Chapter 10: The Road
Seventeen days after the chemical plant crisis, the 961 Hospital of the Joint Logistics Support Force of the Chinese People's Liberation Army.
Zhang Dajun and Meng Quanshi silently stood outside Luo Yuming's ward, a few days ago they got the news that Luo Yuming was out of danger, but due to the impact of the burns, half of his face was burned, and the disfigured Luo Yuming became a glorious disabled soldier.
This morning they got the news of Luo Yuming's awakening in the division headquarters building, and listening to Dr. Cui who called, Luo Yuming shouted crazy from the moment he woke up: "Don't ask me for credit!" Don't give me credit! After hanging up the phone, Meng Quanshi said to Zhang Dajun what Dr. Cui just said, the two looked at each other and smiled and quickly drove to the hospital.
At nine o'clock in the morning, Dr. Cui of the burn department walked out of the consultation room and informed them that Luo Yuming's condition was basically stable. After getting permission, the two entered Luo Yuming's single room.
As soon as he entered the house, Meng Quanshi stopped Luo Yuming's intention to salute. He said straight to the point: "If you say you don't give you a celebration, then I will be useless, today's home field is not me, Director Zhang of the Provincial Public Security Department will have a good chat with you." ”
Luo Yuming: "Report, do you want me to be an undercover agent?" ”
Meng Quanshi: "I'll go, you kid is a fortune teller." Grandma's, Lao Zhang, you can talk to him directly, you don't need me to trap him. So saying, he went out. After Meng Quanshi left, Zhang Dayong immediately sat in front of Luo Yuming and asked:
"How do you know what I'm going to ask you to do?"
Luo Yuming: "Report to Director Zhang, a senior police officer looked at a disfigured comrade but suppressed indescribable joy in his heart, can there be any other explanation?" ”
Zhang Dajun: "No need to report, there are only two of us in the house, you are smarter than I think, so do you do it?" To tell you the truth, my current actions are completely my own actions, and you don't have to listen to me at all, and judging from your teacher's description and your behavior, you have no interest in receiving meritorious service awards. ”
Luo Yuming: "I'll go." ”
Zhang Dajun: "Why? ”
Luo Yuming: "Because of fate, if you find me, it's fate." ”
Zhang Dajun: "Do you accept your fate?" ”
Luo Yuming: "I accept my fate." ”
Zhang Dajun: "Okay, since you agree, I'm going to tell you everything, but before that, I want to talk to you, okay?" ”
Luo Yuming: "Yes." ”
Zhang Dajun: "In your service career in the past few years, you have pushed more than ten honors, large and small. Not to mention anything else, the merit you just made is directly enough to be promoted, why do you push it all away? ”
Luo Yuming: "Save your life." ”
Zhang Dajun: "Saving your life? ”
Luo Yuming: "Yes, save your life, because the gun shot the first bird." ”
Zhang Dajun: "This sentence is not like what a person like you can say, only that kind of irresponsible bureaucrat takes this sentence as a guideline, and that kind of person can't do anything to block a gun." ”
Luo Yuming: "Whether you believe it or not, that's what I think." I'm making a deal with the devil, and I want to go back to my parents alive. ”
Zhang Dajun: "Why is a soldier in peacetime thinking about life and death? ”
Luo Yuming: "Because I can't imagine my parents losing me, for me, living is victory." ”
Zhang Dajun: "Then this is very contradictory, you will stand at the forefront of every mission, and every time you execute it almost perfectly, you will only let one dangerous mission after another find you." ”
Luo Yuming: "There is no contradiction, it's just a matter of internal affairs." This is my life, as long as I do what I do, I don't need any superfluous and useless things, and I'll be fine. If a person asks for too many things, then his path will be narrower and his life will be shorter. I don't want to be the kind of fool who likes to gamble, the kind of fool who fantasizes that he can get something for nothing by playing with his life. ”
Zhang Dajun: "All or nothing? Then it's even more fun, because there's no more desperate gamble than if you take off all your protection and go around in circles under the guns of a terrorist. ”
Luo Yuming: "So I said, I'm trading with the devil, as long as I don't ask for anything in return, I will accumulate the luck of going home alive." ”
Zhang Dajun: "Trading luck with the devil, chips are the fame and fortune that others dream of?" It's worth it, but you're too selfish, you've given your comrades the fame and fortune you have been. ”
Luo Yuming: "Director Zhang said that he laughed, you are a person who has fought in battles, you should know that every time I launch out of the good future, it will never be the turn of my brothers in the detachment, and a bunch of awesome little cubs will cry and shout to take him over." ”
Zhang Dajun: "So you are punishing them in your own way, which is amazing, using selfishness to punish selfishness, and injustice to punish injustice." ”
Luo Yuming: "This may be the answer I found, I'm the kind of selfish person who even kneels down, even if he loses his hands and feet, even if he tries everything to survive, and only lives for himself." ”
Zhang Dajun: "Then I really don't understand, you have done so many heroic things, but you desperately describe yourself as a selfish, scheming rotten person who just wants to live in the world." ”
Luo Yuming: "Haha? Hero, I've lost a lot of things because of this self-deception. ”
Zhang Dajun: "For example? ”
Luo Yuming: "My studies, my parents' expectations, my future, and my handsome face. ”
Zhang Dajun: "But aren't these all fame and fortune that you don't like?" ”
Luo Yuming: "Yes, I've lost a lot, and that's all I have left, who else loves if I don't love it?" It's a bad process, and now life is everything to me, and I'm no longer qualified to pursue fame and fortune. ”
Zhang Dajun: "Little bastard, you are really a genius who lies, you haven't told a few words of truth since the first sentence I talked to you." You underestimate me too much, Lao Tzu has been fighting on the battlefield for eight years, do you think I have survived by opportunism for these eight years? ”
Luo Yuming: "I'm sorry, I don't understand what you mean. ”
Zhang Dajun: "Little rabbit, you said a bunch of lies, but only one is true. You are indeed deceiving yourself, because you are not a person who has to do everything to survive, you are the kind of person who will not even want to die if you see even the slightest hope. You're not a fateful person at all! On the contrary, you have a good time fighting with him, and the answer you found is not as simple as you say, I know what your answer is? ”
Luo Yuming: "What? ”
Zhang Dajun: "That thing is called Tianli." You have been taking revenge, and you have been using the principles of heaven to take revenge on this materialistic human society. I know what makes you so disappointed in your life, your teacher told me a few days ago, it's that incident: your kid ran to a small restaurant to eat alone the day before his first year vacation, and ran into a few guys who were full of dung, and it happened that the dung sprayed by those bastards touched your bottom line, so you beat those goods half-crippled. Then your division commander begged most of the city bureau to protect your shy old face, but instead of appreciating it, you also took the initiative to give up your qualification to participate in the military examination, you are a college student at Northeast Normal University, and you can be admitted to the military school with your fucking eyes closed. But you can give up your future in order to be angry with yourself, and then you tell me now that you care about those things? You're scolding me! ”
In the face of Zhang Dayong's roar, Luo Yuming replied with silence:
Zhang Dajun: "You kid hasn't believed me since the moment I came in, just because of these titles on Lao Tzu's shoulders, right, you can't believe me, because I am the so-called superior in your eyes." And your self is not yourself, but your family and your thirteen brothers who were born and died with you for many years. Your self contains all that you hold dear, so you agreed to my request without asking, a request that would make you die. But I'm telling you: I'm not saying you're doing a bad job, on the contrary! You're doing a great job! You're better than me! We old things who have fought in the war never dare to pick it up in the face of that kind of indifference, because we are afraid of being cold, and we also deceive ourselves so as not to make ourselves uncomfortable, but you kid has a kind! You pick it up, you feel cold, but after you slowly have the heat, you have to cover it again, you are stronger than me, you are purer than me. ”
Luo Yuming: "I believe you, you can say it." I know you won't let me go if you can't untie this knot. ”
Zhang Dajun: "Okay, long story short. The target of your operation this time is him - his real name is Hu Xiaojun, nicknamed Buddha, and he is the leader of the largest gun-making and gun-selling group in my country. We have been following this line for ten years, seven undercover agents died, and the eighth lost contact a month ago. This Hu Xiaojun was born in six or five years, and like me, he fought and crawled out of the pile of dead. But that doesn't stop him from being ruthless and evil. And we've lost eight times, and we've lost without any way back, do you know why? ”
Luo Yuming: "Umbrella." ”
Zhang Dajun: "Yes, so this time your task is to contact me one-way to find out the umbrella behind the scenes." That umbrella is too big, and it makes me, the deputy director, play around. I assure you that we are absolutely grasshoppers on a rope, because if you fail in your mission, I will take off my police uniform, and you and I both know that the moment I take it off, I will die in the streets. But I'm not afraid, because killing him is the will of the country, and at the beginning of this year, a gun case in Guangdong actually used a full HK416, and he humiliated us in this way. If he doesn't die, this nationwide anti-crime operation will be meaningless, and the guns he sells will kill at least three of our brothers. But if that umbrella is not pulled, I will send one brother after another to die. ”
Luo Yuming: "So you bypassed all the things in the system and found me through personal relationships." ”
Zhang Dajun: "That's right, why am I not a gambler? I can't fucking go back, and if I see a ninth corpse again, I'll kill myself. ”
Luo Yuming: "Understood. ”
Zhang Dajun: "Your new identity and all the details are here, your new identity is a brother from Northeast China who died abroad last year, named Zhang Zhengshan. I've done all the preparations, don't worry, this time I'm sure nothing will go wrong. ”
Luo Yuming: "Okay, I'll take a good look." ”
Zhang Dajun: "Then you have a good rest first, I'll go first, right?" Ask you a personal question before leaving? ”
Luo Yuming: "What? ”
Zhang Dajun: "Have you dealt with the object?" ”
Luo Yuming: "No? ”
Zhang Dajun: "No wonder, if you survive this time, find a partner." ”
Luo Yuming: "Uncle Zhang, it's very difficult with my face." ”
Zhang Dajun: "Think about everything for the better, the one who can ignore your face is the one who really loves you." ”
Luo Yuming: "That can't be an ugly girl, right?" ”
Zhang Dajun: "Don't be narcissistic, the ugly girl won't take a fancy to you now." ”
Luo Yuming: "Damn." ”
Zhang Dajun: "But you may be able to meet a beautiful girl who walks into your heart." ”
Luo Yuming: "So mysterious? ”
Zhang Dajun: "You will, I promise you with my decades of life experience that there are always some kind girls who are willing to take care of a wounded beast." ”
Luo Yuming: "It sounds like a fairy tale, so thank you for your auspicious words." ”