Luo Yuming didn't say anything, and the Buddha didn't say anything.

The day after returning to China, Luo Yuming obtained a new household registration and ID card, his name was Hu Haiyang, and his father was Hu Xiaojun (Buddha).

On the third day after returning to China, there was another Mazha outside the Buddha's tent.

Since then, Luo Yuming has gained a position in the group to sit next to Hoover, and the other brothers must stand no matter how close they are. There is a big difference between sitting and standing, and the Buddha will only take off the mask of his heart to the person sitting next to him.

After returning to China, Luo Yuming was very idle every day, and the Buddha did not arrange any activities for him, but pulled him to his side to watch him fishing, during which neither of them spoke, one fishing, and the other playing with his mobile phone.

Finally on the third day, the Buddha was the first to break the silence:

"Do I look good in this dress?"

Luo Yuming: "Good-looking, classic." ”

Buddha: "Then why am I wearing this?" ”

Luo Yuming: "Show it to others." ”

Buddha: "That's right, how do you know that I'm here to show others." ”

Luo Yuming: "My non-commissioned officer secretly brought back his regular clothes on his first holiday, it was a hot day, I was stupid and walked on the street of my hometown wearing that, just to show my parents, and I wore this for others to see." ”

Buddha: "Then who do you say I am wearing it for?" ”

Luo Yuming: "Show it to the dead." ”

Buddha: "How do you know? ”

Luo Yuming: "Buddha, I am also the one who picks up a life and comes back, and the person who comes back from picking up a life can only live in the dead in my heart." ”

Buddha: "Yes, there are only dead people living in my heart. You know, when I asked someone to do the dirty work last month, I heard that the person who came here had been a soldier before. If you do what I do, you'll be dead when you're done, but do you know why I didn't kill you? ”

Luo Yuming: "Why? ”

Buddha: "Because your eyes, those eyes, like me, are the eyes of the dead, the eyes of complete despair of the world." ”

Luo Yuming: "Maybe behind the despair is hope? ”

Buddha: "Hope? I hope I fought on my own, and you should know that I fought. ”

Luo Yuming: "I can see it, and it's also the kind of battle that picks up a life and comes back." ”

Buddha: "Do you want to hear it?" ”

Luo Yuming: "Yes." ”

Buddha: "I was born in 1965, I turned eighteen years old in 83 to become a soldier, at that time it was very innocent, at that time we all grew up watching old movies, I wanted to be the cutest person of the new generation, I wanted to go to the front line when I first touched the gun, and I felt very happy to die at that time." ,It's funny to think about before.,Do you think I'm stupid b.。 ”

Luo Yuming: "No, the enthusiasm of young people collided with the mainstream education at that time, and a little more difficult living conditions would produce this kind of thing. To put it bluntly, once people think that their lives are cheap, they will have the idea of exchanging their lives for things, which can refer to money, power, honor, and status in a broad sense. ”

Buddha: "College students are different, I envy the educated, everything is so reasonable." ”

Luo Yuming: "Buddha, it's just some useless dead books." ”

Buddha: "You don't need to call Buddha in the future, that's what outsiders call you, so call me godfather in the future." ”

Luo Yuming: "Yes, godfather." ”

Buddha: "My son died in 08, ten years ago, if he is still alive, he will be about the same age as you, damn, where did he go, damn, it's wrong." ”

Luo Yuming: "Godfather, a soldier in 83." ”

Buddha: "Yes, in 84, I was in the Kunming Military Region with several Northeast villagers, and my platoon commander and I were fellow villagers and Jilin people, and we were transferred to the Laoshan front line together. ”

Luo Yuming: "84 years? Songmaoling? ”

Buddha: "Yes, Songmaoling, but what I want to say is not that big victory, it's another one." ”

Luo Yuming: "Another one? I don't know that. ”

Buddha: "You certainly won't know, that battle was very small, and it was not destined to be as dazzling as Songmaoling, but it changed me and the other three, and we were the only ones who survived." ”

Luo Yuming: "Godfather, I'm listening." ”

Buddha: "Do you know why I envy the educated? ”

Luo Yuming: "I don't know." ”

Buddha: "It's because of that battle." It was just after the battle of Songmaoling ended, and our platoon was responsible for guarding the captured 641 heights, which was the most important high ground to contain the mountain pass at the front, so although we were only a platoon, we were reinforced with firepower, equipped with recoilless guns and bazookas, and twelve reinforcements and one... And a fucking artillery communicator. You and I have both been soldiers, and I ask you, if you have just suffered a defeat and killed thousands of people, I ask you what would you think if you were a commander? ”

Luo Yuming: "If you don't have a stable foothold, let's have a sneak attack to get back some face." ”

Buddha: "The Vietnamese also thought so, on the third day of our occupation of the heights, the reconnaissance company told us that there were two regular troops at the company level and a large number of public security forces and militia to move towards our department. ”

Luo Yuming: "It will be a night attack that day." ”

Buddha: "Yes, night attack. But do you know what happened when the fight started? ”

Luo Yuming: "What's the matter?" ”

Buddha: "The eyes of dozens of cannons behind us, that stupid b communicator... He deserted and fooled around with the journalist's girlfriend who came to report on the victory. ”

Luo Yuming: "Understood. ”

Buddha: "As a result, we were surrounded by 700 people, and even if there was one on the high ground at that time, there was one who could understand the trigonometric functions of the Pythagorean theorem, it would not be like that... We hit in the front, and the radio scolded in the back. My squad leader shouted over and over again: The enemy is there! The enemy is there! The radio taught over and over again: "Your distance plus 4,000 descendants into the formula I just gave you!" Until our platoon commander took away the radio, he said: Please cover the 641 heights, long live the republic. ”

The Buddha said, and after wiping his eyes, he continued:

"And then, it's strange to be killed, no matter how dense the artillery fire of the position is, there will always be someone who will survive. Of the forty-five, four survived: me, Zhang Xiaopei, Dai Jilin, and Lu Qi. ”

Luo Yuming: "Platoon leader, your platoon commander is a great person. ”

Buddha: "Yes, great man. But after the battle is over, the most important thing is the great people, and the most lacking is the people who bear the account. ”

Luo Yuming: "So." ”

Buddha: "Sometimes the dead are more useful than the living。。。。。。 When I first went to the front, it was just in time for the friendly troops to say goodbye to the martyrs, and it was a heartbreaking and emotional scene, and I thought it was a very good thing to be sent back under the national flag. As a result, my platoon commander did not have a red flag, and their corpses were packed in woven bags. I saw a car coming back from the city on a stretcher, and it was the stupid B who got out of the car, and those woven bags got into the car. And then from that moment on, I understood that my life must not be so cheap. ”

Luo Yuming: "Godfather, this world has never been fair. ”

Buddha: "Ah, I'm not just saying this to brag, I'm saying this so that you can do a job for me." ”

Luo Yuming: "Godfather, what do you say, I'll do it." ”

Buddha: "This work is not about fighting and killing, but it is the most important thing for me. I am not allowed to tell anyone what I am going to tell you next, but there are only three people who know about it, and you are the fourth. ”

Luo Yuming: "I know, godfather." ”

Buddha: "Huh~ After being discharged from the army." Zhang Xiaopei and I, Dai Jilin and I decided to develop in China, Lu Qi went to the sea to France, and then our business became bigger and bigger, our three in China started from cutting the bag as a little Buddha, and then mixed with the society, forced demolition, occupied land, sold guns, and has been doing until now, but Lu Qi is different, he is doing serious business, of course, he can't do it without us helping him. But ten years ago, I was betrayed by my men, I was raided by gunmen in Changchun, my brother Dai Jilin and his wife died on the spot, my wife and children were also killed, and the only one who survived was my daughter and Dai Jilin. I had already realized that I would not die well, but the girl couldn't, and I entrusted him to Luci, and the three of us decided to keep the secret forever. This year is the 10th anniversary of her father's death, tomorrow she will return to Changchun, and then stay in China for a month, I can't always look at her, this month you are responsible for protecting him,. ”

After that, the Buddha handed a photo to Luo Yuming, Luo Yuming looked at the sweet-looking but mature girl in the photo and said lightly:

"Buddha, don't worry."