"Are you a ghost? Are you still with me now? ”

The first sentence after turning to his diary, Ye Qingqing's heart hung up.

The first diary was apparently written in a state of extreme unrest, with clumsy and messy handwriting, not even a date. just kept asking her who she was and why she got into her body, she didn't know what was going on at all, she just felt that the people in the world didn't know her anymore.

Some people say that she wants to take the college entrance examination, some people say that she wants to save Tang and Xing, she has no master, she is extremely afraid, she doesn't dare to talk to people or even see people, she spent a week in the chaos before.

Until Tang Yixing's public trial meeting woke her up.

This is really a deafening moment, she watched her two friends stand on the stage and the other stand offstage, one is haggard, one is more indifferent than the other, and she listened to Captain Yan announce that Tang Hexing had committed an unforgivable crime against Wang Yanni's father, and when Tang Hexing did not admit his guilt, through the "bright eyes of the people", he was sentenced to commit homicide!

What's even more terrifying is that many people who participated in the vote to ask Tang to do "blood debt and blood repayment" actually came to ask her what happened!

Why would someone who doesn't know what happened so easily pin the hat of homicide on someone else?

Why after deducting this hat, listening to her repeatedly say "Tang Jixing can't kill people" can still show sympathy and support!

Do they even know what they're doing?!

Ah Tang questioned over and over again in her diary, questioning Ye Qingqing, questioning Captain Yan, questioning the public trial conference, questioning everyone in this town, and questioning herself.

"I don't understand anything, Sister," Tang didn't know what to call her, so he called her Sister, "I'm not as smart as you, I can't learn so many things; I'm not as good as you can make Ah Jundu so obedient; I don't have as much vision as you, and I know how to go to the college entrance examination or something, I don't know what I should do now, I can't go to school, I don't want to meet Yanni, and the teachers said they don't know what to teach me. I can only stay at home, but I can't just eat and not do, I don't even have the ability to make money, many people say that they want to go out, but Ah Xing is locked up here, I, I don't want to go out ......"

So in the end, she really didn't take the college entrance examination.

Ye Qingqing sighed lightly, although this was of course, he still felt a little pity. After all, she took out the energy of her senior year of high school to study, even if it was only for a month, it was a desperate effort, and the result was really in vain.

Ye Atang's handwriting is still at the level of that literacy class, but she has improved by leaps and bounds in terms of word choice and sentence formation, probably in order to understand her previous diary, and she has really worked hard for a while.

But there is still no organization and logic, it can be seen that I have never been to Wang Yanni's composition class again, so I don't even have the basic guidance, looking at some places that are quite similar to her word habits, obviously most of my diary has become her writing enlightenment.

Ye Qingqing watched her write more and more, and the more she wrote, the more proficient she became, from simply remembering her mood to simply streaming her consciousness later, and pouring out all the thoughts in her head, feeling that in reality she might be less and less silent, and all the thoughts in her head were written in the diary.

The contents of the diary became heavier and heavier.

Tang was convicted of intentional homicide and did not surrender voluntarily, and was sentenced to life imprisonment after a public trial. After this experience, the people all felt that they were in charge of the house, and they were doing the right thing for heaven, one or two of them were happy, completely forgetting that there were still people who were really suffering for this, and compared to Yanni who lost her father and Mrs. Wang, who lost her husband, the most painful person in the town was probably only Ye Atang.

Her pain is understood, but her pain is also the most shameful.

Ye Atang's pain continued day by day, and there were almost only a few words left in his diary later.

"Sister, come back, I'm going to see Ah Xing, he said that only I can help him, and he said that only I know how to do it. But I don't understand, I really don't know, Sister, how can you come back, I beg you. ”

"Sister, I'll sleep when I'm free now, just wait for you to come back, Sister, is it that I sleep too little and you can't come?"

"Sister, sister, when are you coming over and helping Ah Xing, please."

"Sister, is it possible that if I die, you will be able to come?"