Lin Zi clearly remembered that when Yi Zhen returned to China, Yueyue excitedly told herself that she was going to pick up the airport, and said that Yi Zhen had finally returned to her career.

Lin Zi used to chase stars, she understood Yueyue's mood very well, especially the other party's love object, she still believed in it so much, so she swore to her that she had no relationship with each other.

The post was still turning the page quickly, but Lin Zi didn't have the courage to read any more.

Lin Zi turned off his notebook and stumbled to his feet, Yueyue kept calling out her name behind her, and Lin Zi didn't hear it in a trance.

Lin Zi didn't know who took this photo, let alone who posted it on the Internet.

Yueyue caught up with her in the corridor, she grabbed Lin Zi's arm, "Lin Zi, is that true?" ”

Lin Zi looked at Yueyue's eyes, she suddenly didn't know how to face Yueyue, Lin Zi couldn't speak, she could only be silent like self-deception.

Yueyue's eyes were filled with tears, but they disappeared in a flash, and she asked Lin Zi stubbornly, "Is it true?" Are you and Yi Zhen real? ”

Looking at Yueyue's disappointed face, Lin Zi had no way to answer her, she knew that she shouldn't deceive her, let alone hurt her, she didn't want to, but she still hurt her.

She thought that she could hide it very well, but she didn't expect that everything still happened, and she couldn't hide from it.

Yueyue gradually recovered from her stunned and shocked: "Why are you lying to me? Why lie to me? You know me...... How can you do that? While playing with me, you are still good friends with me, Lin Zi, I am really disappointed in you. ”

How can you do that?

Lin Zi couldn't answer, and she didn't know why this was happening.

With the hysteria of the moon, "Why are you lying to me!" ”

Lin Zi was trembling and speechless, Lin Zi knew everything, Yueyue believed in herself so much, she told herself everything, but she didn't know how to explain it, and she couldn't explain everything she had done.

Yueyue's voice was very sharp, and the people in the bedroom next door poked their heads out of the house one after another, and came out to see that Lin Zi couldn't face Yueyue, although she didn't want to hurt her at all, let alone deceive her, Lin Zi's voice was very small: "I'm sorry." ”

"Don't tell me I'm sorry," Yueyue had tears on her face, and she yelled at Lin Zi, "I don't want to see you again." ”

Lin Zi stood in place stupidly, not moving, watching Yueyue reflexively rush into the bedroom, and then slammed the door shut.

Lin Zi stood alone in the empty corridor, the incandescent lamp hanging from the ceiling, a high and distant light.

Lin Zi's vision was blurred, he only felt that his face was painful and spicy, no one hit him, the wind blew on his face, but the tears seemed to be hot, whipping himself.

The tears in Yueyue's eyes appeared in Lin Zi's mind, his best friend...... But he lied to her......

It's almost time to turn off the lights, there are footsteps in the corridor, and the girls who have come back from self-study are humming songs upstairs. There was the sound of water in the distance, I don't know who was doing the laundry, and there was a faint sound of laughter, and the whole world seemed to be far away from me, everything was far away from me, and everything became so far away.

Lin Zi felt that he could no longer stand here, otherwise the whole building would come out to look at him, all the people as long as they went online, as long as they went to Weibo or school forums, they would know all this, Lin Zi felt that he no longer had the face to stand here, and he no longer had the face to face his classmates.

Lin Zi didn't know how to get out of the campus, and she chose the road with fewer people along the way.

After leaving the south gate, there is a busy straight street, Lin Zi looked at the rolling traffic, countless red tail lights, like a winding sea of lights flowing slowly, Lin Zi looked at this bustling car river, thinking about whether he should crash into it and be crushed, and then he would never have to face all this again.

Lin Zi took out his mobile phone, looked at a series of numbers, and suddenly didn't know who to call.

Lin Zi squatted on the ground and hugged his head. She knew she was shaking badly, but she didn't cry.

The noisy and noisy voices around, the sound of cars whistling by, the sound of bus stops, and the sound of pedestrians walking all stuffed into his ears, like countless snakes, forced into Lin Zi's mind.

Lin Zi suddenly didn't know where he should go, the city was so big, there was no place for him.

Yi Zhen should still be on the plane at this time.

It's okay that I haven't seen those.

Lin Zi squatted there for an unknown amount of time, and finally someone asked himself: "Classmate, it doesn't matter to you, right?" ”

Lin Zi slowly raised his head and saw that it was a strange girl.

She asked again, "Classmate, it doesn't matter to you, right?" There was a boy standing next to her, and the two looked like they had just returned from school, a typical campus couple.

The boy was looking at Lin Zi curiously, and the girl asked enthusiastically, "Are you from our school?" Are you feeling unwell? Do you want us to send you back? ”

Lin Zi looked behind her at this so-called century-old famous school, can she still go back?

Lin Zi still didn't speak.

The girl then asked, "Are you feeling unwell?" Would you like us to help? ”

Finally, Lin Zi shook his head, got up slowly, barely pulled a smile from his face, wrapped his coat tightly, and walked forward.

Leaving the boys and girls looking at each other with curious faces.

Lin Zi walked along the sidewalk. Walked aimlessly until we reached a street park. There are street lights in the park, and people pass by from time to time, and it doesn't look deserted. There was a homeless man on a bench sorting out the bottles of pure water he had picked up. Large and small bottles were trampled one by one by him, and then stuffed into a filthy garbage bag.

Lin Zi stood for about a long time as he raised his head and suddenly grinned at himself. His face was very dirty and his teeth were very white, and when he smiled, Lin Zi could see that he was a madman.

Lin Zi was frightened by his laughter, and suddenly fled.

When passing by the window, Lin Zi saw his frightened shadow from the reflection of the light, it turned out that his face was pale and his expression was in a trance, just like that madman.

Suddenly, Lin Zi was very homesick, very longing, very longing, very much to return home, never to come out, never to come out.

But she didn't want to worry her parents anymore, she couldn't be so ignorant anymore.

But now, where can she go?

The dormitory was impossible to go back to, and her apartment, she suddenly hated it for a moment, very, disgusted.

Until now, she didn't know how the photo from that angle was taken.

Lin Zi walked aimlessly on the road for a long time, until in the dead of night, even the cars on the road gradually decreased, and then he saw a McDonald's open 24 hours on the side of the road. Lin Zi was thirsty and cold, and the bright light inside tempted me, so I pushed the door in, and the heating was blowing on my body, which made Lin Zi feel even more paralyzed.

Lin Zi walked straight to the chair and sat down, his whole body had no strength, and he was reluctant to move anymore when he sat there. It's warm and bright, like the paradise that the little match girl sees after striking a match.

The mobile phone gradually rang, it was Xu Chenrui.

After Lin Zi pressed it off, he called again.

Lin Zi pressed it again, but he still called.

After going back and forth like this, Lin Zi finally picked up the phone.

"Hey, where are you?"

Xu Chenrui's tone looked very anxious and worried, obviously, he already knew.

Lin Zi did not answer.

An advertisement that Yi Zhen had endorsed suddenly floated outside the window, and she remembered that at that time, Yi Zhen was just popular, and Yueyue pulled the entire dormitory people, in order to increase sales for Yi Zhen, she bought a bunch of them for the dormitory.

Suddenly, Lin Zi wanted to cry.

"What's wrong with you? Where are you, I'll come to you now. ”

Lin Zi wanted to cry, but she was just dripping with tears and couldn't say anything superfluous.

Xu Chenrui began to slowly calm down, and while persuading himself, he asked where Lin Zi was.

Lin Zi raised his head and told Xu Chenrui the name of the building opposite.

"Don't go away, I'll be there right away."

When Lin Zi raised his head again, Xu Chenrui appeared.

She didn't know what she was saying by pulling Xu Chenrui's arm, and she still felt that it was like a nightmare.

Until, Xu Chenrui took himself into the car and took out a pack of tissues for himself.

Xu Chenrui didn't speak in the car, but frowned, smoking a cigarette in his hand.

Lin Zi saw Xu Chenrui smoking for the first time.

Xu Chenrui took Lin Zi to his apartment, and when he entered the door, Lin Zi was suddenly a little scared, turned around and looked around vigilantly, and his hand holding the tissue suddenly trembled slightly.

Xu Chenrui looked at Lin Zi, his eyes were very distressed, and his hands gradually clenched tightly in the place where Lin Zi was not aware.

"Let's go inside. Rest assured, no one. ”

Xu Chenrui gently pulled Lin Zi inside, the room was very tidy, he brought a towel to Lin Zi, and asked Lin Zi to wash his face first, Lin Zi put water in front of the washstand, and looked at himself in the mirror in a daze, Lin Zi's eyes were swollen, and her whole face was swollen, she cried for too long.

But even if this is not the case, Lin Zi clearly knows that everything has changed.

Lin Zi took out his mobile phone from his body and tried to call Yi Zhen, but the other party still showed the state of turning it off.

What should she do?

And how should she face everyone?

When Lin Zi came out, Xu Chenrui was sitting in front of the window smoking.

He was still frowning.

Lin Zi slowly sat down on the sofa, and Xu Chenrui gradually pinched off the cigarette butt.

"You go to sleep in your room, I'll just sleep on the sofa, everything, wait until tomorrow."

Without waiting for Lin Zi to respond, Xu Chenrui had already gently pushed Lin Zi in the direction of the room.

The moment the door closed, Lin Zi clearly heard Xu Chenrui say, "I'm sorry." ”

But Lin Zi didn't know, why did he say sorry to himself?

Could it be because of the leak of that photo?

But Lin Zi was so tired, she didn't have the strength to think about it anymore,

As soon as her head touched the bed, she fell asleep.