Chapter 156: How can you say that you will let go?
Yan Tong only understood at this moment that even if she saw all the pain and unbearableness of Feng Yu, she only saw it, and there was no way to empathize. The world will persuade people to be kind, and Yan Tong is also persuading Feng Yu to be kind. However, the pain that Feng Yu experienced, the suffering of that day by day, only Feng Yu himself knew. Everyone can persuade others to be kind, but we can't use our own moral standards to demand others, because we can't feel the pain experienced by others. "I'm sorry." Yan Tong whispered. Feng Yu was slightly stunned, and then smiled: "I'm sorry for what, it wasn't you who hurt me." Yan Tong shook his head: "I'm speaking for those who hurt you. Feng Yu sneered: "No need, they are all dead." "But the damage is still there." Yan Tong said seriously.
Feng Yu looked back at Yan Tong, and the feeling in his heart was very subtle, which he had never felt before. "The damage is still there, even if those people are dead, you will still feel pain." Yan Tong hugged himself tightly, recalling what had just happened. "Although it wasn't really me just now, I really felt that feeling. Hopeless and painful. It's a pain I never want to go through again. Yan Tong muttered. Feng Yu walked up to Yan Tong and looked at the frightened Yan Tong: "Xiao Tong, you are really too clean, it's just that this experience has already made you feel painful." You must know that this world is far more cruel than you think, and this world is far dirtier than you think. Yan Tong looked up at Feng Yu, with some fear in his eyes: "I know, those unbearable and dirty, I can imagine, and now I can empathize with them." ”
Feng Yu smiled: "It's good that you understand this truth." Don't think that if you see all my past, you can influence me and try to make me change my ways. What the world owes me, I will get back little by little. Yan Tong looked at Feng Yu, not knowing what else to say to persuade him. Those pains, Yan Tong really didn't know how to smooth them out. Feng Yu left without looking back, and Yan Tong sat alone on the dark observation deck, thinking about everything just now. Yan Tong knew that this was just a dream, and after waking up, Yan Tong might forget this fear. However, Yan Tong will not forget the truth he learned today.
Yan Tong woke up from his dream and sat quietly in the night. Everything around was still the same, it was still early, and it was not yet dawn, but Yan Tong felt that everything had changed. Even if he knew that it was a dream, even if he knew that it was not true, Yan Tong couldn't help but want to cry at this moment. "What's wrong with you?" The Buddha sensed Yan Tong's strangeness and hurried over. Yan Tong wiped his tears and shook his head: "It's okay, it's just a nightmare." Buddha Sheng walked to Yan Tong's bed and sat down: "Why don't you turn on the light?" Yan Tong looked around: "I think it's good to stay in the dark like this." Buddha Sheng turned on the lamp and illuminated Yan Tong: "Darkness is all sins and embarrassments, you should stay in the light." The words of the Buddha were like a gentle wind, blowing Yan Tong's heart warm. Yan Tong put his arms around Buddha Sheng's neck and began to cry loudly.
Buddha Sheng hugged Yan Tong, patted her back gently, and whispered: "Xiao Tong, no matter what kind of nightmare it is, it doesn't matter, when you wake up, come to me, I will always be by your side." Yan Tong nodded, tears still flowing uncontrollably. Yes, Yan Tong felt how lucky he was. When he was desperate in his life and jumped off a building, he was rescued by Yama and set foot in a world he had never seen before. In this world, Xiaoxiao and them accompany and take care of her, and she has never been alone. The evils of this world have never been able to hurt Yan Tong by half. Yan Tong really understood at this moment that there was some hatred, not that he could let go of it. "Thank you." Yan Tong stabilized his emotions and said in a low voice. "Thanks for what?" Buddha asked softly. Yan Tong raised his head and looked at Buddha Sheng seriously: "Thank you for being so kind to me." Buddha Sheng rubbed Yan Tong's head: "I live just to be good to you." Buddha Sheng took Yan Tong into his arms and frowned. Yan Tong leaned on the Buddha's shoulder, feeling safe and reliable as he had never been.
The next morning, Yan Tong was still brushing his teeth, and Liu Xiaoxiao's call came. "Xiaotong, Lin wants to develop a new project, and he is raising funds, but the effect is not good." Liu Xiaoxiao got straight to the point. "What is fundraising?" Yan Tong rinsed his mouth, wiped his mouth and asked. "It's just to scrape together some money and develop new projects." What Liu Xiaoxiao said is easy to understand. "That's still according to the old rules, you just help me vote for it, anyway, it's the Lin family's money." Yan Tong walked to the table and ate the breakfast that Buddha Sheng had prepared for her. "It's still the same, invest anonymously, don't ask for returns?" Liu Xiaoxiao confirmed. "yes." Yan Tong nodded. Liu Xiaoxiao frowned: "Xiao Tong, I think it may not be very stable this time." Yan Tong said curiously: "No matter what project they study, I don't care, anyway, I just have to return the money to them." Liu Xiaoxiao explained: "I think they want to find you." ”
Yan Tong took a bite of bread: "It doesn't matter, I can only find you anyway, they can't find my identity." Besides, even if it is found, it doesn't matter, the money is still theirs anyway. Liu Xiaoxiao nodded: "Okay, I know, I know how to do it." "Aren't you afraid that the people of the Lin family will find out your true identity?" Buddha Sheng took a sip of milk and asked gently. Yan Tong shook his head: "Don't be afraid, my identity is perfect, how can I find out." Buddha Sheng paused: "Actually, it's not perfect. Yan Tong raised his eyebrows: "What do you mean?" Buddha Sheng thought for a while: "How are you going to explain your relationship with Lin Chen?" Yan Tong pouted: "It doesn't matter." Buddha Sheng smiled: "It doesn't matter, Lin Chen gave you so many assets?" Yan Tong tugged at the corners of his mouth: "Didn't I ask him to send it, didn't he think about what to say?" Buddha Sheng nodded: "I think about it." "How?" Yan Tong asked curiously.
"Confidentiality." Buddha Sheng said lightly. Yan Tong looked dazed: "What are you keeping from me?" Buddha Sheng shook his head: "The official explanation given by Lin Chen is to keep it secret. The corners of Yan Tong's mouth twitched: "What's the difference between this and not saying?" Buddha Sheng nodded: "So, you may have to find a way to explain to the three children of the Lin family why Lin Chen gave you so many assets." Yan Tong shook his head: "I won't explain, they won't be able to find me anyway." Buddha Sheng smiled helplessly: "That's not necessarily. Yan Tong's face wrinkled: "What do you mean?" Why do I think you and Xiaoxiao are scheming on me? Buddha Sheng shook his head: "I didn't calculate you, it was Xiaoxiao who calculated you." ”
For some reason, Yan Tong suddenly had a bad premonition. "Xiaoxiao's phone call just now, did it mean that the Lin family has a new project to invest?" Buddha asked curiously. Yan Tong nodded: "Yes." Buddha Sheng nodded: "That's it." After speaking, Buddha Sheng took out his mobile phone from his pocket and clicked on a link to show Yan Tong. Take a look. Buddha Sheng said funny. Yan Tong took the phone and looked dazed: "What is it?" Weird? Yan Tong clicked on the video and saw the three brothers and sisters of the Lin family.
"What are you going to show me they do?" Yan Tong pressed the pause and asked puzzled. Buddha explained: "Prove to you that I am not the one who calculates against you. The corners of Yan Tong's mouth twitched: "Did the three brothers and sisters find something?" Buddha Sheng pointed to his mobile phone: "You can see it yourself, the answer is all in the video." Yan Tong nodded, and saw the three brothers and sisters gathering together with solemn expressions. Is there something wrong with them? Yan Tong muttered to himself. Yan Tong put down the bread and milk in his hand, walked to the sofa with his mobile phone and sat down, and read it seriously. The Lin family is also Yan Tong's only concern in this world, what is going on with them, Yan Tong is the most anxious. "Haven't you eaten breakfast?" Buddha Sheng looked at Yan Tong curiously. Yan Tong nodded: "Don't eat it, I'll see what difficulties they have encountered, and see if I can help." ”