Chapter 198: Understanding and Understanding
"Although Sister Ruyue is Brother Wunian's handmaid, you should be able to see that Brother Wunian has never treated her as a human being, so she ......"
"I don't need a lot of reminders from you about this, Brother Ah Nian has been beating me a lot in the past two days, I know what I'm doing. Qing Ci interrupted with some displeasure. Why did they all have to emphasize An Ruyue's identity to him one by one?
"Brother Ah Nian?" Hua Chengcheng was shocked.
"Uh......" Qing Ci was dumbfounded, and then laughed dryly: "That, I just think it's more kind to call it like this, Miss Allure should have heard nothing." ”
Painting Allure nodded subconsciously, but she couldn't help but beat the drum in her heart, she clearly remembered that Cang Wunian had asked her on the day she identified herself, and she didn't remember that she had called him "Ah Nian". originally thought that it might just be that he had called him like this when he was unconscious, but Qing Ci now called him "Brother Ah Nian", and his tone and attitude were so natural, as if he had called him like this for a long, long time.
What is the relationship between Qingci and Cang Wunian?
Ah Nian, Ah Nian...... When she was in a dream, she seemed to call him like this, but the voice in the dream was too cold, not at all like it came from her mouth, what was going on?
In this way, the painting Allure followed everyone all the way in a trance, until he returned to the small attic after lunch, still immersed in his own thoughts.
"Painting, what's wrong with you? When you came out of the manor, you looked preoccupied?" Cang Wunian's voice suddenly sounded, pulling Huacheng back from his thoughts.
She was startled, only to realize that she had unknowingly followed Cang Wunian back to his room.
"Ah, Brother Wunian, I'm sorry, Hua'er just thought about things and didn't notice that this is your room. Hua Chengcheng said embarrassedly, turned around and wanted to leave.
Cang Wunian fished her back, stared at her eyes calmly, and said softly, "Tell me, what happened?"
"I didn't ...... It's nothing...... It's just something, it's just something that doesn't matter. Hua Allure lowered her eyes embarrassedly, for fear that he would see through her careful thoughts.
"Are you mad at me?" asked Cang Wunian tentatively.
"No, why should I be angry with my brother Wunian?" Hua Chengcheng looked up at him with a puzzled expression, not knowing where his guess came from.
"I thought you wouldn't be happy to let Ji Zi'an and Ji Wuxin join us. Cang Wunian breathed a sigh of relief.
"How so. Although it's true that they gave me a trick, but if we can have two capable helpers on this long journey, we will definitely get twice the result with half the effort, this is clear. Besides, I don't really hate them, after all, if there is no Gu here, I'm afraid that the painting will ...... I won't be with Brother Wunian now. The painting Allure whispered.
"Thank you, painting. Somehow, I've been feeling more and more bottomless lately. I always feel that my strength is still too weak, ridiculously weak, and I even began to worry that I don't have the ability to take care of you and Ruyue. Cang Wunian gently hugged Hua Chengcheng's waist and hugged her in his arms and whispered.
Hua Chengcheng obediently leaned his head on her chest, "Sister Ruyue has Qingci to take care of her, Brother Wunian doesn't have to worry." As for me...... Recently, I feel that the strength in my body seems to be a lot stronger, and I will definitely not hold back Brother Wunian. ”
"Silly girl, I'm not afraid that you will drag your feet, I'm afraid that you will be reckless and accidentally hurt yourself. Cang Wunian stroked her hair and chuckled.
"Hua'er promised Brother Wunian that he would definitely protect himself. Brother Wunian also has to promise Hua'er, no matter what happens, you must discuss it with us first. The painting lifted his head and stared at him.
"Okay, I promise you. Cang Wunian nodded and said with a faint smile.
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Ji Zi'an is also a resolute person, and after lunch, he left Qianyin Mountain alone. Qianyin Mountain is not far from the Luo River, and it won't take much time to go, although everyone doesn't know what changes he has made to the so-called transformation of the ships going to sea, but seeing him look like he is racing against time, it must be time-consuming and labor-intensive.
It wasn't until Ji Zi'an left Qianyin Mountain that Ji Wuxin appeared in the sight of Cang Wunian and the others again, but they could all see that Ji Wuxin today was a little weird. But if you know the reason, I'm afraid there is only one Qingci.
"Little sister puppet, I didn't see you all morning, but your master sent you out on an errand?" Seeing Ji Wuxin appear in the courtyard of the small attic where they lived, Qing Ci couldn't help but step forward and tease her.
"Oh, it's not a big deal, it's just a lunch for a few distinguished guests. Ji Wuxin said with a somewhat embarrassed face.
"I see. Qing Ci nodded thoughtfully, and then he fell on Ji Wuxin's neck, she deliberately wore a dress with a high collar today, but the mottled marks on her neck still couldn't escape Qing Ci's vicious eyes, "Huh, puppet sister, what's wrong with your neck?
Ji Wuxin's face changed, and he hurriedly reached out and grabbed his collar, and said a little confused: "Ah, it's nothing, maybe I accidentally got a cobweb before." ”
"No, what spider's webs can be more poisonous than you?" An Ruyue asked inexplicably on the side.
"I'm afraid there aren't spiders, but there are humans. Qing Ci said with a smile.
"Who?" An Ruyue didn't understand what Qing Ci was talking about at all, and asked subconsciously.
"Naturally, it's her master. Qing Ci laughed.
"Elder Qingci, you...... What do you mean by that? Ji Wuxin stared at him with some annoyance.
Qing Ci raised his eyebrows, leaned down slightly and took a step closer to her, and said in a low voice: "That's what that sentence originally meant." Little sister puppet, what happened between you and your master, do you still need me to remind you?"
"You...... What do you want?" Ji Wuxin reprimanded.
"Don't be so excited, this is a matter between your master and servant, what can I do? I'm just a little curious, if you really have a heart, will you fall in love with your master?" Qing Ci chuckled.
"Don't talk nonsense, the master is the master, my life is given by the master, and I will do whatever he wants me. Even if I have a heart, if the master does not allow it, I ...... There's no way I'm going to fall in love with him. Ji Wuxin said nervously.
Qing Ci shook his head disapprovingly, "I'm afraid that when you really have a heart, you won't think like this." Feelings are such a thing, and it has always been only from the heart, not by people. ”
Ji Wuxin pursed her lips and didn't speak, but An Ruyue was very unhappy and tugged at the corner of Qingci's clothes, "Hey, what are you two whispering?
Qing Ci glanced at her, "You are an untrained woman, what are you doing asking so much?"
"You...... You scoundrel!" An Ruyue was embarrassed and annoyed by his words, so she simply turned around and ran back to her room.
"It seems that Elder Qingci's blessings are not shallow. An Ruyue's little daughter's look that can only be shown when she is moved by a man, Ji Wuxin can see it all.
"Well, it's also thanks to you. Qing Ci replied absentmindedly, and then said: "Now that your master has agreed to go with us, I want to know about my future companion, shouldn't it be too much?"
"What do you want to know?" asked Ji Wuxin.
"Over the years, has Ji Zi'an had any other women by his side besides you?" asked Qing Ci bluntly.
"I don't know, I've only been molded by my master for three years, and in those three years, I haven't heard of him having an affair with any woman. Ji Wuxin replied.
"Do you only have the memory of Princess Anguo in your mind?" asked Qing Ci again.
"Yes, only memories that belong to her. Ji Wuxin nodded.
"Then can you tell who you are?" asked Qing Ci with an eyebrow.
Hearing this question, Ji Wuxin fell into silence for a while, and only after a long time did he slowly reply: "When I first woke up, I felt that I was Anguo, and Anguo was me." But when I saw the master, I knew that I was not the real Anguo. Sometimes I wonder who I really am and why I am here. ”
"What do you want to have a heart for?" Qing Ci's face condensed slightly, and he asked again.
"I saw her feelings for Wansang Guojun in Anguo's memory, and I wanted to know what this feeling was like. Ji Wuxin's eyes showed a slightly dazed look.
"What if you know? Ji Zi'an will let you be with Chu Yu?" Qing Ci spread his hands, he couldn't understand why this puppet had such a strange obsession.
"No, the feelings for Chu Yu belong to Anguo, not mine. If I have a heart, I can truly have my own feelings, and maybe at that time, I can become the real me, and no longer a puppet who can only live in other people's memories. Ji Wuxin said very seriously.
"Heh, if you let Ji Zi'an know that the puppet he created wants to have an independent consciousness, do you think he will ruin you?"
"Maybe, but I still say the same thing, my life is given by him, and if one day he really wants to destroy me, I can't resist. Ji Wuxin smiled bitterly, his eyes a little sad.
"Don't worry, I'm not the kind of person who likes to stab in the back. Besides, Miss Allure really wants to become a painting soul, painting the heart is the only way, and it is just right for you to practice. Qing Ci said casually.