Chapter 2: Dissociative fugue
"Qingfeng, are you okay?" Shen Xuejiao hurriedly went to help him.
"Don't touch me, you go away!" Ye Qingfeng pushed her away and shrank back in horror.
"What's wrong?"
Ye Guo next door was woken up, she walked in and asked, "Qingfeng, what are you doing in Xuejiao's room?" ”
Facing her mother's reproachful gaze, Ye Qingfeng found in a trance that this was indeed a girl's room.
No
It's the whole house that has changed,
His original home was a two-bedroom apartment, and this house is a three-bedroom one, obviously he went to the wrong room, so Shen Xuejiao's 'cohabitation' should refer to the three of them living together, not the 'cohabitation' of boyfriend and girlfriend?
"Qingfeng, what's going on?" Mother asked again.
Shen Xuejiao hurriedly relieved the siege and said, "Godmother, I had a nightmare just now, he came in to see me, it's nothing!" ”
"It's okay!" Ye Guo's face softened, she sat on the edge of the bed, and greeted Shen Xuejiao with warmth,
That gentleness,
That thoughtful......
is simply treating his own daughter, but Ye Qingfeng's own son seems to be sent with phone bills.
Ye Qingfeng wants to hit the wall,
He felt that it was not a head on his neck, but an oversized pumpkin.
He stood up against the wall, went to the bathroom, poured a few sips of water into the faucet, and poured some water on his hot face.
And then
The emergency light of thinking is slowly lit.
He couldn't understand, how did Shen Xuejiao become his mother's goddaughter?
If you go back in time to three years ago, he just knocked down Shen Xuejiao, how could such a huge change happen?
Oh, my God!
Ye Qingfeng suddenly realized that changing the past would trigger the terrible butterfly effect and memory faults.
It's like that movie: if the protagonist goes back in time to change a certain detail, people's fate will change in different directions, and they will go to different forks in the road from then on, and there will be no turning back......
But the significance of the film is not limited to the explanation of the chaotic theory of the butterfly effect, it seems to imply the problem that for all people, there are infinite possibilities in life, and we can only experience one of these infinite possibilities, and when you are happy to achieve a certain wish, there will always be another regret waiting for you, and there will always be things that you do not expect.
But now, he suddenly has an extra godsister,
This girl has left him with a shadow that is even more terrible than the midnight bell,
He also made trouble in other people's mourning halls,
He had a fight with his father......
Now accepting such a godsister makes Ye Qingfeng feel like she has fallen from one hell to another.
The scary thing is that
There seems to be no end to this hell.
So, what exactly has happened in these three years?
Mother was still comforting Shen Xuejiao in the room, it was definitely not appropriate for him to ask directly.
It was at this moment that God gave Ye Qingfeng a chance.
As soon as he turned around, he stepped on a bar of soap,
"Oops!"
There was a scream, a dull sound from the bathroom.
"Qingfeng, what's wrong with you?"
Professor Ye and Shen Xuejiao hurriedly ran over, opened the door and looked at it, and their eyes suddenly widened.
Ye Qingfeng fell in the bathroom, the person had already fainted, and the blood flowing from the back of his head slowly spread!
Beep porphyrp beep porphyr......
The ambulance came and whizzed away.
Ye Qingfeng's head was dizzy, he was lifted out of the ambulance, and he saw the top of the hospital corridor moving rapidly, and the long red slit of the CT scanner flashed in front of him.
From time to time, the faces of the doctors and nurses appeared above him, and they made him sore as they examined and handled his head.
In the end, everything settled down when above Ye Qingfeng was the ceiling of the ward.
"You fell on your head, you had a slight concussion, but it wasn't serious, and you need to rest now." A doctor with glasses looked down at him and said.
Ye Qingfeng did not refuse sleeping pills, and after taking the pills with the help of the nurse, he quickly fell asleep.
[In the dream, Ye Qingfeng heard the sound of the engine starting the car.
In his vague consciousness, he realized that his eyes were still closed, and he struggled to open his heavy eyelids......
The first thing I saw was a steering wheel with a Honda logo in the middle.
"Qingfeng, how are you, are you okay?" He heard a female voice softly calling his name, which seemed to be Shen Xuejiao's voice.
"Uh......" Ye Qingfeng found himself sitting in the passenger seat, and Shen Xuejiao was looking at him worriedly.
Outside the car window, the sun was like blood, and the gray twilight blended together, and the cuckoo could be faintly heard chirping in the forest.
The time of the car clock is 18:38
"Why are you again?" Ye Qingfeng looked at her in confusion.
"I'm your girlfriend, have you forgotten?" Shen Xuejiao said.
"You're my girlfriend? yes, I must be dreaming! Ye Qingfeng shook her head, feeling a little funny.
Sometimes it's strange that you know in your dreams that you're dreaming, and he often experiences this, and as the dream continues, he unconsciously forgets that he's dreaming.
"Qingfeng, if you feel unwell, I'll take you to the hospital!" Shen Xuejiao touched his forehead and started the car.
Ye Qingfeng turned her head and her gaze fell on her soft face.
The evening sun poured into the car window, warm and ambiguous.
I don't know if it's because the sunset is too gentle and gorgeous, so that Ye Qingfeng's eyes are like fire in an instant, what kind of heartbeat is that?
In life, Ye Qingfeng can always hold his own sanity, but in this dream, in the interval of the ebb and flow of reason, after being tortured by this girl for two time and space, from the continuous changes in emotions such as crush, fear, and hatred, he can't figure out how he feels about this girl.
But now he seems to understand that the phrase "falling in love after a long time" is not unreasonable, no matter luck or misfortune, there must be cause and effect, and the deeper the entanglement, the deeper the sink.
At this moment, Shen Xuejiao appeared in his dream as a girlfriend, which showed that Ye Qingfeng had such a desire in his heart, and he liked this girl.
"Senior sister, you are so good-looking!" Ye Qingfeng stared at her side face, and there was a smile on the corner of her mouth.
"Yes, yes......"
Shen Xuejiao in a panic has an extraordinary coquettishness and beauty.
So in a sudden moment, Ye Qingfeng held her hand, "Are you really my girlfriend?" ”
"Ahh
Shen Xuejiao was taken aback.
She stopped with a foot on the brakes, turned her head, and looked at Ye Qingfeng in surprise.
"Really?" Ye Qingfeng asked.
Shen Xuejiao nodded slowly but firmly.
Ye Qingfeng was not polite at the moment, unbuckled his seat belt, and the whole person pasted over.
When his lips touched Shen Xuejiao, Shen Xuejiao's tongue of fire came in an instant, and the breath of the charming goddess turned into a cyclone, enveloping the two impulsive bodies.
Hot Be,
Madness,
Don't ......
They don't let the air beat with a beat!
The sunset poured in front of the car like flowing water, like a dream wrapped in a light veil.
This is the first time in Ye Qingfeng's life to pick up a girl, and she has never had such a wonderful feeling, although it is a dream.
Yes, Ye Qingfeng has such a passion, which is in his bones, but when he is in a dream, he can let himself go to the fullest, incarnate as a brave knight, and do anything he desires but does not dare to do.
In this way, they kissed jerky in the car, and sometimes their teeth would touch together.
After a long time, Ye Qingfeng hugged her in his arms and said gratefully, "Thank you for giving me such a beautiful dream!" ”
Shen Xuejiao put her arms around Ye Qingfeng's neck and smiled sweetly, "Qingfeng, stop thinking about those memories you didn't have, God made you amnesia, this is his compensation for me, let's start again!" ”
"I have amnesia?" Ye Qingfeng was speechless, what kind of mess was this dream.
"Qingfeng, did you forget again?" Shen Xuejiao said, "You fell in the bathroom the day before yesterday, and the doctor said that you were dissociating from your fugue!" ”
"The day before yesterday?" Ye Qingfeng clearly remembered that he had only fallen for a few hours, how could it have been two days?
Oh, I almost forgot, it's a dream, and nothing in a dream is impossible, like the absurdity of the moment.
Ye Qingfeng thought, he hugged Shen Xuejiao tighter.
Shen Xuejiao said sullenly, "You kiss and hug now, don't wake up and lose your memory again, saying that you don't know me!" ”
"How so? You are the girl of my dreams. Ye Qingfeng put aside distracting thoughts and gently put the cheeks of the two together, "Socrates said, it is not what kind of goal is achieved, love becomes love, no matter what kind of love is a beauty, a result, and the love engraved in the bottom of the heart, because of selflessness and desirelessness, because of indifference and sadness, will be truly eternal, even if I wake up from a dream, I will always remember the happiness at this moment......"
Shen Xuejiao covered his mouth and replaced all words with a tender kiss, it was a long kiss.
"Hmm...... Well...... Yes...... Woo...... Oh......"
The two of them were tired of crooked for 30 minutes,
Then they snuggled together, and this wonderful feeling made Ye Qingfeng intoxicated.
"I wish time had stopped forever, that's good!" The smile on Shen Xuejiao's face turned into a sweet smile.
At this time, Ye Qingfeng heard the noise of the outside world, and he said to the girl, "Sometimes the impulse of love is more violent than the harm of death, and after we have been carefully warmed in this beautiful dream, what is sealed in our hearts is the intoxicating agarwood, goodbye, my dream lover, although I am very reluctant, but I am going to wake up, and it will be a nightmare to do it again!" ”
Shen Xuejiao suddenly looked up at him, "Qingfeng, this is not a dream!" ”
At this time, the car time is exactly displayed: 19:35!
Time seemed to freeze at this moment, and Ye Qingfeng finally woke up from this glamorous dream. 】
Dreams, who knows if it's yesterday's stub or tomorrow's proverb?
Although the pain in the back of his head appeared from time to time, Ye Qingfeng felt that he was indeed not seriously injured, he tried to sit up, but the nurse did not stop him, but raised the pillow to help him half-lie and lean on it.
After a while, Professor Ye and Shen Xuejiao walked into the ward and sat down in front of his bed.
Looking at Shen Xuejiao's beautiful face, Ye Qingfeng unconsciously excited.
He hesitated, deciding not to tell them what he had been going through, because it was too appalling.
But there is a problem, in this new parallel time and space, he has no idea what has happened in the past three years, and his experience and memory are completely incompatible, how can he hide from his mother's eyes?
"How do you feel, you kid, why are you so careless." Professor Ye said softly reproached.
Shen Xuejiao frowned and looked at him, "How old is a person, how can you fall like this?" You're scaring us to death! ”
Ye Qingfeng remembered the glamorous dream just now, and Shen Xuejiao's strange words in the dream still vaguely appeared in her memory: Qingfeng, have you forgotten? You fell down in the bathroom the day before yesterday, and the doctor said you were dissociating......
At that moment,
Ye Qingfeng had an idea, and he was inspired.
That's right, he can take advantage of this accidental fall, pretend to have amnesia, and then openly retrieve the memory gap of the past three years.
"Who are you?" Ye Qingfeng said, "Did you hurt my head?" ”
Professor Ye looked at Shen Xuejiao in amazement.
Shen Xuejiao looked at the doctor behind her in amazement.
"Judging from the current situation, it should be no big deal!" The doctor muttered.
Ye Qingfeng was dying, "Who am I?" Where am I? Where have I come from and where am I going......"
"Why don't you transfer to another hospital?" The doctor shrugged helplessly.
The Fourth People's Hospital, which is the best psychiatric hospital in Minjiang City.
After consultation between the psychiatrist and the neurologist, a medical conclusion was made on Ye Qingfeng's amnesia, "He doesn't remember who he is, this is a condition of partial memory loss, and for temporary amnesia in personal identity, it is medically called 'dissociative fugue', and this symptom may last for a few hours, or months, or years!" ”
"What then?" Professor Ye asked nervously.
"Don't worry too much, we think that his knowledge and self-care ability are still there, we can only see when he can recover his memory!"
Shen Xuejiao held Professor Ye's hand and said softly, "Godmother, don't worry, I will take care of Qingfeng, no matter what he becomes, I am the daughter-in-law of your Ye family, this is the will of God!" ”
Professor Ye looked at Shen Xuejiao distressedly, "Xuejiao, it's really hard for you!" ”
A sigh rang out from the doctor's office.