Chapter 338: Learn to let go, learn to let go
Sun Xingzhi saw that Dabao was not in a high mood, so he took Dabao to the small pavilion on the mountain next to the source of spiritual power. This small pavilion can see the entire source of spiritual power coming and going. "It's so pretty, what is this?" Dabao asked curiously. "This is the source of spiritual power." Sun Xingzhi said softly. "The source of spiritual power?" Dabao's eyes were bright and bright, as charming as the source of spiritual power. Sun Xingzhi took Dabao into his arms and explained with a smile, "This is the source of the spiritual power of the floating world. The creator of the floating world opened up this world by the power of the source of spiritual power. Dabao snuggled in Sun Xingzhi's arms: "It's so beautiful." Sun Xingzhi pointed to the source of the source of spiritual power: "The source of spiritual power does not know where it arises or where it goes, it flows so slowly. For thousands of years, no one knows where it came from or where it's going. ”
Dabao's eyes were confused: "What a mysterious source of spiritual power." Sun Xingzhi nodded: "Yes, it's very mysterious." It's still magical. If you ask for something, it will give you some source of spiritual power, and you can heal and save people. However, if you can't think about it, you can also jump into the source of spiritual power, and it will swallow you up and melt into this bright galaxy. Dabao was a little surprised: "What does this mean?" Sun Xingzhi said seriously: "Back then, the fairy who was defiled by me jumped here. Dabao was slightly stunned, looked up at Sun Xingzhi, and then looked at the source of spiritual power in front of him: "She jumped into this?" Sun Xingzhi nodded: "Well, I rarely come here because I have been running away, afraid to think about it." However, I came today because I knew that I had laid it down. ”
Dabao sat up and looked at Sun Xingzhi seriously: "At that time, you must have been sad." Sun Xingzhi smiled: "Rather than being sad, I blame myself more and regret it." Dabao was silent, looking at the source of spiritual power, his eyes were full of sadness: "Do you think she died for you, so she blames herself and feels guilty?" Sun Xingzhi nodded: "Yes." "I invaded her when I was drunk, just because I liked her for a long time, but I never dared to talk to her. That's what I regret the most. If I had been brave enough to tell her what I wanted, maybe things wouldn't have been the way they are now. Sun Xingzhi said lightly. If, after I made a mistake, I didn't choose to escape, but faced it bravely, maybe she wouldn't have died in vain. Sun Xingzhi looked at the source of spiritual power in front of him and became sad.
Dabao stretched out his hand and held Sun Xingzhi's hand tightly to express comfort. Sun Xingzhi took Dabao's hand in turn, picked it up gently, and kissed it. "Dabao, I can bring you here today because I really let go, let go of the torture of the past on myself." Sun Xingzhi said softly. "Yes, I know." Dabao nodded. "You also have to learn to let go, learn to let go." Sun Xingzhi reached out and pinched Dabao's face, and said softly. "Me." Dabao lowered his head, a little sad. "I also know that I shouldn't be obsessed with missing Jianing." "But I can't control myself." Dabao's tears made Sun Xingzhi feel extremely distressed. Sun Xingzhi took Dabao into his arms and gently patted her back as a sign of comfort. "I know, take your time, don't rush." Sun Xingzhi muttered.
Dabao cried for a while in Sun Xingzhi's arms, adjusted his emotions and said: "Jianing is a different existence for me, I have seen many small animals born, but I have never delivered a baby. Jianing was the first baby I delivered. I watched Jianing come back from the dead and hand feed it for a few days, that feeling, that feeling, I have never had. Sun Xingzhi nodded: "I understand." Dabao wiped his tears: "I sent Jianing's father back, just hoping that Jianing can feel the warmth of the family, I don't want to selfishly possess Jianing and imprison it by my side, but I really hope that Jianing can be by my side." I'm so entangled, I'm so conflicted, I'm so painful. ”
Sun Xingzhi sighed slightly: "I know, I understand your emotions. "But, Dabao, have you ever thought that sometimes, parting is for a better reunion?" Dabao raised his head and stared at Sun Xingzhi with some curiosity: "What does this mean?" Sun Xingzhi explained seriously: "The Arctic Spirit Fox Clan has relocated to the Floating World, and with the nourishment of the source of spiritual power, Jianing is likely to become the first Spirit Fox to break the seal. If she cultivates and forms, their Arctic Spirit Fox Clan will all cultivate and form, and then they will be able to come and go everywhere at will. Dabao was stunned for a moment: "In other words, it is very likely that Jianing will cultivate in the future?" Sun Xingzhi nodded: "Yes, yes." If Jianing's cultivation is formed, you can see each other from time to time. Dabao looked forward to it: "Really? Sun Xingzhi smiled: "Really." ”
"Well, I'll be patient and wait for that day." Dabao said with a serious face. Sun Xingzhi hugged Dabao for a while, and Dabao fell asleep after watching it. In the middle of the night, Sun Xingzhi returned to the forest with the sleeping Dabao. Liu Xiaoxiao has been waiting in Dabao's cave for a long time. "Why are you only coming back now?" Liu Xiaoxiao asked a little anxiously. Sun Xingzhi looked at the big treasure in his arms and whispered: "Take her to see the source of spiritual power, forget the time, she is tired and falls asleep." With that, Sun Xingzhi carefully put Dabao on the bed and covered the quilt. My eyes were swollen from crying. Liu Xiaoxiao cut Dabao's hair and said distressedly. Well, she really misses Jianing. Sun Xingzhi said truthfully.
Liu Xiaoxiao looked at Dabao and smiled: "It's also a sentimental child." Sun Xingzhi sighed: "So, I'm wondering if what I'm doing is right." Liu Xiaoxiao was a little puzzled: "What do you mean by this?" Sun Xingzhi leaned against the door of the cave, looked at the night outside and said: "What I am carrying, you and I both know, I sometimes leave, the time is long, Dabao waits like this every day, is it a kind of torture for her." Liu Xiaoxiao also looked at Dabao worriedly: "Who knows, for her, waiting for you may also be a good thing?" Sun Xingzhi smiled: "Who likes to wait?" Liu Xiaoxiao smiled and shook her head: "Yes, who likes to wait?" But what if she doesn't wait and follows you every day? Sun Xingzhi was slightly stunned: "Are you at ease?" Liu Xiaoxiao shook her head: "I'm naturally not at ease, but if she wants to do it, I won't stop her." ”
"You mother, but you are very open-minded." Sun Xingzhi said with a smile. "Monkey, I am relieved to hand her over to you because I know that you will not fail her." Liu Xiaoxiao said seriously. "Well, thank you for your trust." Sun Xingzhi replied seriously. "Dabao is still young, and she doesn't know a lot of things, but her feelings for you now are sincere and simple. However, she can't not know the dark side of this world for the rest of her life. She always has to grow up, and she always has to go through the changes of the world. I am relieved to follow you and have you to protect her. Liu Xiaoxiao whispered. Sun Xingzhi lowered his head: "I will definitely protect her." Liu Xiaoxiao shook her head: "Don't worry, she won't be able to follow you in a short period of time." Sun Xingzhi was puzzled: "What do you mean?" Liu Xiaoxiao just smiled and didn't speak.
Early the next morning, Dabao woke up. She got up and walked to the table to pour water, and saw the note on the table: "I'm leaving, take care of myself, and I'll be back to see you soon." Ink. "Dabao knows that this is a note left by Sun Xingzhi." Hey, let's go. Dabao drank the water and sat listlessly at the table. Suddenly, there was a strange noise in the study, and Dabao walked in to take a look, and a book fell from the shelf. "It must be that little naughty one." Dabao walked over, picked up the book, and looked at the cover: "Compendium of Materia Medica." Dabao muttered. I heard my mother say that this is a medical skill spread in the human world. Dabao became interested, walked to the table with the book, and read it carefully. Looking at it, Dabao went out with the book, flipping through the book while wandering around the forest.
The next day, Dabao carried a basket on his back, walked around the forest, looking for medicinal herbs, and sat down in his leisure time to continue reading the "Compendium of Materia Medica". This scene happened to be seen by Wu Jincheng, who was returning from going out. Wu Jincheng was very happy when he saw Dabao's serious appearance, and he couldn't bear to interrupt Dabao, so he quietly walked away after watching it for a while. "Xiaoxiao, you must not have thought of what Dabao is doing." Wu Jincheng said happily to Liu Xiaoxiao. "What is Dabao doing?" Liu Xiaoxiao was slightly nervous. "She's actually reading and studying." Wu Jincheng looked proud. Liu Xiaoxiao breathed a sigh of relief slightly: "Are you dreaming?" Wu Jincheng shook his head: "I know you don't believe it, it's not my dream, it's true, I can see it clearly." Liu Xiaoxiao poured a glass of water for Wu Jincheng: "I guess it's just a whim, and she won't watch it in a few days." ”
Wu Jincheng finished drinking the water and shook his head: "No, I can feel that Dabao is studying seriously this time." Liu Xiaoxiao smiled: "It seems that you still don't know your daughter." Which time did Dabao study not very seriously? It's just at the beginning, and after a few days, I'm not interested, so forget it. Wu Jincheng said very seriously: "I bet that Dabao must be serious this time." Liu Xiaoxiao was interested: "Okay, then let's make a bet." I bet on Dabao to be serious for three days at most. Wu Jincheng shook his head: "No, I bet Dabao has really grown up." The corners of Liu Xiaoxiao's mouth raised: "What is the bet?" Wu Jincheng thought for a while: "It's up to you." Liu Xiaoxiao thought for a while: "If I win, you will dance in women's clothes, and if you win, I will buy a cart of books for Dabao." Wu Jincheng was slightly stunned: "What kind of bet is this?" ”