Chapter Thirty-Seven: After Getting Drunk
After getting drunk
Some staggered to a gazebo, Jinsheng looked at the scenery full of ghosts in fascination, and couldn't help but rub his temples. The wine was too strong, I was afraid that I wouldn't dare to drink in the future, and she lay tired on the stone bench, her head against the pillar and a little painfully frowned.
At this moment, a sound of footsteps hurried, and the man's footsteps paused outside the gazebo, and then walked towards Jinsheng. Jin Sheng stared up at the person who came over, and couldn't help but show a sweet smile, the man couldn't help but sigh when he saw this, and then said:
"But do you know who I am?"
Jinsheng smirked and shook his head when he heard this, the man looked at her helplessly, and then took out a bamboo tube from his arms. He opened the bamboo tube and handed it to Jinsheng, who took it, then glanced at the bamboo tube, and slowly lifted it up and took a sip.
The taste was really strange and unpleasant, so that Jinsheng's originally chaotic mind also cleared up a lot, she squirted out all the things she drank in one gulp, and even the bamboo tube in her hand fell to the ground because of the movement.
The man was obviously stunned by Jin Sheng, and said a little angrily:
"Look at you, they're all down. How is this good? ”
When Jin Sheng heard this, he said with some grievances:
"It's not good, I don't want to drink it? I don't want to drink, I don't want to drink"
Seeing this, the man looked at her helplessly, and then squatted down to pick up the bottle, the original hard work was ruined, but the initiator still looked at him with an aggrieved expression.
Sighing silently, he said helplessly and gently:
"You"
When Jin Sheng heard this, he just wanted to defend himself, but because of the alcohol, he fell asleep against the pillar in a daze, and the time passed like this, until Shang Wuyi, who came to look for someone, saw the two people in the pavilion, and couldn't help but complain:
"Master has asked several times where have you been? I didn't expect you guys to hide here? ”
When Bai Yunsheng heard this, he smiled helplessly and said:
"Before leaving, the eldest brother said that she has a small amount of alcohol, and it is easy to find a place to fall asleep, or you tell the master, I will send her back first, otherwise, it will not be good to suffer from the cold."
Shang Wuyi glanced at him angrily, and then said:
"It's the big brother all the time, I think you, senior brother, no matter what it is, as long as your eldest brother wants it, even if it's your life, he will give it to him?"
Bai Yunsheng was silent when he heard this, he pursed his lips, and then said:
"Big brother, he... Loved her a lot. I can't take the love of others."
"Then you're great."
Jin Sheng, who had closed his eyes, suddenly said such a sentence, but his tone was full of irony. The two were stunned when they heard this, and looked at Jinsheng together, Jinsheng rubbed his temples with a headache, and then closed his eyes and said:
"I don't understand, do you like to give things to others to show how great you are and how big your heart is. Power, wealth, love, friendship, what else can you not give? Is it to express one's greatness, even with one life can be dismissed? ”
"Figure, when you use the word let, you don't deserve to like that woman? Because in your eyes, she is just an object, not a person, and can be given away and bought at will, but don't you think your idea is ridiculous? Is she something that belongs to you? Do you need to push it to someone else to fulfill? Do you think she'll be grateful to you if you give her to someone else? Wake up, you pushed her to someone else, just because you were timid and cowardly, and didn't dare to fight, not because you were great and good-minded. You don't dare to fight with anyone else at all, because you know you can't fight, and you make the word look noble and great, you make people disgusting."
Such a sharp and ruthless tone made Bai Yunsheng's face instantly pale, and he looked at Jin Sheng, who was frowning with a headache because of drunkenness, and subconsciously said:
"I didn't"
When Jin Sheng heard this, he snorted coldly, and then said:
"Do you know in your own heart, you don't need to explain to me, I'm not the woman who was let go, but I'm really sad for her, she was pushed around like an object, you don't love her at all, since you don't love, don't use these high-sounding reasons to decorate your affection"
"I didn't"
As soon as Shang Wuyi saw it, he knew that the two were probably going to quarrel, so he hurriedly smeared oil on the soles of his feet. Bai Yunsheng looked at Jinsheng's impatient and disgusted look, and inexplicably felt a little hurt and said:
"I'm just afraid she won't be able to accept me"
"So you just push the boat to someone else, have you considered her feelings? Have you asked her about her decision? She was pushed around by you without knowing anything, what do you think of her? A dispensable item and a casual gift? ”
"No, I didn't, Jinsheng, you listen to me, I..."
"You don't have to say it"
Jin Sheng became more and more headache and said:
"Anyway, in the eyes of you men, I'm afraid women are things that can be sent around at will, so why care what I think? I'm afraid that one day I need it, and I will also give it to someone as a gift of favor, so you don't need to explain anything to me? I'm just telling you, I'm different from those women, what do I Jinsheng want, I don't need other people's charity and concessions, and similarly, what does the old lady want, no one wants to snatch it from me? My stuff, who touches who dies? ”
"Listen to me, I... I don't know if she likes big brother, I..."
"That's even more ridiculous, you don't even know her mind, why do you make decisions for her"
When Bai Yunsheng heard this, he looked at Jin Sheng, who accused him, and couldn't help but ask:
"What about you? You know that Xiao Yao likes you, didn't you also let him leave? Do you know his heart? Do you understand what he really wants? Why, then, do you accuse me? ”
When Jin Sheng heard this, she showed a mocking smile, and she said sarcastically:
"I know, I know that he doesn't give up his parents' power, and I know that he loves me so much that I have to pay for it with my own freedom and everything for his love. So, what if he doesn't love me that day? So, what if he was disgusted with me that day? His parents don't like me in the first place, if he is disgusted with me, how should I deal with myself, I studied medicine for several years, just to finally become his wife? Just because of love, I am going to give up my dreams, my everything, my self-esteem and pride, just to be with him? ”
At the end, Jin Sheng looked at Bai Yunsheng with some anger, and then asked sarcastically:
"Do you all think that we women deserve to pay? It's all taken for granted, it's all meant to be? Did our parents raise us to marry you when we were adults, and then give you children and take care of the housework? ”