to see you laugh. ”

By the time the epistle was here, it was almost over, and there was still a wrinkled spot on it. The ink in the wrinkled area had spread into a small piece, and many words could not be read clearly.

I knew that the wrinkled place was Susan's tears. I can imagine Susan weeping and writing letters.

When I read the letter, my eyes turned red unconsciously. I put the letter away and slowly reached out and gently stroked Susan's tombstone.

"Susan, your meeting with me may be the biggest mistake. All I can say to you in this life...... Say I'm sorry, it's my Wang Chuyan who can't stand you. As I spoke, a tear slid down my cheek.

Qing Yao looked at me and said softly, "Susan is a good girl, it's a pity that she loves the wrong person." It's a pity that she ended her life like this. ”

I nodded and said, "Yes, Susan is a good girl. ”

In this way, I sat in front of Susan's grave for a long time, and Qingyao and I also talked a lot to her. By the time we got up, the sun was ready to set.

We returned to Susan's house, where Susan's parents had already brought the meal to the table and were waiting for us to return.

When I saw Susan's parents, I bowed slowly to the two of them, and I looked at them and said, "I'm sorry, it's all my fault, I killed Susan." ”

Susan's father hurriedly walked up to me, helped me up, and said, "What are you talking about, Susan committed suicide and has nothing to do with you." And if it weren't for you, Susan and the whole village wouldn't know what it would have been. ”

I slowly shook my head and said, "Although Susan was not killed by me, it was my fault that she died because of me." ”

Susan Niang came up to me and looked at me and said, "It's okay, it's over." I don't think Susan wants to see you like this, so let this matter pass. ”

After a while, I looked at Susan's father and said, "Don't worry, I'll come back more when I have the chance." In the future, I will take care of you for Susan. ”

Susan's parents didn't say anything after hearing this, but their eyes were slightly red.

Then Qingyao and I were pulled to the table by the two, and we didn't talk much at the dinner table, and we didn't eat a lot of food.

After the meal, Qing Yao helped clean up, and Qing Yao and I walked into the room arranged for us.

This night, Qingyao and I didn't sleep very well, and all we thought about was Susan's affairs.

I turned my head to look at Qing Yao, who hadn't slept yet, and asked, "What do you want?" ”

Qing Yao turned to look at me and said, "Of course it's Susan, I think she's really pitiful." ”

I sighed helplessly and said, "There is no way, her life is over." But her new life has also begun, I just hope that she is in this life, and I hope that the person she loves is the same person who loves her. ”

Qing Yao looked at me and said, "I hope." ”

In this way, Qingyao and I fell asleep after a long time.

The next day, before dawn, Qingyao and I packed up our things and prepared to leave.

We kept almost all of our money, and we only had some money left for the hotel.

"Let's go." I glanced at the courtyard of Susan's house and said to Qing Yao.

Qing Yao nodded, and then followed me and walked outside.

This time, Qing Yao and I left quietly. Perhaps, that's all I have to do. Because when I saw Susan's father and mother again, I really didn't know how to say goodbye, and I didn't know what I should say. And leaving like this is also the best choice.