Today I updated to one o'clock in the morning, slept for more than four hours, got up and took the subway for an hour, the bus for five hours, the bus turned three times, two or three hours, I was on the bus all day today.

So I'm so tired that I'm paralyzed, and my brain doesn't support me to code words.

Today is May Day, and I need to take a day off.

In fact, I am very satisfied to be able to write "Fast Wear Fairy" and "The Abyss Empress Ben is Frivolous".

Both of them were signed, and I was very happy.

Because writing a novel requires inspiration, and for myself, I don't type fast, and then sometimes Kavin, stuck in the middle of the night, is still updated.

I don't know if someone else is Kavin, how long it takes a day to update, the content of a chapter, it looks like eight or nine pages, it looks very fast, but it is difficult to write.

I've experienced the pain of not being able to write codewords, and my heart told myself that I can't write codewords, because you like it.

But the brain doesn't allow it.

Actually, I once wrote an ancient saying, wrote 260,000 words, and deleted the text......

This ancient proverb was the beginning of my dream, but it was finally ended by me myself.

When I wrote that ancient saying, because it had something to do with history, I checked the information every day, pondered the characters of historical figures, and then changed some and integrated them into the novel.

But almost no one watched, and no contract was signed.

I thought, am I not even enough to sign a contract? Am I not suitable for writing?

No readers, no referral votes, no reviews, one person from start to finish.

Also to face the ridicule of some authors I knew before.

During that time, my mentality exploded, and I finally deleted the 260,000 words I had worked so hard to write due to many factors.

But this novel will come back again, and it can be regarded as an explanation to oneself.

That's why I want to finish writing the two books "Fast Wear: The Goblin Reigns" and "The Abyss Empress Ben is Frivolous".

I've already planned what I'll write after these two books.

I like to write novels, I love it, even if the writing is not very good, I am still persevering.

Let's hope all the hard work will not be disappointed.

Happy May Day, today I give myself a holiday.

Come on!