Chapter 778 She is well aware of her status
She knew her position, and later he doted on her, but she knew in her heart that it was just coaxing herself like a canary.
He gives it if he likes.
If you don't like it, you can just kick it out.
She wasn't his wife after all.
She once thought that Heo Shanda would love her, but the reality also made her see the gap between them and the future. The relationship between the actor and the owner is a happy field, where will there be any true love?
He will marry Gu Weilan and get married.
A woman like Miss Gu is the right one for him. They hadn't talked about any relationship before, and Gu Weilan would inevitably not be able to tolerate her after marrying him, so it was better to leave early.
Luckily, too.
She never said anything like I love you to him.
She was not surprised that she had been able to anticipate this ending from the beginning.
"Thank you Mr. Xu for your success, in 5 years, you gave me a future and I gave you time, in fact, the two of us don't owe each other," she said: "I won't go to your wedding, I wish you and Gu Weilan happiness, and ...... in the future." Take good care of yourself. ”
Mingxi nodded.
Get up from the couch.
She looked at Xu Shanda's figure, and then walked past him directly in the direction of the door of the apartment.
"Goodbye."
She pushed open the door and went out while her tears didn't fall.
Mingxi strode to the elevator, and only after entering the elevator did he let himself cry.
Are they still separated...... There was no way she could see him marry another woman without any feelings.
She will be in pain, and her heart will be sad.
"I'm sorry, Xu Shanda, I can't love you."
"You're the kind of person on top of you, and what about me? It's just a small actor, an insignificant existence, and you deserve a better woman to accompany you. ”
Mingxi leaned against the elevator wall and kept telling himself, constantly telling himself, "Xu Shanda, I never dared to tell you in front of you, I love you, because I know that you won't love me." ”
"So...... This is a good result for all of us, and I won't bother you again. ”
She used to tell herself constantly not to like him.
However, where is the heart that I can control, I just like him, I love him. She saw so many women around him countless times, and she kept telling herself that it wouldn't be her lover, but so what?
When the marriage with Gu Weilan came out.
She knew she was pregnant.
She knew that she should make a break, and take this opportunity to break off with him cleanly.
She didn't want to be his disgraceful lover, so so be it. For the rest of their lives, they will cherish each other. When she got out of the apartment, CC's car was parked outside the apartment building, and she looked at the white car, and CC slid down the window to look at Mingxi's face from the inside.
She sat in the car.
Still trembling.
CC asked, "Mingxi, have you really thought about it?" Do you know what you're going to be burdened with when you sign this contract? ”
"Actually, you don't have to quit the entertainment industry, and Mr. Xu won't embarrass your ......"
CC continued: "It's not easy for you to work hard to get to where you are today......"
"CC, I've made a decision." Mingxi smiled before saying, "I'm tired, really, so I want to find a place to live quietly, stop fighting, and enjoy a quiet time." ”
"You......"
CC handed her the contract.
Mingxi took the pen, signed it cleanly, and handed it to her: "In the future, we will see you again." ”
CC was helpless and shrugged.
"I'll take you to the airport."
"Thank you," she smiled, and the car stopped at the airport gate as it was gloomy and twilight.
Mingxi got out of the car and got her suitcase and walked in, and she left here without looking back.
This time, no one was with her, but she went to go through the formalities alone, checked in alone, and then entered the waiting hall.
She looked at the familiar city.
Their hearts were getting heavier and heavier, and at this time, the radio informed them that the time was up and they could board the plane. Mingxi went to line up. She walked on her way to the plane, looking at the city with a desolation in her eyes.
"Xu Shanda, goodbye."
In fact, she didn't know where she was going.
However, she must not stay here, and if she stays, she will know all the information about that person, she turned off her phone, and then pulled the phone card out of it.
After leaving, he completely cut off contact with the people here.
Later. She is no longer the Mingxi who circles around Xu Shanda.
It's not that female star Mingxi.
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The news of Mingxi's withdrawal from the entertainment industry immediately refreshed the entertainment list overnight, and the economist CC also sent out the news that Mingxi had withdrawn.
As for where Mingxi went.
Fans are also eagerly asking.
CC only replied: "Mingxi has his own plan, only said that he was tired and wanted to rest, I don't know where Mingxi is,"
Xu Shanda knew the news 3 days later.
He locked himself in his apartment for several days, only to find him sitting on the floor with a high fever and a hospital for treatment before waking up. When I woke up, there were two people sitting next to the bed, Gu Baoer and Huo Zizheng were both standing by the bed, Gu Baoer was wearing thick clothes and a hat on her head and sitting in a wheelchair.
Seeing him wake up, Gu Bao'er said, "Xu Shanda, what are you doing?" What about Mingxi? Why did you suddenly quit the entertainment industry? ”
It took him a long time to come back to his senses.
"What did you say?" A tingling pain in his throat.
Gu Bao'er asked, "Don't you know?" The entertainment news was sent, CC said it himself, Mingxi withdrew, and I called Mingxi, but Mingxi couldn't be contacted at all, she disappeared completely like the egret. ”
"I don't want to know about her, and I don't know where she goes."
It's been a long time.
Xu Shanda understood what Gu Bao'er said, and then threw out a sentence coldly.
"Hey, Xu Shanda, what are you doing? What the hell is wrong with you and Mingxi. Quarreled? Gu Bao'er asked: "I don't believe you really can't see that Mingxi likes you, you want to marry Gu Weilan, aren't you sincere in making Mingxi sad?" You should hurry up and contact Mingxi and get Mingxi back. ”
"Retrieved?"
Xu Shanda was lying on the hospital bed, but a cold but sarcastic sneer came out of his pale face: "How can I get her back?" How can I find someone whose heart has never been in me? ”
"What did you say, huh?" Gu Bao'er became more and more confused.
"Mingxi and I proposed to break up, 5 years have come ......" Xu Shanda's head was chaotic, and he said: "I broke off the marriage contract with Gu Weilan, I bought a ring and wanted to propose to her, but Mingxi gave me a gift......"
She told me very calmly. She took my baby and told me to break up......"
Xu Shanda thumped the hospital bed hard, gritted his teeth and asked, "Gu Bao'er, how did you say she could be so ruthless and take the child away?" ”
"What?"
Gu Bao'er was also in disbelief.
She didn't believe that Mingxi would take the child, "It's impossible...... How could it be ......"
"I saw the abortion slip with my own eyes, is this fake?" His eyes were red and he kept asking.
Huo Zizheng thought about the two of them, and when he saw Xu Shanda's appearance at this time, he patted Gu Bao'er on the shoulder and motioned her to stop talking. "Okay, Bao'er, you just finished giving birth, let's go back and rest, let Xu Shanda rest himself."
"Okay, "
Gu Bao'er glanced at him with some unease.
But after Huo Zizheng pushed her back into the ward and carried her to the hospital bed, Gu Baoer asked with doubts: "Why are Mingxi and Xu Shanda like this......"
"What about emotional matters, how can we explain it clearly?" Huo Zizheng looked at her and said: "Look at Xu Shanda, maybe he didn't understand how much he loved Mingxi before, if he could see his heart clearly earlier, maybe he wouldn't be what he is today." ”
Gu Baoer was recuperating in the hospital and was confined.
I could have gone back earlier, but Huo Zizheng was unwilling and asked her to stay in the hospital.
Xu Shanda's health improved, and then he came to the ward to see their little princess.
Gu Bao'er gave birth to a very cute daughter for the second time, which just happened to make up a good word. When he went, Huo Zizheng was sleeping with the little princess in his arms, and he looked at the baby in his arms, soft, small, and fair-skinned. He couldn't help but laugh when he watched Huo Zizheng holding the child.
Huo Zizheng said, "Do you want to hug it?"
Xu Shanda hesitated and shook his head: "Forget it, I'm clumsy and can't hold it well." You might as well hold it. ”
He watched from the side for a long time, and Huo Zizheng held the child and never let go of his hand.
Wait until the child falls asleep before putting the child down, and completely become a daughter slave. kept looking at the clothes on the side: "When Xuanxuan grows up, I'll buy this for her, and dress her up beautifully, like a little princess." ”
Xu Shanda couldn't help but laugh when he heard what he said.
He walked over and bent over to look at the child in the crib, and couldn't help but smile at the corners of his mouth.
Xuanxuan slept very soundly and sweetly with her eyes closed, and she could vaguely see some shadows, probably when she grew up to be a beautiful little princess, I don't know how many people will be crazy about her.
Huo Zizheng looked at Xu Shanda's gaze, and suddenly felt that there was some sadness in his eyes.
"Xu Shanda ......"
"I'm fine." He suddenly pulled his thoughts back, shook his head, and smiled.
"Okay, look at the children, I'm leaving."
He glanced at Xuanxuan a few times, and then indifferently withdrew from the ward.
The wind outside was blowing, making people feel very cold, he was wearing a hospital gown and sticking to his body empty, and he walked alone in the corridor, feeling even more empty.
Xu Shanda took a cigarette from the cigarette case and leaned against the wall to smoke it.
Cigarette after cigarette was smoking, and his mind was full of children's faces.
Huo Zizheng walked over when he came out of it and asked, "Are you really dying?" Still sick and smoking like this? ”
He snatched the cigarette from Xu Shanda's hand, threw it into the trash can, and then squinted his eyes and asked him: "Since you are reluctant to let people go, go and chase her back." What are you counting like that? ”
"Chase it back, how to chase it?" Xu Shanda asked.
At this moment, his heart was full of Mingxi's words when he said that.
was so indifferent, telling herself word by word, she disposed of the child. "She told me that it would be impossible for the two of us when I got rid of the child, and what she did was my child, not anything else. Huo Zizheng, do you know what that feels like? My child is gone before I know it......"
"I'm still thinking about waiting for her to be born......"