After the four men began to plan their lives on the mahjong table, the middle-aged woman with curly hair was watching and commenting on the game, and the four men used the wine to fiddle with the mahjong skills they had learned in front of the middle-aged woman, and no one wanted to lose face in front of the woman. Their image and psychological state are like the comic version of Dong Zhuo and Lu Bu, gritting their teeth in front of Diao Chan and preparing to bite each other.

Wang En could only chat with Shen Bing without any choice. Shen Bing's tone, voice, and number of words all made Wang En feel an innate sense of rejection in his heart. Wang En was arranged here to chat with a woman who had a sense of rejection without knowing it, which was like a microcosm of his life. In the process of going to school, looking for a job, and going to work, he was always dominated by others. The university was chosen for him by his parents, and at that time he wanted to be admitted to the Academy of Fine Arts wholeheartedly, and his parents asked the teacher to help him fill in the Normal College behind his back; After graduating from college, he wanted to go to the big city, and his parents arranged him to his current school with relatives; At work, he wanted to mingle with his colleagues but was put in small shoes by the principal, and his colleagues maintained a very strange relationship with him. Now he was arranged to this room to chat with this girl who made him feel repulsed. In his life and in this room now, there has always been a voice in his heart screaming, but it has always seemed to be covered by an invisible sealed dome, and the cry is reflected by the dome and hits back and forth in the sealed space, and the cry has become a sharp weapon that pierces his heart. His head was filled with sticky, muddy paste, and he could never figure out what his lifeless life was all about. He habitually accepts things he doesn't like. Time is a medicine that can silently heal wounds, and at the same time, it is an invisible killer that can quietly transform a vigorous person into a dried corpse of the walking dead. It was time that made Wang En accept whatever he rejected without resistance, and made him insensitive to turn something he didn't like into an inconsequential and indispensable part of his life.

Wang En sat opposite Shen Bing and smoked violently, the pale blue smoke swirling between Shen Bing and him, the smoke blurring his vision, distorting his senses, and disturbing his thoughts. Lao Gu's sentence "first" inadvertently put Shen Bing in the position of a so-called woman as he understood it. The narcotic sensation of alcohol is further exacerbated, and the inhalation of tar and carbon monoxide in the lungs after the cigarette burns promotes the unbridled effect of alcohol in the brain.

"Do you usually play mahjong?" This sentence flashed in Wang En's mind, and he blurted out smoothly.

"I won't fight, what about you?"

"I'll be a little, but not interested"

"Oh! ……”

"What are your hobbies?"

"I don't know if shopping and sleeping are hobbies"

"Count...... Count ......," Wang En nodded impatiently and smiled.

"And what are your hobbies?"

"I love to read" In fact, he basically doesn't read books himself, and lies come when he opens his mouth.

"I'm still a cultural person!" Shen Bing pouted and said.

"It's just boring to pass the time"

"What do you teach in school?"

"Teaching Languages"

"What about you? Where do you work? ”

"In kindergarten"

"Oh! Then you should be quite caring! ”

"Teaching kindergarten is love! You're not more loving in teaching high school. ”

"Only caring people can take care of small children"

"Sometimes it's quite annoying, and it's so noisy that it's a headache"

"Children are cute, but it's not easy to manage, psychology says that three or five-year-old children will not concentrate for more than 5 minutes, so it's a headache to have no patience."

"I don't know anything about psychology, but you're quite right, people who read a lot are just different."

"I studied psychology when I was in the Normal School, and I know a little bit about it."

"I see you're quite honest, I didn't expect you to be quite good at chatting"

"Maybe it's a bit of a lot of talk after drinking, and I'm usually a very boring person."

"Haha...... It can't be a wine to strengthen the bears."

"Yes, that's the reason"

"I'm kidding you, I'm not going to be angry!"

"I... Is it that stingy! Wang En said in a bit of a panic.

Shen Bing said that he was cowardly, and he was really not wrong at all. When weaknesses are revealed, people become helpless. The last thing people want others to see is their own shortcomings, isn't there a saying: people should be good at guarding. This sentence has been with Wang En for many years, and he almost took this sentence as the truth of his life. This kind of inflexible adherence to a certain sentence can only lead people to destruction. Dare to face up and reveal your weaknesses is a kind of courage and self-confidence, and only by making peace with your weaknesses can you achieve a harmonious state as a person. Wang En did not combine "being good at clumsiness" with "not hiding his shortcomings as the foundation of self-cultivation" and looked at it dialectically, so that he slipped farther and farther in the black hole of pretentiousness.

"Let's go out and breathe! The smell of smoke in this room is too strong, don't choke you"

"I was just going to tell you to go out for a walk."

Walking on the path of the villa, Wang En and Shen Bing's heights did not seem to be very harmonious under the dim street lamp, and Wang En could see the top of Shen Bing's head from the side. The tight top and jeans squeezed Shen Bing's figure out of the charm of a Tang Dynasty woman. Being able to have an acquaintance in a foreign place made Wang En ignore Shen Bing's mediocre appearance. What he longs for most now is someone who can understand him, someone to talk to when he encounters troubles. Sometimes spiritual poverty is far more disturbing than material poverty, and spiritual comfort is far more satisfying than material comfort.

"Is your home local?" Wang En's voice was soft in the empty mountain villa.

"Yes, native-born, such as fake"

"When is your kindergarten closed?"

"At the end of this month, what about you?"

"We could be in the middle of next month!"

"Where do you live now?"

"The house rented over there on Gulou Street"

"It seems a little far from your school."

"It's not too far, it's about half an hour away by bicycle every day."

"Do you share a house with someone else or live alone?"

"Alone!"

"I heard Uncle Gu say that your school seems to have a dormitory, why don't you live in the school dormitory? In the school, there are many people, and you can also chat with colleagues to relieve boredom. ”

"Eating and drinking Lazar in one place every day, it's too boring, living far away can exercise your body, and second, you can separate work and life without interfering with each other."

In fact, Wang En originally wanted to live in the school, but because he offended the principal last time, he didn't even arrange a dormitory, so he could only rent a house outside.

"Don't you like the hustle and bustle?"

"Don't welcome or refuse! It's okay to be lively once in a while to regulate your mood, but if you keep being lively, the whole person will feel particularly irritable."

"I don't like to live at home, I am always stared at by my parents, and I have no freedom at all."

"Of course you want to escape from their sight when you are next to your parents every day, and a stranger like me wants to see your parents every day, you are born in happiness and do not know blessings"

"You're out of town?"

"Just now? You're too unconcerned about me."

"I didn't pay too much attention, I'm too stupid, don't laugh"

"No, I'm going to laugh with you!"

"Where is your hometown?"

"Orixi City's"

"No wonder you don't have the same accent as we do, but you can't really tell if you don't pay attention to it."

"That means that my local dialect is still practiced well, which is enough to confuse the truth."

"You say you're fat, you're really panting"

"Haha... Don't you think I'm frivolous?"

"It should be carried away"

"It's really a word, I have to pay attention in front of you in the future, it's not good to be stepped on by you."

"Later... Will we still be in touch after today? ”

"Of course there is! Oh... I won't be in touch after tonight, isn't that a hooligan? Wang En said with a smile

"What kind of hooligan, how can I be confused!"

"We can know each other and be friends! It's a friend, it's a little bit of friendship, and if you don't contact it after tomorrow, it's not a one-night stand. When others know it, it's good to say it, you say yes! ”

"Haha... This is what you call a one-night stand! I see that you are quite an honest person, but I didn't expect it to be quite humorous. If you don't contact, I'm not afraid of being told by others, and if you want to contact, you can reluctantly be a friend! The faintly flickering light particles hit Shen Bing's iconic tiger teeth, glowing with starlight.

"I said don't mind! How can I be reluctant, I will definitely be your friend who is not reluctant. ”

"Hee-hee... Let's hope so! ”

………

When the fight between Lao Gu and them ended, the woman with permed curly hair shouted Shen Bing's name loudly in the dark night, and Shen Bing said, "My mother called me, let's go!" ”

"Ahh That's your mom? ”

"What! It's not like that! ”

"It's not like that! I didn't realize that you guys were acting like strangers. ”

"I'm dizzy, how can we say that we are like actors. It's not acting, it's the norm in life. ”

"Don't faint, it's me who faints."

Shen Bing pulled his legs and walked in the direction of the shout, and Wang En followed.