Chapter 100: Untying the Knot
Lin Zhi'an was slightly stunned and shook his head: "I'm here to apologize to you." Lin Zhinan was also slightly stunned: "What are you sorry for?" Lin Zhi'an lowered his head and was silent for a while: "For so many years, I haven't been a good brother. Lin Zhinan looked at Lin Zhi'an with an aggrieved face, tears were about to come out, but she still said stubbornly: "It's enough for me to have a brother." Lin Zhi'an glanced at Lin Zhinan: "I know, it may be a little difficult for you to accept me as an elder brother now, but I will try my best to make up for it." Lin Zhinan silently shed tears: "How to make up for it?" From childhood to adulthood, it was Brother Zhiqing who took care of me, and in my world, there is only one brother Brother Zhiqing. Lin Zhi'an has never gotten along with Lin Zhinan well for so many years, so now, he doesn't know what to say or do to get Lin Zhinan's forgiveness.
"Zhinan, don't be too willful." Lin Zhiqing walked in from outside the door and said with some reproach. When Lin Zhinan saw Lin Zhiqing, he ran out of bed barefoot and threw himself into Lin Zhiqing's arms. "Brother, you beat me, scold me, blame me, blame me, my mother won't have it." Lin Zhinan buried his face in Lin Zhiqing's chest, crying and blaming himself. Lin Zhiqing gently patted Lin Zhinan's back and comforted gently: "Mother's diary, have you read it?" Then you should know that Mom never blames you. Lin Zhi'an asked curiously: "Have you read your mother's diary?" Lin Zhiqing nodded: "Many years ago, I read it in my father's study. Lin Zhi'an frowned: "After so many years, if only I hadn't been so stubborn." Lin Zhiqing helped Lin Zhinan to sit down on the sofa in the room: "Brother, my mother knows your character, so I have never complained about you." On the day my mother died, only my father and I were there, my mother really waited for you for a long time, in order to see you for the last time, my mother insisted for a long, long time, and finally held my hand and told me, Zhiqing, tell Zhi'an, my mother doesn't blame him, my mother loves him. As he spoke, Lin Zhiqing also cried.
The three siblings sat in the room, silent. "Brother, the three of us were born to a mother, and we are the closest relatives in the world. Dad has been alone for so many years, and it is not easy to be alone. Mom died that year, and the saddest thing was Dad, who was in the hospital at the time and went to rescue him. Lin Zhiqing broke the silence and said seriously. Is there anything else going on? Lin Zhi'an didn't believe it. Kindness. Lin Zhiqing nodded. After my mother died, my father sat alone in the corridor in a daze, and when he got up to go through the formalities, he fell into a coma and was sent to the emergency room, almost not coming back to life. Lin Zhiqing recalled. So after so many years, you have the best relationship with your dad. Because only you know what happened back then. Lin Zhi'an analyzed. Lin Zhiqing nodded: "Yes, brother, you have always felt that I have a good relationship with my father and a good relationship with my sister, and I want to fight with you for the family's property, but in fact, no, because back then, when I sat at the door of the rescue room with my sister and waited for my father, I was really scared." I had just lost my mother, my father was uncertain, and my sister was still waiting to be fed. ”
Lin Zhi'an nodded: "I understand your feelings. It's all my fault, I was a bastard at the time, and I didn't be there for you when my family needed me the most. Zhiqing, I'm sorry I let you face so much alone back then. Lin Zhiqing wiped his tears and shook his head: "I don't blame you, my mother told me that you are the eldest brother, you are spoiled by her, and you do things with a big grin, telling me not to blame you." Lin Zhi'an's nose was sour, and he couldn't control his tears: "Mom really knows me best." Lin Zhinan suppressed his emotions and asked in a low voice, "What kind of person is Mom?" Lin Zhi'an wiped a handful of tears: "I have the most say in this, after all, I have lived with my mother for the longest time." Mom is definitely the best mom in the world! Lin Zhiqing and Lin Zhinan looked at Lin Zhi'an with serious faces, waiting for the next words. But Lin Zhi'an didn't seem to continue to speak. "That's it?" Lin Zhinan asked his soul.
Lin Zhi'an nodded: "It can be summed up in one sentence." Lin Zhiqing burst into tears and smiled: "Forget it, forget it, let me talk about it." "For so many years, Dad didn't let us mention Mom, so let's talk about it today." Lin Zhiqing sorted out his emotions and said slowly: "Mom is a very gentle person and a very smart person. She and her dad love each other very much, that's why there are a few of us. Dad was busy with work at that time, so Mom would often visit Dad. For as long as I can remember, my mom and dad haven't had a fight. Lin Zhinan listened carefully to Lin Zhiqing's words, his eyes were full of longing. I already remember when my mother was pregnant with you. At the time, all I knew was that Dad didn't seem to want you, but I didn't know why he didn't. In order to be able to keep you, your mother left a letter and ran away from home. Dad searched for a long time, and finally found Mom, and finally agreed to keep you. Later, I learned that because my mother was a little old, it would be a little dangerous. ”
"However, every day when I come home from school, I see my mother, and she always looks happy. She told me more than once that when my sister is born, she must take good care of her sister, because she may not be able to accompany her sister to grow up. Mom also said that both of us have lived with her and felt mother's love, and my sister may not have a chance, she feels that she owes her sister, and hopes that the two of us as elder brothers can fill in the mother's love that my sister lacks. Lin Zhiqing glanced at Lin Zhinan, reached out and touched her head: "Zhinan, although my mother has not taken care of you, my mother really loves you." Lin Zhinan nodded seriously, and her tears couldn't be stopped: "Well, I know that my mother's diary is full of love for the three of us." Lin Zhi'an nodded: "Yes, my mother really loves us." Lin Zhi'an looked at Lin Zhinan seriously: "Zhinan, my mother's expectations for me, I didn't know until yesterday that in the past, I was not a good brother, but in the future, I will definitely try my best to be a good brother." ”
Lin Zhinan wiped the tears on his face: "Before, you always didn't tell me about my mother, and my eldest brother had that attitude towards me, I always thought that I was a child born by my father outside, so for so many years, I haven't been a good sister, from today on, the three of us don't fight like before, our mother definitely doesn't want us to be like this." Lin Zhiqing nodded: "Dad has been working hard for so many years, it's really not easy to get to this point, our aunt died for Dad, Dad's pressure is very great, and there is a lot of pain, if we can do well and unite, Dad will be much easier." Lin Zhi'an nodded: "For so many years, we have been fighting back and forth, and the most chilling one should be Dad." "You also said that you are the one who will make Dad angry the most." Lin Zhinan pouted and complained about Lin Zhi'an. Lin Zhian wanted to refute, but the words changed again: "I will definitely change it in the future." ”
"You're no better." Lin Zhiqing flicked Lin Zhinan's forehead. Lin Zhinan touched his forehead: "I will change it in the future, and I will definitely change it for the better." "I will also change, Dad is right, my doting on you will make you make so many mistakes, in the future, I will be stricter." Lin Zhiqing also reflected. Lin Zhi'an shook his head: "Your character, if you want to be strict with her, I'm afraid you can't do it." It's better for me to be strict. In the future, you will be responsible for spoiling, and I will be responsible for discipline. Lin Zhinan stared at Lin Zhi'an with some fear: "How specific is your strictness?" Lin Zhi'an smiled: "If you don't make a mistake, I am definitely a brother who is gentler than Zhiqing, if you make a mistake, I will let you see my methods." Lin Zhinan felt a chill behind him: "I think I will definitely make a mistake in the future, definitely, and absolutely not make a mistake." After saying that, the three brothers and sisters all laughed. Lin Zhiqing stood up and spread his arms, Lin Zhi'an and Lin Zhinan both walked in front of Lin Zhiqing, and the three brothers and sisters hugged each other tightly. "In the future, we all have to be well, we are the closest people in this world." Lin Zhi'an muttered.