Chapter Ninety-Eight: Love and Hatred Keep Saying Goodbye
The palace itself arrived, but he couldn't get in, and he would be anxious like ants on a hot pot.
Just when he was about to break into the palace, he suddenly remembered that his eldest brother Yang Yuanqiang was on an errand in the forbidden army, and he told the name of the eldest brother to the forbidden army in the palace, and they really took themselves in to find the eldest brother.
After seeing the eldest brother, he asked the eldest brother if the new queen was Jiaying, and he nodded.
After hearing the news, I was very panicked, and I always wanted to find something to vent, but I had more important things to do, so I didn't show it on the spot.
I begged my eldest brother to take me to see Jiaying, but my eldest brother didn't agree at first, saying that it was not in line with the rules and not in line with my father-in-law's arrangement, but I didn't care about the rules at that time.
The eldest brother later agreed to his request, and the eldest brother of that meeting was already the deputy commander of the forbidden army, and after finding himself a suit for the forbidden army, he took himself to see Jiaying.
But when I saw Jiaying, I couldn't speak, because when I saw Jiaying, she was smiling, smiling very sweetly, very happy, very good-looking, she looked at a man with a smile, and the man also looked at Jiaying with a smile.
There is no doubt that the man must be the emperor, seeing them so affectionate, he felt that he was superfluous at that time, and the superfluous appeared in their world, and the superfluous seemed to be superfluous everywhere.
They didn't notice their little Praetorian guard, and even if they did, they probably wouldn't think anything special, I was standing in front of her, but she didn't look at me, maybe I was a little different from before, I was different that day, I was different.
I was surprisingly calm at the time, just looking at them, just watching those two loving people show affection, then I would be like a real master of the world, I don't know the joy and sorrow, or it may be the great sorrow or the joy, I don't know, anyway, it's very, very undeserved.
Seeing that Jiaying has someone she likes, the love in her heart slowly sank to the bottom of her heart, I like you, but you don't have to like me, I like you, as long as you have someone you like, it's fine, as for the person you like is not me, although there are some small disappointments, it doesn't matter, as long as you like it.
I don't care, after all, I like you, so I want to protect you, I don't want you to suffer anything, I don't want you to have any sadness, I want you to like you as you like, I like you, I want you to be better, I like you because of you, not because of me. As long as you're good, then I'm fine, although not really good, but at least you're okay.
Later, he quietly retreated, and he did the most ordinary thing with the most fiery emotion, running thousands of miles, day and night, tired of three horses just to be able to quietly take a look at his beloved from a distance, and his heart was full of words, and in the end he only turned into gentle eyes, just looking at it, just knowing that you are good.
If you are not good, then you will draw a knife and make trouble in the palace at that time, because if you make such a fuss, you will know that there are still people in this world who like you, and some people will not even want their lives for you, so even if you die, you should have a little hope, but, no need, you are already very good, I can't let you be bad, if you are not good, I don't like you.
After the eldest brother watched me come back, he told me to rest tonight and come back the next day.
In the evenings, the palace is in a festive atmosphere, and even the Praetorian guards can take turns having a few drinks.
Of course, I have to drink it, because the eldest brother still has official business, he just replaces the wine with tea, and we are on the wall of the palace, raising a glass to invite Mingyue, and toasting Jiaying.
I remember drinking three jars of wine at that time.
The future of the first altar is scattered with the wind, and the end of the world is a passerby from then on;
The second altar of grievances has been severed since then, and there is no entangled in this life and the next life;
The third altar of love and feud has been broken and will never be seen again.
My eldest brother would advise me not to drink so much, but I didn't listen, and instead began to count my eldest brother. Because Jiaying liked the eldest brother for a while, the eldest brother did not refuse, the eldest brother should know that Jiaying and his relationship is very good, but he still did not refuse, Jiaying gave him good food, he accepted it, Jiaying wiped his sweat after training, he did not refuse, Jiaying ran to chat with him, he didn't even refuse, just hung Jiaying, so that Jiaying's mind was on the eldest brother's side, but rarely got a response.
But why, why did the eldest brother do this, obviously everyone is a good brother and sister, obviously Jiaying is a person I am reluctant to say a word of weight, why can he be so justifiable to get Jiaying's good, get Jiaying's dedication, and even sometimes don't treat Jiaying's goodness too much.
I remember that during that time, I found my eldest brother and told him angrily that the fourth sister was so good to him, he should also be kind to the fourth sister, otherwise he would definitely ask the fourth sister for justice when he heard him bully the fourth sister.
But the eldest brother just said that you are still young and don't understand and sent yourself away, although he was angry, but there was nothing to do, and then after a while, Jiaying stopped going to the eldest brother's side, and asked Jiaying, Jiaying said that there was nothing good about the eldest brother's side, and she didn't want to go, but she saw the loss and sadness in Jiaying's eyes.
I understand that there must be something wrong with the eldest brother, isn't it just two years older than me, isn't it just more mature and attractive than myself first, crazy what, I will be like this in the future, but when I want to find the eldest brother to ask Jiaying for justice, the eldest brother has already gone to the forbidden army on an errand before us.
After drinking that day, I told my eldest brother about the past, and my eldest brother just listened, did not refute, did not explain, did not grieve and regret. I remember that at that time, I thought that my eldest brother was a cold-blooded animal, just a stone, and he didn't eat oil and salt, so he almost picked up the wine jar and beat him, but maybe he wasn't drunk enough to make it.
On the wall of the palace, you can vaguely see the celebration ceremony of singing and dancing, and you can vaguely see the lovely woman sitting on the ceremony, and you can vaguely see the woman's smile, every move, as if the woman also saw herself, as if she was smiling at herself, as if there were many Jiaying smiling at herself.
I was stunned, oh, it turned out that there were tears in my eyes, and my eyes were dazzled.
He wiped his eyes with his sleeve, then jumped off the wall, rode the horse that had been prepared a long time ago, and walked out of the palace without looking back.
What are you doing here, what's the use of staying here, isn't it a joke that hasn't been seen enough yet?
It's better to leave early, the spring breeze is proud, the horse is not happy, the horse's hooves are also sick, he waives the horsewhip every once in a while, and the horse under the seat is painful, although the horse is right, but is he wrong?
Leave early, otherwise if you stay in Yangcheng, something will swallow you, the thing that is swallowing you, the love that you can't ask for.
After returning to the barracks, he was given three days off, because he was not ordered to leave the camp without permission and was beaten with 30 military sticks, but he did not regret it, he would still leave if he tried again, it didn't matter if he was 60 military sticks, it didn't matter if he was killed.
Since then, he has never been out of the barracks for half a step, and he thinks that the outside world has nothing to do with him, especially Yangcheng has nothing to do with him, and he is happy.
But who would have thought that the emperor would die a year later, Prime Minister Yao Dong would establish himself as the emperor, and Yangcheng would suddenly become turbulent.
Fortunately, King Heng stepped forward at the time of crisis, and when Yao Dong thought that the overall situation had been decided, 100,000 immovable troops suddenly appeared under Yangcheng, and then broke through Yangcheng in one fell swoop.
At that time, Jiaying was surprised when she saw that she was covered in blood, but she saw worry, distress, and panic in Jiaying's eyes at that time, and she thought that this was enough, this was enough.
Later, when the new emperor ascended the throne, his father-in-law arranged for him to abandon the military and engage in business, and by the way, when he arranged for himself to do intelligence, he understood a lot of the inside story of the year.
It turned out that the rebellion father-in-law and Granny Ding had expected it a long time ago, and even made some arrangements early, it turned out that the rebellion father-in-law and Granny Ding had also participated, but their purpose was not the same as that of Prime Minister Yao Dong, and it turned out that the reason why the rebellion would go so smoothly was not just because King Heng Xia Xie Su persuaded the army not to move.
And his awe of Granny Ding has deepened since he came into contact with the silver network, for no other reason, because the more he understands, the more he feels that Granny Ding is unfathomable, and the more he understands, the more he feels that there are a lot of insiders back then, and even if he is Ginza now, he still knows too little about Granny Ding.
A middle-aged woman whose appearance has not changed for seventeen years, a strange person who has always called herself a mother-in-law despite being middle-aged, a person who is not interested in power but likes to stir up the world, and a person who has no friends and does not want to treat anyone as a friend.