After eating, Wang En and Shen Bing walked along the riverside, and in the evening, there were many men and women exercising by the river, wearing brightly colored sweatshirts and running with headphones tucked in, and some were families, and adults were holding children and walking stop-and-go. The breeze was blowing, the crowned willow trees by the river were hanging and fluttering in the wind, and the sound of frogs and insects in the city was accompanied by the sound of machinery on the construction site not far away. A few lonely clouds of twilight that have not yet been exhausted write the poetry of the summer night sky. Wang En mustered up the courage to grab Shen Bing's hand on the way to people, and the moment his hand touched Shen Bing's hand, Shen Bing grabbed him tightly. Wang En felt a little nervous, and gradually he calmed down his nervous mood, he thought that since he was in love, he had to do something like this, eating, holding hands, and taking a walk were all essential links. When he was in college, he thought that his love should be a story full of romance, and the storyline should be a classic picture presented in a love movie, which can make people moved. The life experiences after graduation made him disdain this naïve idea. After meeting Shen Bing, the sentimental feelings of the past came out again. Although Shen Bing does not have the mesmerizing appearance of the heroine in a love movie, he also hopes that the love story that happened to him can at least move him.

Holding Shen Bing's hand did not have the deep feeling of holding hands with his first girlfriend in college for the first time, but he could also find a reason for himself to prevaricate that he did not feel self-deceptive to Shen Bing, and he was most reluctant to believe that he, a promising young man who thought he was extraordinary when he reached the age when he should talk about marriage, would quietly become a lonely man who did nothing and was unaccompanied. He didn't want to see such an ending, and such an ending would make him shudder. He is willing to believe that all this is beautiful, and he wants to appreciate and accept Shen Bing with the best vision and mentality to discover beauty. The innate perfectionism of preference for lack is defeated by a sudden and unrelenting realism. Wang En didn't notice all this. He thought he had the good qualities to endure great shame and suffering.

"I'll tell you first! My hometown is very poor, and I don't even have a road! Wang En said.

"No, it won't! So how did you get home before? Shen Bing asked in surprise.

"I had to make a total of 4 transfers and walk 15 kilometers before I went home, and you can see that I am so strong and all out of it."

"It's really fake! So how do we go to your house on vacation? Wouldn't it have to be 15 kilometers away? ”

"Of course, if you're scared, it's too late to regret it."

"I regret something, besides, it's not a problem for me to go this way. You don't know how many years ago I used to be a travel buddy! ”

"What travelers?"

"It's a group to go on a hike"

"Yo! Can't see it yet."

"That's it. Look at people in the cracks of other doors, and look at people flat. Maybe you won't be able to leave me by then."

"That's impossible, I've been walking that road for decades, and you can't catch up with me walking with my eyes closed and my hands behind my back"

"Don't talk big about it yet, we'll see"

"I thought you were scared when I heard you ask that just now."

"No, I'm wondering what age it is, why don't you have roads there?"

"Okay, don't be afraid. I'm afraid you'll retreat. ”

"Do you think I'm that kind of person!"

"I am also a person who is not afraid of hardships and hardships, I think suffering is the most able to hone a person's perseverance and quality, the bitter taste is often more unforgettable than the sweet taste, and the truth that can be understood in it will also benefit people a lot."

"Where's the go! There are good days to put aside, but you have to go to find hardships and diseases! Where you can take shortcuts, why do you have to deliberately walk in circles, isn't this full and idle! You intellectuals are troublesome when you think about problems. ”

"I don't think so..."Wang En was about to make a tirade when he was interrupted by Shen Bing.

"Well, I know you have a lot of reasoning. When you go on vacation, you take the bus, and I drive by myself, to see if your so-called hardship is meaningful or my shortcut is meaningful. ”

"I don't think it makes sense."

"Why?"

"Because without me, you can't find my home at all, so I'll take you there" Wang En smiled mischievously at Shen Bing.

Shen Bing glanced at Wang En and said, "Give me less lessons in the future, don't treat me as your student." ”

"And what do I think of you?"

"What do you say?"

"Be my classmate!?"

"Count you as acquaintances"

"I don't know each other to hold hands with you!"

Shen Bing shook off Wang En's hand and said, "Do you still know each other now?" ”

"Know" Wang En went to grab Shen Bing's hand again.

"Forget it, look at you pitiful, I don't care about you," Shen Bing said with a smile.

It was already dark, a few bats were wandering in the night, the people running and walking were gone, the lights by the river did not show the road under their feet, Wang En and Shen Bing walked in the direction of the city where the lights were shining. Walking out of the special path by the river, the people on the bridge are bustling, the wandering guitar singer begins to adjust the sound equipment, and the passers-by who stop and watch in front of the spread out guitar bag stand in front of them in twos and threes, waiting for the instrument in his hand to play a moving melody, and play a nocturne for every strange soul in the lonely night.

Busy city cars speed by, dazzling beams of light flash, weaving a lively scene into the city's night sky. Wang En has his own life in this city, and he is about to play various roles on the stage of career, love, marriage, and family.

Wang En invited Shen Bing to sit at his place together, and the two took a taxi to the mouth of the alley where Wang En lived, walked through the alley covered with wires overhead, and the two entered the room. The house rented by Wang En was a single room with its own bathroom, and Wang En's room was very tidy, and this neatness came from the simplicity and monotony of the furniture and items in the room.

A single bed, a retractable table with mouthwash cups and stacks of books, a few pairs of shoes and an unzippered canvas suitcase in the corner under the window, the contents of which peeked through the zippered gaps. The room was a bit chilly, but the lighting was ok, at least to discern what the weather was like that day.

Wang En invited Shen Bing to sit down on his bed, and as he spoke, he was choked by the ambiguous atmosphere in the room, and the still air needed enthusiasm to break through. Wang En hugged Shen Bing, and in his heart, Wang En needed another close person to solve his problems. Wang En kissed Shen Bing, Shen Bing pushed Wang En away and said, "It's so bad here!" Quietly coax me here, lonely man and widow, what do you want to do? ”

"I didn't want to do anything?" Wang En said with a red face.

"Then you did something to me without my consent!"

"I like you, Shen Bing," Wang En whispered.

"If you like me, I'll treat me like this," a hint of cunning crossed Shen Bing's face.

"I won't be in the future, I'm sorry!"

"You're really a fool," Shen Bing said helplessly.

"Shall I send you home?"

"You're trying to me off?" Shen Bing was a little anxious.

"I didn't mean to, I really like you, so ......"

"Alright! It's not too early, you can send me home first! Come to me tomorrow after school, I have something to tell you. ”

"Hmm"

After Wang En sent Shen Bing home with regret and guilt, he blamed himself so much that he couldn't sleep. But the act just now made his own blood boil, and he began to admire himself, and making such a rogue move in the face of alien abilities is also a manifestation of breaking through hypocrisy.