Chapter 168: What should I do with you?
"I won't go, I won't leave, and you won't drive away. Unless you're really good and then chase me. Hearing that he wanted to let him leave, Tong Xinya directly refused.
If she doesn't leave, Shen Lingfeng is outside. He would sometimes come directly through the small door of Nanyuan now. "Xin'er, Ling Feng has come to the backyard from Nanyuan......
"So what?! Even if he comes now, I won't let you drive me away. I said, unless you can get better...... "Can you get better?" Wu Xi said that Song Duan was sick and couldn't survive the year.
Seeing that she was so stubborn, Song Duan didn't say anything more. Instead, he closed his eyes, Tang Yuyan is now closed by Shen Lingfeng, what about in the future? Will someone take her away all of a sudden? He didn't dare to think about it, and he couldn't think about it!
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"Go tell Song Duan! If he doesn't come out again, the king will go straight in! Shen Lingfeng at the door looked at Wu Xi coldly, since he passed through the small gate of Nanyuan that day, Song Duan directly closed the door of the backyard. Hong Tao went out to buy things tonight, and happened to meet Aunt Zhu who was also shopping. Aunt Zhu accidentally said that she had missed her mouth, saying that Miss Tong hadn't eaten much in Yaotang to take care of Song Duan in the past two days. Buy yourself some appetizers and go back and make them.
Boy? Isn't that just Tong Xinya? When Wu Xi went back to tell himself, he was still wondering, wasn't Tong Xinya in the hands of those thieves? Why is it in Yaotang again? asked people to immediately bring Aunt Zhu to the palace for questioning. It turned out that Tong Xinya suddenly appeared in Yaotang two days ago. Song Duan was unwell, and she had been there to take care of him for the past two days!
"Lord Wang! We adults really ......."
Shen Lingfeng pushed Wu Xi, who was making excuses, away! made a look at Hong Tao behind him, and asked Hong Tao to directly hold the person down. I walked straight in. The direction is directly to the side room.
I walked in a hurry, and I didn't notice that He Wenjian, who was holding a bowl in his hand from the side, also trotted over.
He Wenjian's eyes were all on the bowl of medicine in his hand, and he didn't notice Shen Lingfeng. As soon as the two were careless, they bumped into each other, and the medicine in He Wenjian's hand was also knocked over, and just as he wanted to raise his head and scold, he saw Shen Lingfeng looking at him. A glance made him swallow a mouthful of saliva. Why is this Shen Lingfeng suddenly here? Knowing that he had been outside Yaotang for this time, he never thought that he was in front of him now.
Shen Lingfeng's no's wrinkled tighter as he raised his head, isn't this person the younger brother that Tong Xinya said? Why is he here? During this time, he was also looking for him, but he didn't expect that he was also in Yaotang. That Tong Xinya is really here! "Tong Xinya!"
He Wenjian only swallowed a little saliva if he didn't open his mouth, and his feet trembled as soon as he opened his mouth. "Sister...... Sister she ......"
After a long time, Shen Lingfeng didn't have time to listen to him, so he directly pushed him away and walked to the side room. Just as he was about to knock on the door, Tong Xinya opened the door directly from the inside. As early as when Shen Lingfeng said his name, Tong Xinya knew that he had come in. She has also been prepared for the past few days. I knew that Shen Lingfeng would come in sooner or later, but I didn't expect it to be so soon.
When Xin ...... didn't see her, Shen Lingfeng thought a lot and wanted to tell her, but he didn't know what to say when he really saw her. I moved my lips, and all the words I wanted to say were drowned in my heart.
"Song Duan is not feeling well now, if the prince has anything to find him, tell Wu Xi first." After speaking, Tong Xinya directly closed the door and separated Shen Lingfeng from the door.
Shen Lingfeng wanted to step forward, but he noticed Tong Xinya's gaze looking at him as if he was looking at a stranger. He could only stand at the door and look at the door, Tong Xinya's strangeness...... Pierced the deepest part of the heart. It's like when I killed her with my own sword...... Like a thousand arrows piercing the heart!
He Wenjian also walked up at this time. "I said, you better don't mess with my sister, my sister is in a bad mood, be careful that she takes you off!"
But as soon as the words came out, He Wenjian regretted it too late. What is the rest, didn't Shen Lingfeng give Tong Xinya to himself last time? Doesn't that mean that Tong Xinya was suspended by Shen Lingfeng?!
Shen Lingfeng turned his head to look at He Wenjian. "You're not stupid?!"
"......" He Wenjian couldn't help but be dumbfounded when he was asked like this. He forgot to pretend to be stupid in front of Shen Lingfeng. Is it too late to pretend now? "I'm not stupid, I'm going to eat sugar!"
After speaking, He Wenjian sat on the ground. Although he said the words of a fool, He Wenjian didn't even dare to look at Shen Lingfeng's face more, for fear of accidentally revealing his stuffing.
But as soon as this sentence came out, although Shen Lingfeng didn't speak, he saw it very clearly in his eyes.
Do ...... want to cry? Didn't you say that if you can't get sugar, you have to cry? So does he want it now? Shen Lingfeng didn't react at all! He could only raise his head again to look at Shen Lingfeng. "Uncle...... My sister said she wouldn't let me eat candy, do you think I should cry? ”
This time, Shen Lingfeng didn't look at He Wenjian on the ground. Instead, he set his eyes on the closed door, which thieves Tong Xinya had escaped from. She didn't think that the first place was the palace, but Yaotang. He knew that Tong Xinya must hate him now, and he had regretted it countless times in the past few days and wanted to tell her. But when I actually saw her, I couldn't say a word.
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"Ling Feng is outside?" Although he heard Shen Lingfeng's voice, Song Duan still wanted to confirm it.
Tong Xinya just nodded and didn't speak. picked up the oranges on the side and began to peel them, she remembered that Wu Xi had said that Song Duan preferred to eat oranges. So in autumn, there will always be preparations in the medicine tang.
"Xin'er, don't peel it. Chat with me. Tong Xinya was worried about herself, and Song Duan saw it. So on her face, there was never a little smile, didn't you want her to be happy every day? In the end, it was he who made her unhappy.
Tong Xinya paused for a moment, then quickly peeled the orange and handed it to him. "I don't like to eat oranges, sometimes I feel too sour and I feel sick to my stomach."
"I remember you told me before that you can't eat a kind of fruit, because you will have diarrhea when you eat it. Is it better now? ”
"Maybe the apples I ate at that time were bad, so I would have diarrhea after eating them, but when I grew up, I won't eat them." When she was a child, she would have diarrhea when she ate apples, and later she didn't even dare to eat apples.
Xin'er...... What should I do with you? He wanted her to leave Shen Lingfeng's side unharmed, but he also knew that although He Wenjian could take care of him and her, he couldn't protect her at all.
Tong Xinya's eyes turned red in an instant, and she sniffed. Let your somewhat sour voice return to normal. "What to do with me? You still hate me? Want to send me out? ”
Song Duan touched her head with his other hand, but quickly put it down. "Don't hold back crying if you want to, you were a crybaby when you were a kid. Why is it that now that I have grown up, I don't dare to cry? ”
"What about you?" Looking into his eyes, Tong Xinya asked surprisingly seriously. "Didn't you say you wouldn't let me get hurt in the slightest? You see, you don't even want to tell me if you're sick now. I know I can't help, but can you please not hide it from me? There are some things that you might as well have one more person to talk to than one person knowing, right? ”
Song Duan moved his lips, but in the end he still didn't say anything. "Xin'er, I'm really sorry at that time. If it wasn't for my father's selfishness. You didn't ...... at all."
"Then don't you think I'm still standing in front of you now?" Knowing that he wanted to say twelve years ago, she doesn't want to know now, it was too young then. I don't remember clearly, there was so much sadness and ignorance. Why do you need to remember it so clearly?
"Listen to me." He didn't want to leave with guilt, even though she wouldn't care.
Tong Xinya nodded. "You say, I'll listen."
"At the beginning, my father knew that I had blood transmission in my body. But in order to save me, I originally wanted to find someone else to replace me. Remember when I fell after you? You also had a small wound on your body at that time. ”
She didn't remember any of this, but Tong Xinya still nodded. Smile. "I remember, I remember."
"I didn't know it at the time. Until you suddenly have a high fever, I didn't know that I took you to my father for treatment. Father asked first. Then I found someone to spread it out, and I said it...... I'm to blame for this. If it weren't for him, Tong Xinya would not have been slandered back then.
"Didn't you know it then? If you knew. Maybe they won't be behind me at that time. But! Fortunately, you didn't know it at the time, so you have been protecting me all along. As for memory, she can only remember that she followed Shen Lingfeng now, and Song Duan took her to hide everywhere. The rest, she didn't want to know.
"I wish I had known earlier...... "If I had known earlier, it wouldn't have become what it is today, and Tong Xinya wouldn't have appeared now."
"Xin'er ......"
Tong Xinya looked at him and saw that he only called himself. There was something to say but couldn't say, Tong Xinya didn't speak.
"Shall we go out for a walk tomorrow?" He wanted to go back to when he was a child, even if she didn't belong to him before, and she didn't belong to him now, he still wanted to go back to the time of the past day. "The three of us, you, Ling Feng, and me."
"Good!" Although I don't know why Song Duan said that S let Shen Lingfeng be a piece. But Tong Xinya still agreed, she didn't want to wait for the next year, she wanted to agree to him a small request. "I, with you, and Shen Lingfeng. There were three of us ......."
Song Duan laughed. Then he picked up the handkerchief next to him and wiped her tears. "It's ugly to cry......"
If it weren't for Song Duan's wiping, Tong Xinya wouldn't have noticed that she was crying at all, she warned herself not to cry, and she couldn't let Song Duan see the sadness in her heart. But it really can't be done. Every time I think of what Wu Xi said. She always couldn't help it, especially in front of Song Duan. "No matter how ugly I cry, don't I still have you?"
Song Duan stopped, yes, at least during this time, she could still have him here. "Xin'er, the next time you want to cry, remember to call me, and I'll prepare a few more handkerchiefs for you. I'm afraid there won't be enough of it then. ”