Chapter 870 Time is not old, but my heart is still there
The last sentence - time is not old, we are still here, the ends of the earth, my heart is your habitat, no matter when Mrs. Ji's position belongs only to you.
He wrote those words with tears in his eyes, and pointed out word by word, "Egret, I love you, I will take Ozawa well, and we will continue to love each other in the next life." ”
returned to the crew to film, he was alone in the play, but after the play, Ji Chengyu became another person, not smiling, and could talk and laugh in front of the camera within a second, but after the camera was turned off, he immediately returned to a mode where no one could approach. When Gu Baoer happened to come over to visit the class, Ji Chengyu got out of the play and returned to his nanny car, Gu Baoer also followed, the assistant poured water for them, and Ji Chengyu sat at the table and looked down at the script.
Gu Bao'er also had a faint expression when he came in, "Why did you come here today?" ”
Gu Baoer is used to his expression, so it doesn't matter, and the crew doesn't care. Everyone didn't expect that the egret would be his wife, nor did they expect the egret to leave in such a tragic way, no one could stand it if this thing fell on, let alone Ji Chengyu.
Gu Bao'er couldn't stand the fact that the egret was leaving now.
When Ji Chengyu sent that message, every word fell on her heart, as if she was cutting her own heart, she took a deep breath, and looked at the half of the side face he left for herself, Ji Chengyu lost a lot of weight, and the whole person has changed.
"Ji Chengyu, are you going to go on like this?"
"How am I?" He looked down at the posture of the Chinese piece in his hand and paused, and asked Ji Chengyu for some reason: "I'm fine now, I won't film anymore after the current work is over, mainly focus on investment, training new people, the few people signed by Bailu are good, I still want to spend more time with Xiao Ze, Xiao Ze is slowly getting older now, and I need more things for me to accompany." ”
It's a fact.
Usually when he was busy, fortunately, Mingxi still accompanied Ozawa with Sugar Candy, and Ozawa was able to quickly come out of the shadow of leaving the egret. He also kept telling himself that he was doing well, living well, and comforting himself like this, as if he was really doing well, after filming this drama, Ji Chengyu flew back to Italy and took Ozawa back to visit the egret.
In the apartment, he had a terrible dream.
In the dream, the egret was covered in injuries, covered in blood and calling for help to himself, "Ji Chengyu, save me, save me-"
When he woke up, he was sweating profusely, and when he thought of the black place, the egret seemed to be lying on the ground, her whole body was covered in blood, and there were wounds up and down, and he couldn't see any traces of any good things at all, and he felt terrible when he thought of that scene.
The egret must have missed him, so he didn't even attend the banquet after the finale and left directly. When he returned to Italy, he first took Ozawa to see the egret, looking at the tombstone, Ji Chengyu put Ozawa down, the words around the tombstone grew very well, but it still looked so lonely here. Ji Chengyu looked at the cold tombstone, there was a photo of her on the tombstone, her voice and smile were still at that time, and when she smiled, it was like a sunflower waving in the sun.
"You flew back suddenly just to see the egrets." Shen Yazhi's voice appeared behind him at this time, Ji Chengyu's hand was in his trouser pocket, and he looked back and saw Shen Yazhi.
She is wearing a big black coat, a top hat on her head, and delicate makeup, which is very beautiful and good-looking. Shen Yazhi smiled slightly and stared at Ji Chengyu, and then put the flowers in her hand in front of the egret's tombstone.
"Why are you here?" His gaze was on the roses in front of the tombstone.
During his lifetime, he never bought a bouquet of flowers for the egret. Now that she was dead, he remembered to send her flowers.
"I came when I heard the news, and you are here." Shen Yazhi smiled, looking at his cold face, Ji Chengyu still hasn't fully recovered after so long, she wants to take care of Ji Chengyu and Xiao Ze, but Ji Chengyu plans to continue living like this, "Come and see the egret." ”
"Well, I dreamed of egrets." His gaze still fell in front of the tombstone, looking at the young face of the egret, even if it had been so long, but those wounds were still in his heart, and they could not heal for a long time, and maybe those wounds would not heal for a long, long time.
Those sorrows were so deeply engraved in his bones that he would always wake up when he dreamed back in the middle of the night.
"What did you dream about?"
"I dreamed that she was covered in blood." Ji Chengyu felt terrible when he thought of that dream, "The egret is asking me for help, she has been gone for more than a month, but I still can't forget it." I think of her blood all over her in my dreams, and I feel terrible. Maybe it was because she was in pain when she died, so she came to me......"
Killed.
The feeling of being torn apart in an instant must have been very uncomfortable.
The egret was so desperate and terrifying when it appeared in the dream.
"Okay, Ji Chengyu, don't think about it anymore, the egret won't want you to think about it anymore, maybe ......" Shen Yazhi didn't know how to comfort him, but the person she liked ended up so miserably, she raised her hand and patted Ji Chengyu's shoulder, "It's too cold outside, you hurry up and take Xiao Ze back, don't get cold." ”
"Okay." After Shen Yazhi left, Ji Chengyu stood alone in front of the tombstone and still didn't leave, still recalling the voice and smile of the egret in his mind. His gaze swept over her photos one by one, and Ji Chengyu sighed slowly, "Egret, what do your dreams want to tell me?" ”
"Dad, is it going to be cold here for Mommy?" Ozawa wrapped his arms around Ji Chengyu's neck and asked with his face against Ji Chengyu.
His gaze was slow to look at the tombstones in the rain, at the tombstones that were constantly flooded in the rain.
Egrets, will you be cold?
Can you be cold here alone?
When Ozawa grows up, I can come and accompany you.
He looked at the egret, lowered his head, and rubbed Xiao Ze's nose, "Mom is not cold, Ozawa, you have to remember to come to see your mother more in the future, remember to think more about your mother, don't forget your mother, you know?" Otherwise, Mom will be very sad. ”
"I know." Ozawa turned his head to look at the tombstone and looked at the egret with big eyes, "Mom, Ozawa will not forget you, Ozawa will miss you." ”
After speaking, Ji Chengyu returned to the car with Xiao Ze in his arms, and the driver drove home.
After he fell asleep with Ozawa in his arms, he returned to the bedroom very lonely, lying on the bed in the bedroom, raising his hand to cover his forehead, but he had that strange dream again-
The egret was lying on the cold and damp ground, his clothes dirty and messy, and his voice was weak.
Ji Chengyu ...... Save me, save me......"
When Ji Chengyu woke up, it was still dark outside, and he took a big breath, always feeling that his spirit was too tight. The next day, Mu Han came here to see Xiao Ze, and knew that Ji Chengyu was back, so he made a special trip to take a look, and when Ji Chengyu saw Mu Han when he went down, he asked, "What do you want to eat?" Pasta? ”
He raised his hand and pulled the sleeve of his clothes to his arm, and when he came down from upstairs, his tone was fluttering, and Mu Hanshi put Xiao Ze down and followed Ji Chengyu to the kitchen, seeing that Ji Chengyu's face was not very good, he took the noodles out, and while going to get the materials, he asked casually: "What's wrong?" It hasn't eased yet, so much time has passed, are you still immersed in the grief of the past? ”
He simply leaned against the kitchen cabinet, crossed his arms and looked at Ji Chengyu, only to see that his cheeks were extremely thin.
Ji Chengyu didn't want to say anything, but he looked down at the things in his hand, and a low male voice sounded in the kitchen, with a feeling of weakness and loss. "I came back this time because of the egret, I dreamed of her, and I have always dreamed of her lately, and I still seem to be miserable when I dream of her."
"Always dreaming?" Mu Hanshi also lowered his voice.
"Hmm." He nodded: "I dreamed of the egret, and I dreamed that she seemed to be having a bad time, so I wondered if she was not at peace after she died, and she was tortured all the time, you know?" According to our words, people who die will not be at peace even if they go to the underworld, so I am afraid of ......"
"Afraid?" Mu Hanshi shook his head and waved his fingers, he didn't believe this, the white shirt on his body was quite wide, and his strong arms looked full of strength, he said slowly, "Ji Chengyu, I see that you are thinking about it day and night, and you came up with it in your own subconscious." ”
"Perhaps."
He also didn't want the egret to have a bad time.
Even in another world, he didn't want Bailu to have a bad time, she had worked hard enough in this life, so he didn't want her to live a hard and tired life.
The two of them finished cooking in the kitchen and talked as they spoke.
……
In the dark room, only a few faint rays of light came through the small windows, and there was no other source of light in the dark little room except the light. The door was tightly closed, and only at certain times would someone open it, and the ground was a little damp and cold, but it was fine during the day, but at night, the cold temperature was almost freezing and stiff.
There was a woman in the corner.
She's been locked up here for a long time, but I don't know how long. It was a long time, day after day, and at the beginning she would count the time, but then she couldn't tell whether it was day or night, and she forgot how long she had been here.
The clothes on his body smelled of a foul smell, and the clothes were also moist, and there was no warmth on his body.
The quilt is very heavy, and the sun is not seen all year round, and the quilt is also moist. At this time, she was wrapped in a quilt and sat on the low bed in the corner, lowering her head and constantly shouting, "Ji Chengyu...... Ji Chengyu ......"
She felt like she couldn't hold on anymore.
I'm about to fall asleep.
But she couldn't sleep, she reached out and touched her abdomen, where there was already a slight bulge, and the baby was growing up in the belly day by day.
The room was very dark, and those people didn't care about her every day, so no one knew about her pregnancy. She reached out and touched her abdomen, not knowing what was going on outside, but asked the baby inside her belly in a low voice, "Baby, when do you think Dad will come to find us, does he know that we are here?" ”
She asked in a low voice, hoarse.
It was at this moment that she heard footsteps coming from far and near, and it was obvious that the men were wearing leather shoes and were stepping on the ground.
She didn't know what these people were doing here with her, but that night someone knocked her unconscious and rushed in, and then knocked her unconscious and took her away, and when she woke up, she was already here, and those people left her here, and they would bring food every day, but the food was not good, just something that was already cold, and it was not nutritious. But for the sake of the baby in her belly, she had to eat.