Lou Shiyu returned to the hotel before seven o'clock.

Opening the door, the empty room in the pitch black made her a little uncomfortable.

Even though the lights came on soon after inserting the keycard, she felt a little lonely.

In retrospect, it is true that she rarely had such experience. used to be pampered in the Lou family, and Aunt Mo and other maids' aunts revolved around her; In the past five years, she has not left her two babies almost every day, and Jian Yu has helped her.

So, what about Shen Sheng?

He worked hard to make a career in Luming City alone, without his family by his side, and there was no sign of looking for a girlfriend. In the past five years, he has come here alone?

Thinking of his angry reproach this morning, Lou Shiyu's heart seemed to be clenched by something. Dr. Minye asked her to get along with Shen Sheng more and feel his love for her, but she couldn't continue to associate with Shen Sheng as if nothing had happened, she was not the kind of woman with big nerves, she could put everything in the past behind and get back together with Shen Sheng, at least for now.

Thinking about it carefully, since Rong Qi's death, her heart has been broken, and she can't make up for it after five years. Lou Shiyu didn't know why his guilt was so deep. But the incident that happened in Japan many years ago was enough for her to understand that there are some things in this world that are really sins and cannot be easily eliminated.

Lou Shiyu has also read some love and comics, in which the hero and heroine kill their rivals at every turn, and cripple the white lotus and black lotus heroines, without hesitation at all.

But she couldn't do it, when she thought that her love with Shen Sheng had killed a girl of the same age, especially on the night of Rong Qi's suicide, if she could persuade Shen Sheng to stop it, there would not be such a tragic consequence, and she couldn't help crying uncomfortably. This mood has continued to fade a little now, but the pain cannot fade with time, only slowly lessened.

She believed that Shen Sheng could also understand her. Now they can't live happily together like ordinary love endings, at least not now.

When it was almost nine o'clock in the evening, Shen Sheng sent the two little babies back.

Lou Shiyu took the hands of the two children from him and thanked him softly: "Thank you for playing with them so late." ”

"Mom, there are fireworks on the cruise ship, it's so beautiful! Colorful. Lou Yuying has always maintained a very high mood from the moment she saw the fireworks to the present, holding Lou Shiyu's hand and chirping non-stop.

"I'm sleepy." Lou Muai has been crazy with his sister for most of the day, basically acting as an answerer, constantly answering all kinds of strange questions from his sister, so he feels that most of his energy has been consumed, and he is much more tired than his sister.

Lou Shiyu carried the two children to the bathroom, rinsed them briefly, and then took them to the second bedroom, calmed them down for a while, and prepared to leave.

"Mom, Uncle Shen, he-" Lou Muai grabbed her hand, and stopped talking.

"What's wrong?" Lou Shiyu squatted beside their bed and asked softly.

"If you really like him, it's okay to socialize with him." Lou Muai pulled the quilt suddenly, covered her head, and stopped talking as if she was awkward.

"It's only been a day, and you're standing on his side." Lou Shiyu pinched his face through the quilt, and turned around with a helpless smile, but happened to bump into a pair of eyes that were so deep that they were boundless.

"You're not gone yet?" Gently brought the door to the door, Lou Shiyu realized that Shen Sheng seemed to have something to say to her.

"Tell me, do you think that imp is important or am I important?" Shen Sheng tugged at her arm, using a lot of strength, not as gentle as usual.

"He really had a high fever today, 40 degrees. As an agent, I can't ignore it. Lou Shiyu gently snapped his fingers away and stared at him, "You know, I can't be with you again as if nothing happened." ”

"But the scales in your heart are slowly tipping in favor of that little ghost." Shen Sheng's eyes stared at her steadily, "I won't allow this to happen." One day, you fall in love with that little ghost, and I will definitely do whatever it takes to destroy your relationship. ”

Lou Shiyu sat on the sofa helplessly: "No, Shen Sheng." Don't think I'm going to like someone I'm going to like after a long time. ”

She added in her heart: If I were such a woman, then I might have liked Dr. Toshiya a long time ago.

Shen Sheng carefully distinguished the look on her face, and tried to convince herself in the bottom of her heart that Lou Shiyu just went to the hospital to take care of the little boy out of sympathy, and there were too many obstacles between them, and it was impossible for them to become a couple.

However, recalling his high spirits this morning, as well as those snacks that had been eaten by the two babies a long time ago, Shen Sheng couldn't help but be annoyed: "Lou Shiyu, I'm very disappointed in you. Hopefully next time, you won't make me feel this way again. ”

With that, he strode out of the room. Except for the moment when he dragged her just now, he didn't have any intimate gestures, he didn't hug his waist or kiss secretly, and his eyes were full of disappointment at her loss of trust today.

Lou Shiyu recalled the feeling of being stared at by Shen Sheng's eyes just now, and slammed himself into the sofa.

She may really be a waste wood lady who can't fall in love and can't express her sincerity......