"Huh? Why? Why didn't you make your debut? ”

Xu An looked at Yi Zhen with a smile on his face full of puzzlement.

"I also found out later, because our company signed a contract with that program group, and another person from our company made his debut, just because the other party has a strong background, and I am just an ordinary person."

"Is that excessive? What kind of program group is it, so rubbish? ”

Xu An was a little angry when he listened to it, and couldn't help but feel upset for Yi Zhen.

"Haven't you seen that show?"

Xu An shook his head with a smile and said: "I used to study abroad, and I just came back in the past few days, and I don't pay much attention to the entertainment industry, and my father doesn't let me watch it, so I don't know much about it." ”

"That's all in the past, and it's not too important. However, at that time, I was very angry when I first learned the news, I ran to the company angrily, trying to get an explanation, I was very naïve at that time, thinking that everything in the world is fair, I also thought that as long as I worked hard, there was nothing that could not be done, and later, I found out that I was really naïve, if you want to survive in this world, don't crave fairness, this is the truth that this society told me. So later, I went to the company and signed a VAM contract, and I had to tell them that I could, and I just wanted to prove it to them. ”

"What is a gambling contract?"

Xu An smiled like a curious baby, looking at Yi Zhen with a look of curiosity.

Yi Zhen patiently explained to Xu Anxiao: "The gambling contract is that I sign an agreement with the company as an artist, as long as the company can give me certain resources, I can earn the agreed money for the company, and if I can't make it, I will make it up to them myself." ”

Hearing this, Xu An looked at Yi Zhen with some concern and asked, "Then you, have you earned it?" ”

"I earned it very quickly, and I also won the Best Newcomer award, which brought great benefits to the company."

"Then you're great, you've finally proven yourself, and the friend who has always supported you should be very happy for you when he sees you so good."

The corners of Yi Zhen's mouth barely pulled out a smile, and said: "Since the end of my game, we haven't been in touch, I'm busy with countless announcements every day, and she's also busy with her own life, I feel like we're two completely different straight lines, after intersecting by chance, and then back to our own lives, as if the other party has never appeared in our own lives." “

"Didn't you think about contacting her?"

"I've thought about it, but every time I pick up the phone, I don't know what to say to her, and all of a sudden, I feel that we are far away from each other, not to mention, everyone tells me that I am an idol, I can't have any friends of the opposite sex, and I can't have any contact with any of the opposite sex, because those are not in line with the standards of idols, once I touch it, I am not a competent idol, and, everything, is written in that contract of global stampede, clearly, so, I can't do anything, Even though I couldn't help but tell her several times that I miss her, I still like her. ”

As he spoke, Yi Zhen's eyes were full of sadness.

"Why? Why can't idols have friends of the opposite sex? Idols are also people, and if they are people, they will definitely have seven emotions and six desires, what kind of criterion is this, it's too inhumane. ”

"Idols live by the likes of fans, once it is revealed that they get too close to the opposite sex, they will be disappointed and will leave you, and slowly, you will become worthless."

"Huh? How so? I don't understand the domestic entertainment industry, it's really complicated, no wonder my dad doesn't like the entertainment industry, so what about later? ”

"Later, I thought we would miss it forever, but I didn't expect that God played a huge joke on me, when I was filming here, I actually saw her again, I thought that when I met again, there would be no more waves in my heart, but I didn't expect that when I saw her again, I was still very nervous, and I would still be moved, but I couldn't show it, and as a result, the next day, she actually went to the set, and became a group performer, and even took the position for the heroine, and we also had a scene, The moment I picked her up, I suddenly felt like my world was lighting up again. I had a lot to tell her, so I asked my agent to help me check if the money I was making for the company during this time, and after receiving an affirmative answer, I knew that the shackles on me were slowly crumbling. To my surprise, that night, she would take the initiative to ask me to meet, I was so excited, I was very nervous, I picked out clothes in the room for a long time, and finally, I went down to meet her. Unexpectedly, she still remembered my birthday and specially asked me to come out to give me a birthday gift, at that moment, I felt that the distance between us was close again. “

Yi Zhen's eyes were full of sweetness and happiness.

Xu An smiled at Yi Zhen's slightly raised smiling face, which looked very good-looking under the sunlight, and she couldn't help but look at it.

"And then? Isn't it a good development? “

"She was about to turn around and leave at the right time, suddenly her foot broke, I went to pull her, I didn't expect, at that moment, it was taken, later, he also threatened me with a photo, wanted me to spend money to buy this photo, of course I know how big the impact of this photo is, so, the other party's conditions, I agreed, but I didn't expect that the other party was on the day of my birthday party, between the public on the Internet, for a while, all the spearheads were aimed at her, were scolding her shameless, saying that she didn't know how to respect herself, She was also pushed to the ground by fans by the media at the scene, I wanted to rush in several times to relieve her, but I was stopped by my assistant, I couldn't do anything, I wanted to clarify for her on the Internet, but, my Weibo, all my public social accounts, were controlled by the company, I kept saying that I wanted to protect her, but I could only hide behind her like a shrunken turtle and didn't dare to speak, let her carry it for me in front of and behind people, you said, I'm very useless. “

Xu An looked at Yi Zhen with a distressed smile and comforted: "It's not your fault, you don't want to, what happened then?" “

"Yesterday, she sent me a clarification that she was going to publish publicly, and I glanced at the contents, and it turned out to be all about my relationship with her, and she took all the blame on herself, saying that she was my fanatical fan, because she wanted to win my favor, deliberately approached me, and did not hesitate to personally slander herself, in order to obtain my innocence and so-called future. I was very angry and angry when I saw this message, I knew that she must have been forced by the company, and I had to get it back for her, so I told her not to send it, no matter how the company threatened her with me, don't send it, everything will be said after I come back, I asked her to believe in me, believe that I can handle this matter. So, I flew directly to the company to negotiate with the boss, I told him, don't force her to send it, otherwise I will terminate the contract, I thought, my gambling contract is over, but the boss actually told me that the time of this contract has not yet arrived, although I have completed the goal, but, the time has not come, I still can't terminate the contract. Therefore, this time the negotiation was fruitless, but lost completely, and she, in the end, did not follow our agreement, but still sent, and the defense in my heart was broken at once, and I began to dislike my work, and even disgusted myself. And my boss, in order not to ruin their efforts, asked me to suspend my work, and announced to the public that I was studying abroad. Later, I came back yesterday on the last flight of the day, and I wanted to talk to her clearly, you know, I obviously wanted to comfort her, but when I saw her, I was angry with her, you say, I'm really a bastard. ”

Yi Zhen looked at Xu An tightly and smiled, his eyes full of sadness.

"So, because you resent yourself, you ran here to get drunk?"

"Not exactly, because my emotions are out of control, she said to me, we should never contact again, she said she didn't want to hinder my future anymore, she chose to disappear into my life, I wanted to tell her, it's not like this, I don't want to be a love idol anymore, I just want to be an ordinary person, I like her, I want to protect her, but, at that moment, I can't say anything. I didn't know where to go, so I had to drive aimlessly for a long time until I got here. Since becoming an idol, my emotions, my every move, must follow the personality, no anger, no laughter, no crying, and no drinking, so I plan to be completely presumptuous and drink it to get drunk. ”

"Then why did you keep going that way? Almost hit by a truck? “

"Because I was in a daze and saw my dad."

"Your dad?"

"Yes, my dad died when I was very young, so when I saw my dad in a daze, I called him desperately, but he just stood there smiling, so I wanted to get close to him, everyone wanted to leave me, I didn't want to leave my dad's shadow from me.

Xu An smiled and watched Yi Zhen, who was very low, keep curling himself up, and wanted to reach out and rub his back to comfort him, but his hand stopped in mid-air and stretched it out again.

"So what are you going to do? Just give up? “

"I don't know, I don't want to give up, but she probably won't forgive me anymore."

"However, judging from what she said to you, it is very likely that she really ignores you, you might as well give up and change someone, after all, there is still a large forest, there is no grass at the end of the world, why don't you look up at others, for example, me?"

Xu An stared at Yi Zhen with a wicked smile and said.

"Hey, no kidding."

"Cut, forget it, I don't want to be someone else's spare tire, this girl is good, and she has someone with excellent vision to appreciate. Since you don't want to give up, then you rush. “

"How?"

"You said it yourself, if you want to be an ordinary person, then you can try to get along with her as an ordinary person, you used to have a halo on you, and now you throw away the halo and start over, how simple it is."

"But, I don't know, if I'm too ordinary when I abandon my halo, will she like me?"

"Although I haven't been in a relationship, I've watched a lot of idol dramas or something, and I've never seen a pig run, but I've eaten pork, according to the standard you told me to like, she should have feelings for you, so why don't you try it? If you don't have the courage, then forget it. ”

"It's not that I don't want to, it's just that it's the first time I've chased a girl, and I don't know how to do it."

"Well, according to what I watched before and the routine in the TV series, the first thing the actor has to do is to apologize sincerely, girls' hearts are made of water, and when you are hot, it will be warm."

Xu An looked at Yi Zhen with a serious smile.

Yi Zhen couldn't help but smile lightly and said, "I didn't expect that you still know a lot." ”

"That's, don't underestimate me."

Xu An said with a smug smile.