Chapter 642: Is It Just Guilt
Poor Jun Yueyan, although he is very smart, but in the end, after all, he is only a child less than five years old, obviously he was suddenly dizzy by his own father, and he didn't notice it at all, when he let him go to bed early, he said that he was still a child, and then let him wash himself, and didn't let him listen to bedtime stories, but said that he was not a child anymore.
ββThe little guy went back to the room listlessly, Jun asked the maid to follow, Ye Ning said, "Actually, he is still young, and the adults ......can help wash up."
ββIt's just that before she finished speaking, he had already raised his hand and hugged her, "I know, in fact, he is still young, I am just a little jealous, jealous that he can be so close to you......" He muttered, the moment he hugged her, it seemed that the whole person seemed to have a solid feeling.
ββIt's like the whole world, he is no longer alone.
ββYe Ning's body stiffened, and his hands subconsciously pressed against his chest.
ββ"If you're going to push me away, you can." He said in a low voice, sniffing her breath with the tip of his nose, as if everything about her was so precious to him.
ββYe Ning hesitated, and in the end, her hands still hung down at her sides, instead of pushing Jun Dusk away.
ββ"Won't you push me away?" He asked softly, the whispered voice seemed to be a little puzzled, and it seemed a little incredulous, so that his tail was a little trembling.
ββ"Hmm." Ye Ning responded.
ββ"If you don't push me away now, then you will never be able to push me away in the future." His voice rang out in her ears again.
ββShe lowered her eyes slightly, "So if I push you away now, will you die and never love me again?" β
ββHe was silent, and after a moment, in a voice of great certainty, he said, "No." "I'm afraid that even on the day he dies, he can't help but love her.
ββThis love for her has long been carved into his blood and bones, and then it has precipitated deeper and deeper, more and more.
ββ"So, does it matter if I push you away or not?" She asked, a little amused.
ββ"Important." He said, "That means you're willing to accept me." β
ββThis time, it was replaced by Ye Ning's silence.
ββAll of a sudden, there seemed to be silence. All you can hear is the sound of each other's breathing and heartbeat.
ββAfter a long time, Ye Ning finally spoke, "Jun Dusk, I'm ...... I don't know if I can still love you as much as before, some feelings, maybe after being hurt once, it's gone, and some feelings, maybe you can slowly get it back, I don't know what kind of feelings I have for you. β
ββHer voice lingered in the living room air, and his arms tightened slightly, hugging her tighter.
ββ"Maybe I'm ...... because you saved me There will be a kind of guilt, as if I will be sorry for you if I don't respond to you and don't give each other a chance again. She continued, "If I say that I am in this mood that I want to try to be with you again, such a together, do you still want it?" β
ββShe didn't want to hide it from him, but told him her mood at the moment completely dissected, and it was up to him to choose.
ββI don't want there to be any misunderstanding between the two in the future.
ββHis body shook, then he slowly let go of his embrace, lowered his head, and looked at her with fixed eyes, "Is it just guilt?" β