Chapter 15 Is there anything you'd like to go?
When Luo Yuming woke up the next day, he found that Dai Huihui in his arms was gone, and he instinctively took out the Qiqi style under his body and finished loading it with one hand. It's only five o'clock, and there's still half an hour left before the alarm clock I set.
But his heart quickly relaxed, because Dai Huihui was busy in the kitchen at this time. Dai Huihui turned her head to look at the panicked Luo Yuming and said apologetically:
"I'm sorry, Mr. Hu, I saw yesterday that you fell asleep with headphones after setting the alarm clock to half past five. So I just want to get up early to cook for you, I thought you had something urgent to get up early, breakfast is very important. ”
Luo Yuming: "I'm not in a hurry, my godfather said, I'll be responsible for everything for you this month." ”
Dai Huihui: "Ah, I see. Are you my bodyguard? ”
Luo Yuming: "Almost. ”
Dai Huihui: "I understand, Uncle Lu also has one at home in France, but can you put that away, I hate guns." ”
Luo Yuming: "I know, I'll put it away in the future." ”
Dai Huihui: "Let's eat, I ordered milk and some sandwiches on the hotel phone, and when I brought them in, I asked the person to eat them beforehand." ”
Luo Yuming: "Huh? Okay, thanks. What time did you wake up, and why didn't I notice you leaving me? ”
Dai Huihui: "I woke up at four o'clock, and my sleep has always been very bad, but I slept soundly yesterday, and you slept soundly yesterday." ”
Luo Yuming: "I slept soundly? ”
Dai Huihui: "Well, I just got up from you. ”
Luo Yuming: "This is wrong, when I sleep, I always wake up as soon as something blows." ”
Dai Huihui: "Thank you. ”
Luo Yuming: "Huh? Why thank you? ”
Dai Huihui: "It's nothing. ”
Luo Yuming was surprised, she smiled, Dai Huihui smiled, smiled happily. Luo Yuming also smiled, and the two scarred people laughed inexplicably. But Luo Yuming smiled and said with a smile:
"Don't be like this in the future, you must say hello to me wherever you go, okay?"
Dai Huihui: "Don't worry, Mr. Hu, I never go out, but." ”
Luo Yuming: "But what? ”
On the other side of the dinner table, Dai Huihui lowered her head again and said to him with a red face:
"Is there anything you'd like to go? It's better, it's better to be the kind of place where there are fewer people, where there are more people, I'm afraid. ”
Luo Yuming is not stupid, Luo Yuming put down the sandwich and muttered to her:
"Do you want to see Changbai Mountain?"
After the meal, the two drove to Baishan. On the way, Luo Yuming kept chatting with her:
"If you count the place of birth, you are also from the Northeast."
Dai Huihui: "Maybe." ”
Luo Yuming: "Then do you know this land?" ”
Dai Huihui: "I don't know much, I'm sorry. ”
Luo Yuming: "There's nothing to be sorry for, you're only fifteen years old, you know, this land is very similar to you." ”
Dai Huihui: "Much like me? Why? ”
Luo Yuming: "Because this land is also very young and beautiful, and then it is also hurt, but after she bandaged her wounds, she used everything she did to warm others, and it was there that she silently dedicated, and now she is tired, but she is still full of vitality." You should come in winter, the Northeast belongs to winter, quiet and pure, like a little girl. She may be the most worthless part of the market economy, but that's fine, she was so tired before, she gave everything to others. Let her rest like this, rest for fifty years, away from the hustle and bustle of the world. This is a kind, hopeful, and vibrant land that I should protect. ”
Dai Huihui: "I just keep hiding in the castle, I never move forward, I haven't helped anyone." ”
Luo Yuming: "You are helping me now, my heart is so warm, I know why I always can't sleep well, because I am afraid, but yesterday, I felt it, I felt it again, I felt that I was still alive." ”
Dai Huihui: "What are you afraid of?" ”
Luo Yuming: "I'm afraid of the collective, and I'm also afraid of the crowd. I used to be a man who loved to drill the horns, and I was so lonely that I made friends with the land and the dead, and I was willing to give everything for this land, because I loved her deeply. But that's still too abstract after all, so yesterday's one, it's warm and comfortable. ”
Dai Huihui's face turned red again, and it took a long time for her to say slowly:
"I'll come to you this winter."
Luo Yuming: "Okay." ”
Luo Yuming chuckled in his heart when he heard this, he almost forgot the purpose of his coming here because the girl in front of him finally knew why the undercover agents in the police and gangster movies were not allowed to have personal feelings. Winter? Could he have been in his current position at that time?
After Dai Huihui fell asleep, Luo Yuming continued to drive silently, he glanced in the rearview mirror, and the car was still closely following. Looking at Dai Huihui on the side, Luo Yuming muttered:
"Is there always some kind girl willing to heal a wounded beast? Is she a princess who is scarred but still willing to warm the beast? ”
It was already noon when they arrived at Baishan, and it was two o'clock in the afternoon when they really approached the Changbai Mountain Scenic Area. Luo Yuming opened a room after finding a hotel with the best conditions, they don't plan to do anything today, they are tired, let's go play tomorrow. When Luo Yuming was passing by the merchandise store of the hotel, he suddenly found that he had done something with a very short circuit in his brain yesterday. So after settling Dai Huihui, he ran to the hall on the first floor to buy a spoon.
But when he handed the spoon to Dai Huihui, Luo Yuming saw that she had a little disappointment on her face. Dai Huihui grabbed the spoon in her left hand, lowered her head and said softly:
"Once a week."
Luo Yuming: "What? ”
Dai Huihui: "You have to feed me once a week. ”
Luo Yuming thought about it and lifted Dai Huihui up gently, but Dai Huihui panicked because of the sudden loss of gravity:
"What are you doing?"
Luo Yuming: "As long as you don't keep your head down, I'll feed you." ”
Dai Huihui: "Okay. ”
After the meal, Luo Yuming went to the balcony to smoke, and suddenly, the mobile phone rang, and it was the Buddha calling. Luo Yuming answered the phone:
"Godfather, everything is normal."
Buddha: "I know, I have a few brothers around you. Nominally, of course, it's spying on you, you can understand that. ”
Luo Yuming: "Of course I understand. ”
Buddha: "Then, Ocean, you are such a surprise, I thank you very much." ”
Luo Yuming: "Godfather, we can't talk about thanks." ”
Buddha: "You just got a thing on my mind." ”
Luo Yuming: "What's on your mind, godfather." ”
Buddha: "Huihui, this child's life is hard, his parents died at the age of six, he watched his father's head be shattered, and she has had a psychological shadow since then." ”
Luo Yuming: "I can see it." ”
Buddha: "Later, Luch took him to France and then changed his nationality. We were going to hide her secretly, and we got the best psychiatrist in the world to treat her, but we didn't get her back to normal. The kid had decided to close himself off completely, he had a high IQ, but something was wrong with his thoughts, he was afraid of crowds, of strangers, of the night. He has locked himself in his home for eight years. Thanks to Lu Qi, he never believed in women again because of that battle, so he never married, so he always regarded Huihui as his own daughter. ”
Luo Yuming: "Why is Uncle Lu like this?" ”
Buddha: "Ah, the battle of '84. Luqi was the sentry on duty, and when the vixen came to find the artillery communicator, the slut let the dog man and woman run away after a few soft words, so he couldn't forgive himself. ”
Luo Yuming: "Understood. ”
Buddha: "So we've been looking for ways to get Huihui out of the shadows, but we've found many ways to get it unsuccessful. This time, we finally used the so-called 10th anniversary death day to trick her out bitterly. But I didn't expect her to agree to come out with you after only one day with you. I'm sure you can't persecute her, she did it voluntarily. ”
Luo Yuming: "Yes. ”
Buddha: "So can I entrust her to you?" I treat her as my own daughter, you can be my son-in-law, as long as you agree, I will make you my disciple, and when you are a teacher, I will give you all my things. ”
Luo Yuming: "Godfather, what is this?" Gang marriages? She's only 15, I can't do anything to her, I can't do this to a child. ”
Buddha: "Ocean, how to say it, I am also relieved to hand over Huihui to you because of this, you are different from me, you still have a little heat, I can't do it, I'm old, I'm cold." I know what you've been doing in the past two days, and you really like her, you can't fool me. We're already rule breakers, so we shouldn't continue to cling to the rules. And I didn't let you marry her now, she will grow up after all, and you will not be thirty at that time. ”
Luo Yuming: "I know my godfather." ”
Buddha: "You don't need to call your godfather, just call your father." ”
Luo Yuming: "I understand Dad, but I still have to think about it." ”
Buddha: "Okay, I don't ink anything, what I'm going to tell you next is the most important thing, I've always been very sorry for Huihui, this child, do you think she looks good." ”
Luo Yuming: "Yes, it's very beautiful, it's like coming out of a painting." ”
Buddha: "Of course, his father Dai Jilin is the most handsome in our group, and his mother is also the school flower of the university, so it is not unusual for her to have such a face." But you know what? She had such a beautiful face and such a petite body, but he was a boy. ”
Luo Yuming: "Boy? ”
After hearing Luo Yuming's surprise, the Buddha smiled bitterly and continued:
"Life is like this, he just likes to please himself with contradictions. From the age of two or three, he was easily seen as a girl by strangers. Originally, he was supposed to live as a very delicate ordinary boy, but fate was too cruel to him, when he was six years old, he saw his parents being beaten to death, and since then he has been stimulated, and then he thinks he is a girl, he is very scared, so he killed a boy named Dai Ziqi and turned himself into a girl named Dai Huihui. At the time, the psychiatrist said it was called self-preservation. But I was almost dizzy, and then I did, I did something that I'll regret for the rest of my life. ”
The Buddha was silent for a while when he said this, and Luo Yuming heard the sound of the lighter on the other side. After a long time, the voice of the Buddha came from there again:
"Do you know why the three of us in China can do so much business?"
Luo Yuming: "Why? ”
Buddha: "Just because of three words: stable, accurate, ruthless." Our three brothers, Zhang Xiaopei is responsible for stability, Dai Jilin is responsible for accuracy, and I, Hu Xiaojun, are responsible for ruthlessness. In that sneak attack, my wife and children died, and he killed his parents. So at that time, I was really overwhelmed by hatred, I felt that he was being hypocritical in front of me, I didn't have time to watch him hypocritical, I thought that as a man, I should never run away, even if I was only six years old. So, so I taught him revenge every day after I was discharged from the hospital, I started from the basics, I taught him to take goods, I taught him to shoot, I taught him to sell stolen goods, I taught him to steal bags, I even beat him up because he said he was Dai Huihui, I'm a fucking bastard. But what's even more wretched is that in order to make him grow up more quickly so that he can avenge his father and wake up his true self, I let him watch something that a six-year-old child shouldn't see: . . . At that time, there was a brother who lost his gun, and according to the rules, he had to chop off his fingers, so... ”
Luo Yuming: "So you forced him to see the chop fingers." ”
Buddha: "Yes, that time, he went completely crazy. Lu Qi, who knew the situation, came from France and beat me up, and then he brought Huihui to France, but even after a long time of recuperation, he could not return to normal mentally, his psychology will always be problematic, he will always think that he is a girl, she thinks that she is just a strange body, and there is a strong delusion of victimization and depression. I'm sorry for him, I'm sorry for Lao Dai, this child has attempted suicide four times in the past few years, so as long as there is a glimmer of hope that can bring happiness to that child, I will never let it go. ”
Luo Yuming: "Dad, I'll think about it." ”
Buddha: "Ocean, that kid has completely regarded himself as a girl." If he is physically able, I will take him to have sex reassignment surgery, the best hospital in the world, the best doctor in the world, and I will do my best to create a normal married life for you. And I can see that even if you know he's a man, you'll like him. You are just like me as an outcast of rules, so we have the right to ignore the so-called worldliness. Do you know why I'm called Buddha? The Buddha is the lowliest person on the road, that's what a thief means, but I just want to tell the world: as long as I want, I say that sugar is salty, then sugar must be salty. When I say that salt is sweet, then salt must be sweet. ”
Luo Yuming: "Dad, please let me think about it." ”
Buddha: "Okay, I won't force you." Remember, follow your heart's choice. ”
Luo Yuming: "I understand, Dad." ”
After hanging up the phone, Luo Yuming returned to the room. He still wanted to say something, but he just couldn't say anything.
At ten o'clock in the evening, the child curled up in a ball and fell asleep with him in his arms, Luo Yuming thought for a long time, and finally said to himself:
"It's all men anyway."
Then Luo Yuming gently put his arm under his head, carefully hugged his soft body, and pressed his chin against Dai Huihui's hair.
"It's so comfortable."