Chapter 035: I used to hate
"Mother......?" Looking at the back, Ruoyu asked a little hesitantly, obviously seeing that everything was good for her, her heart warmed, but she still felt a little unbelieving her eyes
The last time I saw her, she was obviously weak and unshaped, but now she was properly dressed, with sleeves and a side face that looked clean and elegant
During the days when he was not in the palace, he was most worried about his mother, and a few days ago, he had always been wary of Jun Wuyao, and he was always in a hurry, so he didn't ask for a long time, and he didn't expect to meet here
Tang Zhiyan heard Ruoyu's words, and immediately turned her head, her eyes were clear, very energetic, and she was also taken aback when she saw that the person in front of her was Ruoyu, but she quickly eased her senses, bent her eyebrows, and beckoned to Ruoyu and said, "Come, look here"
Ruoyu immediately stepped forward, followed the direction pointed by Tang Zhiyan, and saw that it was a pear branch that grew outward, but there were no pear blossoms on it, it should have been blown off by last night's wind
The bare branches are not very good-looking, and they look a little lonely
Ruoyu looked at the pear branch, but she didn't understand why Tang Zhiyan was looking at it by herself, so she said, "It should have been knocked down by the wind."
Tang Zhiyan nodded when she heard this, and no longer looked at Ruoyu, and said to herself: "People are like this, why be reckless everywhere, these days I often think of your father and your aunt, I feel that they are like branches that are determined to grow taller, and they will wither early."
Your own father and aunt?
Hearing this, Ruoyu froze, and it seemed that Jun Wuyi's angry sentence sounded in her ears again-"You are no longer the invincible county lord, your femme fatale-hearted aunt and ruthless father are dead, who else do you think can protect you, they owe a blood account, you have to pay it back!" ”
He was so angry that his eyes were about to burst into flames
I always wanted to know what kind of grievances and hatreds it was, but I felt that there was no one to ask, and at this time, listening to Tang Zhiyan say this, I suddenly realized that I still had someone to ask
Her mother should know what happened, and only she can tell herself the reason for that time
After a little hesitation, Ruoyu touched the pear branch with her hand and asked, "Mother, what was it at that time...... What happened? ”
Tang Zhiyan listened to Ruoyu's question, gasped for breath, her eyes were a little loose, as if she was going crazy again, Ruoyu hurriedly patted her back and shouted at the willow branch: "Come and find some water, quickly"
But I didn't expect that when Liu Zhi ran away just now, Tang Zhiyan was relieved, smiled at Ruoyu and said, "Don't worry, I just want to get rid of her."
Seeing that the willow branch did go away, he opened his mouth again and continued: "Actually, my mother has always wanted to tell you, but sometimes she can't control herself, and she scares you once, so I'll tell you all this time."
Tang Zhiyan told herself that she would work hard for an hour, and she would finish it when the sky was a little dark
Ruoyu didn't speak when she listened, and when she was about to speak, she realized that she had already trembled, and felt extremely cold, as if there was a cold gathering in her heart
I don't know how I walked back to Minghu Hall, I was dizzy, as if I was floating back
I never thought that Jun Wuyao would actually suffer so much pain when he was a child, and the people who inflicted the pain on him were all relatives of this Ruoqingwen's body
I was thinking about that story all the way
The story that Tang Zhiyan told herself
His aunt Ruo Jinhua and his relatives came to Ling Guo to be the queen, because she couldn't see Jun Shougong pampering her concubine Linglan clan, it was difficult everywhere, and made a fake scene of Linglan clan and a third-class guard cheating, and asked Jun Shougong to see it, and believed that Jun Shougong abolished Linglan clan
In the year when the Linglan clan was abolished, her only son was twelve years old, which was the most deserving age
And that person is none other than Jun Wuyao
No wonder he hated it like that......
Tang Zhiyan just told herself that she got there, and didn't say how the Linglan clan left later
If it was really like Jun Wuyi said, it was the poisonous wine he poured, then he was afraid that he would never be able to raise his head in front of him, how could he owe him so much......
When thinking about how she should face him in the future, Ruoyu pushed open the door of her room, and saw a person sitting at the table, fiddling with the waist she had embroidered, tilting her head and asking, "Are you back?" ”
I'm really cowardly
Hearing him ask like this, he didn't know how to answer at all, and after a while, he nodded and said bluntly: "Well, I'm back."
"Uncomfortable?" Jun Wuyao looked up at Ruoyu, obviously feeling that Ruoyu seemed to have a very serious heart, so he put down the girdle in his hand, got up and asked
In fact, he ordered the little maid to follow, knowing that Ruoyu was just going out for a walk, otherwise it would be so late, she would definitely look for it
Seeing that Ruoyu didn't answer and looked more cramped, he reached out and probed Ruoyu's forehead, wanting to touch if the person had a fever, but as soon as his fingertips touched Ruoyu's skin, the little man took a big step back as if he had been bitten by a poisonous snake
Jun Wuyao's hand was hanging, and it took a while before he slowly put it down
Squinted his eyes, frowned slightly and asked, "What's wrong?" ”
What's wrong with you?
Said that he felt that he was standing in front of him now that he felt extraordinarily sorry?
Stirring his clothes, he was silent for a long time, then looked up and asked thoughtlessly: "Jun Wuyao, do you hate me?" ”
Hearing Ruoyu's sudden question, Jun Wuyi felt his chest suffocate
Obviously, he has been good and dignified for the past few days, why did he suddenly ask like this, and looked down at the dazzling person who was still looking at him with even his eyebrows on his eyebrows, looking serious, waiting for his answer
Hate?
I am also a little unclear, when my heart first became chaotic, I still thought about how to rectify it, but as my heart became more and more chaotic, I simply ignored it, and indulged in such a status quo day by day, as if I was fascinated by my mind
And I want to continue to indulge like this
Taking a step forward, Jun Wuyi raised his hand, as if he wanted to hold the small body in front of him, but he retracted his hand, slowly lowered his head, and followed Ruoyu to level his gaze
Seeing that Ruoyu also looked at herself, she said, "It used to be."
Only talk about the past, not the present
Jun Wuyi saw Ruoyu trembling slightly when she heard her words, and then turned back and picked up the ointment she brought from the table, just to apply the medicine, pretending that nothing happened
But Ruoyu pushed Jun Wuyao's hand away, looked at Jun Wuyao, who was a little stunned, and suddenly said: "I want to drink"