After a pause, Yang Ying continued to speak: "We women have never received any education in etiquette in our lives, and no one has ever told us what to do in order to become a qualified servant girl serving His Majesty the Emperor and the generals of the court, and no one has ever taught us to read and write, and even some people, in fact, they have never even said a few words. ”

Although An Jin had a rough idea of the misery of this era, at the beginning, when she knew that the era she lived in was ancient, she had actually made some consciousness and psychological preparation in her heart, knowing that she would witness the miserable life of many people from the bottom, and even if she had to experience these and experience those miserable lives herself.

For all of this, An Jin has been mentally prepared for a long time, until today, when Yang Ying told himself this, An Jin still noticed a little helplessly - he still underestimated this era, and even underestimated the miserable degree he understood in his heart, but he overestimated his imagination of this era.

For the bleak life, An Jin has always sympathized with the other party from the bottom of her heart, but it is only sympathetic, she has no actual intention to help the other party.

An Jin believes in fate, especially after she herself has personally experienced such a strange thing as being reborn in another world after death, An Jin trusts it even more.

However, on top of this, An Jin believes even more in the argument that my fate is up to me.

Although it will make people feel a bit nonsense, it feels like they are talking about some messy high-pitched words, but in fact, it falls in people's hearts, and there is no trace of reality at all.

It is true that manpower is always limited, and between heaven and earth, manpower cannot have the upper hand in any case, but it is one thing to have a heart of resistance, and if you don't even have the most basic heart of resistance, then how can you survive in this world.

If you are in the world, no matter what you encounter, you will always simply go with the flow, the so-called conforming to the tide, what others do, you will do too, even if you yourself are in an environment that you don't like, even then, people still have what optimism in their hearts, and they still continue to try to survive in that situation, relying on changing themselves, relying on the so-called tenacity, relying on the so-called adaptation.

That's what kind of tenacity it is, it's just a manifestation of resignation because of the powerlessness of one's own situation, what a hell of a joke, why should I always change myself, why can't I insist on what I love in my heart, why can't I insist on what I think in my heart, why should I always change the person I want to change, why can't I insist.

It's not fair, people who don't have the will to resist in their hearts don't deserve their own real help, you can't do anything about reality, and likewise, you are

As long as one day, when you ask yourself, you will not regret your bleak situation, you will not complain about your current situation, you will not complain or regret your poverty and the unbearable status quo, then no problem.

It is all right for a person to understand that all the current situation in which he finds himself is the result of every choice he has made before.

People must always live clearly, and at the same time, they must understand that every initiative they take is a choice, and all the big and small initiatives are piled together, and all the choices of large and small are piled together, which will definitely determine our present and future.

All the things you have now, everything you have now, everything you have lost in the past are all determined by the choices you have made in the past, in every inadvertent little thing in life.

Everything you are doing today is the result of every choice you make.

An Jin didn't have the heart to sympathize with these people, she didn't plan to help them anything, first, most of such people don't have such an awareness, even if they rely on their own strength to support them for a while, but then, they will definitely return to their original state again, just like a bottomless pit, they have no consciousness, no matter how much effort they put in for them, in the end it will definitely be a bamboo basket for nothing.

They don't make choices, they just know to go with the flow.

For such people, An Jin doesn't care about it from the bottom of his heart, and even has a kind of indifference from his bones.

Looking at Yang Ying in front of him, who was slowly telling him about the past, An Jin inevitably felt a faint melancholy in his heart, and at the same time, a faint anger rose.

Yang Ying didn't notice An Jin's demeanor at the moment, she still told An Jin about her first encounter with Su Qin and Lu Yunjing.

"At that time, we were all rough people, and I still had Su Qin, although General Lu and His Majesty the Emperor were determined to come to Biansai to endure hardships, but in fact, it was naturally impossible for us rough women to take care of the prince who grew up in the royal family since childhood."

Saying that, Yang Ying unconsciously showed a wry smile on his face: "General Lu is okay, we take care of General Lu's daily life, and the general himself doesn't care much, but His Majesty the Emperor is a little unbearable after a long time." ”

Hearing this, An Jin also shook his head lightly and said helplessly: "That's natural, even if you are attentive, in terms of taking care of people, you naturally can't compare to those palace maids who have been summoned into the palace anyway." ”

Yang Ying smiled lightly and nodded, "Yes, Miss An, who said it wasn't." ”

Laughing helplessly and laughing at himself, Yang Ying continued to speak: "It's also Ji."

For this reason, it didn't take long for His Majesty the Emperor to pull us away from us, and he summoned two maidservants from the city of Kyoto to rush to the border to take care of His Majesty's daily life. ”

An Jin shook his head lightly with a smile, and said with relief: "What's that, His Majesty the Emperor, His Majesty the Emperor, he is the biggest, even if he was placed back then, he was also the body of the prince, in the frontier military camp, His Majesty the Emperor He also has absolute majesty, and we people can be said to be helpless." ”

complained to Yang Ying without a clue, and Yang Ying nodded with a chuckle and said: "Although I thought it was a pity at the time, but fortunately, General Yu did not dislike our women from poor backgrounds, but the general he was alone, and the general was accompanied by an old housekeeper from Kyoto, so he really didn't need us poor women." ”

After a pause, Yang Ying continued to speak: "Moreover, at that time, because of Rouran's successive offenses, in fact, our parents had already died, and those veterans who adopted us also died in the war with Rouran, and when General Lu and His Majesty the Emperor rushed to the border, we were actually already in a rather tense situation. ”

An Jin sighed softly, and couldn't help but feel a little helpless in his heart, this Yang Ying, how could he talk and deviate and start talking about the previous war in the frontier.

However, looking at Su Qin's indulgent expression, An Jin sighed softly, and said secretly in his heart: "It's okay, just listen to the story, although Yang Ying is a bit clueless when he talks about things, but when he talks about the past, what he says is actually quite exciting." ”

"It's better to collect materials, let's listen to her talk about the previous war in Biansai, can I still release a sequel to "Serving the Country at the Original Heart"?"

Thinking so helplessly in his heart, An Jin sighed softly, did not interrupt Yang Ying's narration, and continued to listen with a smile.

Yang Ying also seemed to suddenly realize her digression, she smiled lightly a little embarrassedly, and then continued to speak: "That's basically it, General Lu, he doesn't need us to take care of his daily life, but the general can't bear to leave us alone, until now, we still remember what the general said to us that day." ”

An Jin smiled nonchalantly and asked, "Oh? What did Lu Yunjing say at that time? ”

A trace of indulgence flashed on Yang Ying's face, she was slightly silent for a long time, and then spoke: "I still remember that day, the Rouran people suddenly attacked, the general took people out to beat them back, and came back full of exhaustion, that day, the general called us girls outside, and he said to us: 'Although we were born to talk about daughters, if we want to survive in such a miserable environment, we must have the temperament not to lose to any man, and we must fight for ourselves. ’”

Yang Ying was slightly silent for a long time, and then continued

He continued: "To this day, I still remember the look on the general's face at that time, extremely solemn and solemn, and the general said to us that we must fight for our own lives. ”

An Jin's heart was also quite touched, in this era, at Lu Yunjing's age, it was extremely rare to say such things to others solemnly, even in modern times.

It is not difficult to make a person educated and become no longer ignorant, but what is really difficult is to make people wake up and find ways to earn their own lives.

Yang Ying told An Jin like this, and An Jin's heart was also full of admiration for Lu Yunjing.

However, on the surface, An Jin still remained quiet, continued to smile and look at Yang Ying, and continued to listen to her story with relish.

Yang Ying paused and continued: "It was only since then that General Lu said to us, let us get together and set up this organization, called the Dark Guard. ”

(End of chapter)

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