Chapter 386: Nothing More (Medium)
When everyone stood up and left, Qian sat there motionless, still with his eyes closed, as if he was asleep. Qian Ruxue immediately saw that something was wrong with Qian, so she sat with her and didn't leave, until everyone left, she left her seat and squatted in front of Qian.
"Chi, how are you feeling?" Qian Qixue was also very distressed that she couldn't grasp Qian's situation at all, "Is that consciousness coming out to talk to you again?" ”
"Well," Chiba nodded, loosening her brow, and slowly opened her eyes, "I suddenly heard him shouting in my head, and I couldn't accept it all of a sudden,"
"Still talking to you?" Qian Ruxue stared at Qian with worried eyes.
"Not anymore, it feels like every time I want to talk to him, he disappears, and then he pops up on his own and shouts in my head," Qian just now actually closed his eyes because he suddenly had an angry voice in his head, yelling at him, and he couldn't accept it at all, so as not to be seen as a problem.
"Qian, why don't I try to communicate with the Gongbei Domain on my side to see if I can make his resentment a little weaker, so that maybe I can also let the sub-personality that has not yet taken shape merge with the Gongbei Region," Qian Qixue looked at Qian Lao is being disturbed by the voice in his head, and he was also anxious and uncomfortable.
Qian looked at Qian Qixue silently, as if he had made up his mind, and said, "Qixue, if he just shouts like this in my head and doesn't show it to hurt you, I think it's better not to pull out the consciousness of the Gongbei Region for the time being, I think it's better not to pull out the consciousness of the Gongbei Region for the time being, I think that in another month, when the situation here is stable and everything is on the right track, you can help me treat it again, so that even if my consciousness can't be revealed, it doesn't matter, now, Huang Qilin and you alone can't do it,"
"Qian," Qianyuxue lowered her head and stared at her hand on Qian's legs, her voice was a little low, "I know that you are worried about me, afraid that I will not do well, I have also felt it during this time, without you, I really can't do this, but, seeing you always frowning like this, even when you are with me, you will be disturbed by that consciousness, I am really uncomfortable, I really want to help you, so that you can feel better, Qian, what can I do to make you no longer be disturbed by those consciousnesses?" ”
"Like snow," Qian Liang held Qian Qixue's face in two hands, so that she could raise her head to look at herself, "You don't have to feel sad, this is what people like us should bear, whether it's Gongbei Domain, or I, we all know that as a person with multiple personalities, we will be harassed by other personalities, this is normal, this is not a problem that you or others can help us solve at all." ”
Qianqi was still staring at herself with worried eyes, so she had to lean down and approach Qianqixue, and soothe, "The invasion of consciousness is like a cold and allergy for people like us, but my situation is more special, like a severe cold, and the symptoms are more obvious and frequent, so don't put so much pressure on yourself anymore, take your time, you just need to do your best, understand?" ”
Qian Ruxue stared at Qian, her eyes did not blink, and a tear slipped from the corner of her eye, "Qian, you must hold on, you know that I can't live without you, without you, I will become a little four who is nothing again, Qian, you must not disappear, promise me, if you really can't hold on, you must tell me, I will help you," Ju Shuku
Qian gently kissed away the tears from the corners of Qian Qixue's eyes, and whispered softly, "Are you stupid, I love you so much, how can I be willing to leave you alone, even if I don't hesitate to use potions, I will stay by your side, I will definitely not let my consciousness dissipate,"
"Qian, I'm sorry, if only I could develop a better potion, it's useless, you've always had great hopes for me, but I've always disappointed you," Qian Ruxue felt that she was really useless, she hadn't researched any potions that could make Chi manifest all the time and have no side effects.
Qian kissed Qianyuki at once, bit Qianyuki's lip a little harder, and let go for a long time, "You forgot what I said again?" Well? ”
"No," Qian Ruxue reached out and grabbed Qian's waist, her head rested on Qian's lap, and tears fell onto Qian's pants, "Qian, I remember everything you said, and it's because I remember that I feel that I'm really useless, and I haven't done what you want me to do for so long,"
"How could it be," Qian lowered his head, stretched out his hand and gently stroked his long hair like snow, and his voice was extraordinarily gentle, "You have done a good job, it is beyond my expectations, I never thought that you would lead the Thousand Wings Army so well, I may not have done as well as you,"
Qian raised his head and looked at the scenery outside the window of the conference hall, his gaze was far away, and his tone was slow and soft, "Look, you not only helped me lead the Thousand Wings Army, but also worked out so many potions that were very useful to me, it was really not easy, like snow, don't be sad anymore, I'm very satisfied now, as a sub-personality, it's really satisfying to be like this,"
Qian sighed softly, helped Qian Bixue up, let her sit on top of her, and helped her wipe away the tears on her cheeks, "The only thing I'm not worried about now is you, Nixue, you must be good, let us have a happy day together, I just hope to leave you a little more good memories now, so that you won't be able to see me in the future, or you won't be too sad when facing those who are not me,"
Qianyuxue leaned on Qian's arms, and also looked at the scenery outside the window with Qian, as if looking at another world, "Qian, you said that you are already very satisfied, does it include me?" Do I also satisfy you, do you satisfy? ”
"Of course, are you a fool? You are my treasure, if I am not satisfied with you, how can I hold you like this, and why am I reluctant to leave you? I am 120,000 points satisfied with you, and I am 120,000 points reluctant to you, how much I love you, how much I can't bear you, how much I hope that I am just an ordinary person like you, and I can simply accompany you to old age, "Qian knows that this hope is very slim, Gongbei is the main personality, he can't be silent all the time, once he wakes up, he can't be with Qian Yixue all the time like now."
"Qian, I don't care about the mountain alliance and sea oath, and I don't want to have to grow old, I just want you to be happy, as long as I see you happy every day, I will feel that I live a very valuable life every day," Qian Qixue understood the hidden pain in Qian's heart, he didn't let himself wake up Gongbei Domain, and he was also afraid that if Gongbei Domain's consciousness became stronger, he would not be able to accompany Qian Qixue all the time.
"Like snow, my girl, thank you for being willing to fall in love with me, willing to accompany me, let my life change from black and white to color, let me have hope, and also make me reluctant," Qian lowered his head and gently rubbed Qian Qixue's cheek with his cheek, "Good girl, if I can accompany you for a lifetime, then I hope that my life can be longer than you, so that I can accompany you to live to old age, and then watch you leave before me, so that you don't have to bear the sadness of losing me, but if I, I can't accompany you for a lifetime......"